Do you know what it feels like to have no thoughts

I know you don't, things you have to think about are in lots

But I got a lot of free time, and a lot of free rhyme

And so at last, I've exhausted myself and crossed my line

I feel like I know all there is to know

And what I don't know I never mind

And I don't want to teach I don't want to preach that's not my line

I wish there was a way to rewind my mind, if there is please give me a sign

I feel dead inside, and want to feel alive

Zombie-like, I go upon this life

Interested in nothing, nothing's a surprise

Or even if you do light a spark

Inside me, you try to leave a mark

It fades away, flies away fast like a skylark

Once I was firewood, but now I'm rotten

Some things I want, some things I've gotten

But you know what I really want to happen

I want to want to know, make my mind sharpen

I want to want to see, feel a bit shocken

I want to appreciate life, shake off my ingratitude

But its in my nature, that too in a big magnitude

I'll give myself time, I guess that I have lots

But change is hard, and I hope that it works.