Hello guys I am back with new chapter of our FF....

guys in this chapter I tried to show vansh emotions on incidents which happened after Riddhima come back in his life again. In short Vansh pov...

So it's my humble request that drop your views on that. And also please tell me ki mene thik tarah se present kar pai na.... 🙂

Now let's start the chapter

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Episode start after the breakdown of vansh... ( Chapter 17)

VR mansion

After vansh breakdown anger is overpowering him for feeling pain for the person who broke him. Who didnt trust him. To stable himself he goes inside washroom.

Turing on the shower he stand under it. Closing his eyes again everything started playing in his mind.. he started thinking about Riddhima from the day he meet her after 5 year.

Vansh pov

That day my focus is on diamond deal with CHANG , he is an international mafia. Same dangerous like me. And for money he can even kill his friend. Even after that I am looking after this deal. But i was unable to concentrate about it. I was feeling restless in good manner. Feeling that something is good going to happen. I feel special kind of relief. Jab mein party mein pahucha tab samjh aaya ki why I was feeling like that.

There I listened most sweet voice. I immediately recognised that voiced it's her. She is the here. I listened her voice after 5 year. It immediately calmed me. But I was shocked to see her here... many emotions surfaced When I saw her i immediately want to hug her then , her mistrust , when she blamed the important person of my life all that movement , Our last meeting played in front of my eyes as a reel. I come out of my shocked state when I listened she is arguing with me over that flower. I immediately composed my self. the way she talked no no argued with me my gaurds and Angre become shocked. ( Chuckling) . And why not , as no can talk to me like this.

By only seeing her i immediately understood, felt like She changed so much changed in these 5 year.

If she can argue with me then I am also not less I also replied her rudly. Our argument continues but I think my next statement

"Tum bhi apne staff ko proper organization sikha sakti hua"

Make her more angry. And why not she can listen anything but uske staff par , uske employees par, uske colleague par koi ungli utha de iske matlab hai ki apne aag mein ghee dal diya....

We could argued more but Angre informed me about CHANGS arrival.
But point to be noted by that meeting I remembered our very first meeting in London.

After meeting CHANG my eye again fall on Riddhima. She was immensed in her work. As if sensing my gaze she turned and we shared eye lock. Same shine in her eyes. Same feeling. Like always I wanted to lost in her eyes. But everytime I want to love her, feel her our last meeting started to flashed in front of my eyes. That always stop me to take any step toward her.

I felt the same concerne in her eyes when Kabir and his goons attacked me which I used to see year ago. She was worried for me like before
"Kabhi kabhi esa lagta hai sab kuch pehle jesa hai lekin phir esa lagta hai ki sab badal gaya"

That day after many year i opened that locker. It contained her memory. Her photo, Her payal which she lost, that mangalsutra, she choosed for our special day, it is not only a simple thread with pearls it signifies our relationship our dream to be with each other but atlast that can't happened. We can't be with each other. We are not meant to be with each other.

After that she again and again came in front of me, colliding again and again. In middle of the road , in hospital... there she again started arguing with me. This girl agh.... First that receptionist is checking my patience and then Riddhima's this behaviour is not helping me either. And then that Dr Anand was getting on my nerve. I was trying not to use my gun because of that promise. Lekin jesa hum sochte hai vesa kabhi nahi hota. To scare him I pointed my gun to that Doctor lekin usi vakt aana tha Riddhima ko bhi. Agh... She saw me... Her expression, her eyes were showing she is hurt, she is disappointed. Agh...( Frustrated) Us din bus yahi hona baki tha.... Damn it.... But I am surprised that after all that happened in our last meeting she is still bothering me this much.... from that day in hospital to till now she affecting me ...

Her that expression is bothering me till now.... Bus use ye na lage ki I broke her promise... No matter what is happening between us... Chahe hum sath rahe na rahe but mein use diya hua promise kabhi nahi todunga...

Lekin mujhe ye samjh nahi aaraha tha ki vo India mein hain kiyu. Vo bar bar kiyu takra rahi hai mujhse. Bomb blast ke time par bhi vahi thi. That thing was also bothering me as she very sensitive regarding all this. I hope she was fine. But my worries gone when she did Angre's treatment. Jese us blast se use koi fark hi na pada ho. Lekin kiyu... She was not like this. Agar 5 saal pehle ese hi kisi bomb blast ka samna kiya hota usne to vo kaap jati. Lekin yaha to vo khud aayi Angre ka treatment karne when that nurse is going to treat him. Jese use fark hi na pada ho us blast ka . Shayd isliy kiyuki Agre is like brother to me. If that is the reason how she come to about Angre. Mujhe Janna tha ki vo chahti kiya hai. Isliye mene Angre ko information nikalne ko bola tha.... I know ki doctor banna uska dream tha aur party planning, event planning uska passion lekin phir bhi mene Angre ko Riddhima ke dono profession ke basis par information nikalne ko bola... Mujhe samjh bhi nahi aaraha tha kiya bolkar uski information nikalvau isliye that becomes a excuse for me as I don't want ki koi bhi hamare relationship ke baare mein Jane.

Than she attacked by someone. Mene dekha. I was there only. I am going for important work but I noticed her outside the orphanage. Though she is wearing mask but I can recognise her. Someone dared to attack her. I want to kill that person than and there only but that promise is stopping me and mere alava vaha aur koi bhi tha jo Riddhima par Nazar rakh Raha tha. That person was burning in rage. Kon tha vo... For a time I thought he was that masked man. But what is their connection.

That day when I returned to mansion Sia was waiting for. She also come to know that Riddhima is in city. I know Sia want us together again . She want everything to become normal. Lekin esa kabhi nahi ho sakta we can't be together now.

I read information about her. Par kuch pata nahi chala. Jo information usme likhi hui thi vo sab to mein uske baare mein pehle se janta hu. Lekin kuch info esi bhi thi jo hazam nahi hui. one thing is for sure That dress is my favourite one which she was wearing in photo. I only gifted her for college function.

Because of that attack only I brought her in vr Mansion. Sia ki physiotherapy to sirf ek excuse tha as No matter kuch bhi hojay her security is my priority. But she again stated argue with me. What is the problem of this girl. Pehle to meri kahi hu baat kabhi ni talti thi aur jab se vo vapas aai he meri jindgi mein tabse sirf argue hi kar rahi hai. Pehle uska argue karna aacha lagta tha but ab that was irritating.

Over that her conditions . What she think of herself. Yaha her presence is bothering me she is affecting me lekin uski conditions se to esa lagta hai ki use kuch fark hi nahi padta... that is why only I didn't say anything to Ishani when she was insulting her. Otherwise i would have taught her the very good lesson. Riddhima was looking to me with expectation lekin mein kiyu kuch bolu she only want na ki mein uske matter se dur rahu. And for this reason only I didn't said anything when she went to backyard breaking the rule l made. That day also she is expecting me to say something. One side vo nahi chati ki mein uske matters me bolu aur dusri taraf uski expectations damn it.....

VR Mansion mein rehne mein itne nakhre kiyu dikha rahi thi. She was behaving like pehle to kabhi enter hui hi nahi. Us din aai thi that day when I when is was burning in rage ,when I was restless as somewhere I did that thing jo use pasand nahi. Her tune only calmed me. Jab sabke headache ho rahe the tabh hi samjh gaya tha ki Sia helped her i entering the mansion. Varna koi bhi meri ya Angre ki ijazat ke bina enter nahi ho sakta.

And kheer she made on first Morning of her in vr Mansion. It's heaven... It was delicious. Lekin mein kuch bolu na bolu use kiya fark padta hai. But kheer bahut acchi thi saalo baad uske hatho ka bana hua kuch kahne ko mila. She is also looking beautiful in that red dress.

Also when after many year she was waiting for me with sia. She served me like before . We did dinner together... That was a heaven for me. But I know it's wrong to keep any expectations like this. As it's not possible. Bar bar I am making myself understand that we can't be with each other.

Somewhere I am happy that she is keeping that pendant with herself. Close to her heart. usme aj bhi vahi pic hai jo pehle thi. I wanted to see that by myself but she is very stubborn to accept that's why she didn't let me see that. And over that she argued with me. I know mujhe nahi bola chahiye tha that " you need not to interfere in my matter". But again it's her mistake only. Jab vo nahi chahti ki mein uske matter kuch bolu to how can she expect otherwise from me.

I know she is here for some mission.
Mein kitna bhi dur jane ki koshish karu, kitna bhi Sochu ki mein apni feelings ko havi nahi hone dunga. Dil ko dimag par havi nahi hone dunga par everytime I become unsuccessful. Otherwise usi din mujhe pata chal jata ki vo meri zindagi main phirse kiyu aai hai. Her tears still bothers me. That day one thing I understand Sia is also supporting her. Isiliye to she saved Riddhima that day.

That day Her every word affected me. That intensity in her voice says how much she hurt when everyone is blaming her and I didn't said anything. But again how can she expect something from me when she didn't trust me. Jab use mujhe par bharosa hi nahi..... Lekin phir bhi my heart pained on seeing her hurt. As if someone stabbed my heart when I saw tears forming in her eyes. Damn...

This girl is getting on my nerve day by day even without directly doing anything. She is making me weak. No can't fall weak. I rule the whole Asia. This time I don't let my heart to be my weakness. She will not effect me. Uske vapas aane se ab kuch fark nahi padega... Pichle 4 saal se jesa chal raha hai vesa hi chalega....

by great difficult he promised himself now he will not let his mind take over his mind.

Vansh pov end here

deciding that from now on he will not let his heart, his emotions, his feelings to overpower his mind he come out from washroom. Make himself looking fresh. Prepared for the challenges he is going to face. He decided to go out from his room by keeping his sufferings, his pain, his heart at bay.

Now the world have to know... chahe kisiko accha lage na lage... Merciless dangerous Heartless devil 😈 VR... The Vansh Rai Singhania is back....

That's it for today chapter

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Guys tell me how is the chapter. I tried to show vansh emotions his point of view on incidents. Now you tell me am i successfully in that or not. Am I successfully in delivering vansh emotions in front you all.

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