What do you feel

When you tear apart all your dreams

At their very seams

Replace them with what you need

To do, to earn money

How do you feel

When you got no hope for the future

Except the memes

In the night, your thoughts turn into

Silent screams

What can one do

When you are the antagonist

Of your own story

Struggling within yourself until

It drives you, crazy

Why can't I run

From what life demands of me

At this turn

My mind don't want to walk down any path

And I'm stunned

Why did I think 

that by losing everything

I would have won?

If you were at my place

What would you have done?

Chase an impossible dream

Or save yourself from failure's burns?

How would I know that losing dreams

Gives so much more hurts?

Now there's nothing left, but I must go on

Must stop mourning and start paying my loans