Cracked state of mind, the dark thoughts rewind

I dare them to look inside, my head

They shrink away, their faces pale and white with the fear

They walk away cause they say that they can't stand so near

To someone who is so dark and screwed, that his own mind is too much to bear

He says it takes 4 men to lift a coffin and I'm a dead man, oh dear

Please end this living hell inside my bright mind, it is so hot and it sears

Believe me that my heart turned cold, or else I would have shed a river of tears

They try to instill some hope and positivity, but I'm an electron

If I take that positive charge, I'll be annihilated and forever gone

I try to take comfort in what I have, but I don't and I only feel guilty

Cause I won't be satisfied with this life, no matter you hit me

And its true that privilege breeds contempt, that's no mystery

Writing edgy poetry since long time, that's gonna go down as my history

I don't care about the world, my view of reality is misty

I stay building my imaginary one, cause hoping in the real one is risky

The point of keeping bigoted fools alive just missed me

And I don't want my hope to break down, I don't wanna go drown

Of feeble willpower and whimsical nature I wear the King's crown

Issue worldwide bother me, but my stature is too low

To make a meaningless change in this town, when its all to go

One day, down to dust, as all of us must

Now come sound the warning bell, cause fortune is about to tell

Whether these crazy thought patterns will damn me to hell even if I mean well.