The breeze moves through the truck as soft love songs play through the system. I reach for Remi's hand not sure if she will give it to me, waves of relief surge through me as she places her hand in mine, I wasn't sure.

Tonight opened my eyes to an acute truth, I know very little about my wife. I know she is intelligent, strategic, kind, caring, and she is beautiful inside and out. But It never dawned on me that my wife was dangerous.

Never crossed my mind that Remi would actually be capable of living the culture, I know she is the Zador and I thought that was purely the result of her emotions, her need to give her brother some sort of justice, his death meaning and create a legacy for him to live on. But I forgot one thing. The blood of an Original Commander runs through her veins and pumps through her heart.

I should have known when she didn't back down from my father at lunch when he tried to play down what she did, she was the real deal. I'm not sure how to feel reliving the moment I saw the red dot on Sabrina's chest or the astonishment I had to hide as I looked at the one on my chest.

When she said she would pull the trigger, at that moment I knew it was true. My mind recalls everything she has done to secure our future, she told me she was certain we were meant to be together. I felt it too the night we danced together for the first time. I didn't know we had history but I felt she belonged to me, and knew I would make her mine.

Tonight I understand how little I know about the woman I love with my soul. That is about to change. I make a detour and head to Remi's condo, Remi's hand has gone limp in mine, I know she is out. Pulling into her garage, I signal for one of the men from my security detail to take care of the truck and have two others follow me to the condo while I carry a very intoxicated Remi.

I focus on getting her clothes off, a jolt of lust runs through me when I remove her jacket and see her breast through the sheer fabric covering her breast and the way her nipples look, they are hard and calling me, to take them in my mouth but I push on and remove her shorts, if that's what these are they look more like underwear. My eyes widen as I remove her shorts and the same wispy fabric covers her sex,.

The vision before me leaves me breathless for a moment, my mocha beauty laid out her breast and sex covered in sheer wispy silk, she looks like a twinkling star laying on her midnight blue duvet. I lower my head and kiss her stomach, emotion tightens my chest as I feel thankful that she trusted me enough tonight so that we could be home together now.

I feel pressure and the feeling of someone massaging my manhood, the sensation moves lower the massage is accompanied by a tight pulling , wet feeling. I think I am dreaming until I hear the humming. My eyes open to the gaze of my wife as she takes my dick into her mouth. I moan her name and she intensifies the pressure, the wetness everything is elevated and I feel myself release into her pretty mouth. Without stopping she swallows it all and continues to suck me until I semi-soft.

She is still in that lingerie set. I see it when she crawls back off the bed, I watch in admiration of the Queen before me. She walks towards the bathroom giving me a seductive glance over her shoulder. I follow her, I watch her prepare the shower turning on the side jets,  and then put her hair in a tight bun on top of her head.

She brushes her teeth and I do the same. A night of drinking doesn't make for the freshest morning breath. I feel normal just brushing my teeth with my wife and smiling at each other in the mirror. Finally, we enter the shower and the water caresses our bodies from three different directions. It feels good and I feel my muscles relax. Remi's back is to me, I move closer and stand so we are touching. We stand this way for a few moments before I begin to massage her body with the shower gel.

While she rinses her body I wash myself, after rinsing myself off I turn back to me who is now facing me, her head is down as water from a jet massages her neck and shoulders. Her eyes are closed and she moves her head from side to side and in circles. She doesn't notice me kneeling in front of her until my tongue parts her lips.

My hands massage her ass as I turn her around until her back hits the wall. I place her right leg over my shoulder and eat my wife for breakfast. Remi's moans echo in the shower and the pitch and volume change. I alternate between sucking her clit and massaging her rosebud with my thumb.

I can feel her getting close, I suck hard on her clit pushing one finger into her tight ass. immediately I taste her release. Removing my tongue and finger I turn her around and massage body oil as I prepare to take her to one of the ways I love the most. I oil myself, only getting myself semi-hard, spreading her open I begin to enter her, I feel her legs shake.

I am holding onto her hips tight, she can't move. Removing one hand I begin to give her pleasure by rubbing her slit until she is wet. Remi's body relaxes and I enter her all the way, my pubic bone is pressed firmly against the curve of her fat ass. I move slowly, It feels so good, that I don't worry about the sounds of my moans.

I change the stork and pull back until only the tip of my dick is in her, then I watch as I thrust forward and enter her over and over again until the feeling overwhelms me, I increase the pressure on Remi's clit and rub her with the rhythm of my stroke, when I feel the pulsing of her organism I let go and cum deep in her. She looks tired but we have only just begun.

We clean ourselves and getting out of the shower I dry her off and oil her body. I carry her to our bed and lay her down. I dry myself in front of Remi giving her a show as I stroke myself to dry off my manhood. I watch as her eyes focus on my movements. Once I'm dry I massage oil onto myself and then my manhood, I see her thighs rub together and her breath hitch. She is ready for me but I take my time.

Finally, I joined her in the bed. Laying on my side she turns to face me. Her eyes captivate me and I get lost in her gaze. Remi moves closer and kisses me, softly at first. I let her set the pace, her kisses turn more sensual and she presses her body into mine, our legs intertwined, snaking my hand between us I squeeze her breast firmly and play with her nipple, unable to resist I break the kiss and lower my head and take her hardened peek into my mouth, biting, sucking and licking them until I am fully aroused.

My hand leaves the softness of her breast and travels slowly down her stomach until I feel her heat. I cup her pussy in my hand and massage my palm over her mound. She moves her hips to press into my hand, her breathing lets me know she is ready. I part her lips with two fingers. Remi moans my name. I won't tease her. I cover her with my body and let my manhood find her naturally. When we connect our moans fill the room.

For the rest of the morning, I fucked my wife, I made love to my wife, and worshipped my wife. I made sure to let her know how much I love her and she told me the same over and over again. We fell asleep after we both came from her riding me hard. When we woke up she was still laying on me and I was still in her. It was time to talk and we both knew it, the lovemaking and physical touch put us in a good place, so the difficult conversation to follow would not break us.

Leaving Reimi in the shower, I dry off throw on a pair of sweats, and head to the kitchen to cook breakfast or more like brunch. I get my thoughts together, I know my past will continue to be an issue if I don't address it and what happened last night may happen again.

Seeing Sabrina after all these years was a shock, yes I've seen her out a couple of times, but I didn't think anything of it, especially the way our relationship ended. Remis' trust in me is undeniable, I owe her a real explanation. I know she is aware of Sabrina and my past but she deserves to hear it directly from me

I feel her arms circle my waist and her kiss that lands on the middle of my naked spine. "Good morning," she says. I detect insecurity in her tone. "Good morning baby" I turn my head to kiss her. "Let's eat on the balcony.

We settle at the table, "We need to talk about last night." I start the conversation with a neutral tone. Carefully placing her coffee cup down she responds "What part?". " All of it," I tell her. We need to discuss everything.

"Well, maybe you should start by explaining to me why you were with your ex." She responds and there isn't any warmth in her tone, she doesn't sound cold but one wrong statement and I know she'll shut down.

"Seems as if you already know -" Remi cuts my response short "Don't." her body language lets me know she is not about to dance around the issue. "I was clear when I received the video that I am not Tina and I do not give third chances, so you should use this opportunity to explain" Her voice is devoid of any anger.

Lowering my fork I look at her almost eight months into participating in our "five-year-long relationship", this is the first time I know what we have is in danger. How this conversation plays out determines our future, if we have one together.

"You know what happened the last time I saw Sabrina, that much was clear by the way you placed red dots on us." I'm still astonished by that move.

"When I got the video I did look into who she was, you know the city loves a good story and a few knew yours and Sabrina's" her voice is weary. I watch Remi take a deep breath and exhale. "Just tell me why?" her question precedes her tears. "If you are not ready to be with me, to live this life I created I understand. I do, I will not take Ria from you or prevent you from seeing her-" It was my turn to cut her off.

I can't imagine my life without Remi and Estebana, I don't want the version of life where I get her this weekend, and you take her next weekend relationship. This is my family, this is what I wanted. "Let me be clear that the relationship is over, ended years ago" I inform her and I'm met with a vacant stare. I know Remi is listening by the way her head tilts to the side, she thinks I'm full of shit. So I get right to it.

"I fucked up," I say and wait for the screaming to begin, for her to get up and walk away. I wait for everything I love to vanish. She gives me nothing no response.

"The first time I saw Sabrina was purely a coincidence, that was the video you received. I saw her when I got in the elevator. She asked if I was going to the rooftop and I said yes. I wanted to know why she was there, you saw the video we did arrive together we talked for a moment and then I left alone" I waited for some sort of reaction or response from Remi and got nothing

"Sabrina asked if I was still married and I said I was divorced, I didn't tell her I was remarried, I didn't tell her about Ria, I didn't see any reason to share that information." That was the truth.

Still no response, just an unwavering stare into my eyes urging me to tell the truth

"There were a couple of times we were at the same place, I'd send her a drink but we didn't have any long conversation, last night was the first time she spoke to me or even sat next to me. I should have told her the first time that I was married, I didn't." I don't know what else to say

"Why?" she asked plain and simple.

I didn't have to think about it. I knew why "I wanted to apologize, I owed her that." it was the truth and I felt ashamed of my previous behavior. I continued to tell Remi about what happened between Sabrina and I and what happened when Tina caught us. I waited for Remi's response but there was none. She was no longer staring at me but looking past me out to the Bay. We sat like this for a while. I wouldn't rush her response. I knew she was processing the information.

"I should have given you time to get used to being home, to settle old situations, so this is my fault." her tone made sweat run down my back.

"It's not your fault, I didn't need time Remi, I had decided before I got home that I was done with that part of my life, I was ready for a family" I reached across the table to take her hand. "Remi I love you and I want our family, I may not have handled Sabrina the right way but I didn't cheat, and I was never physically with her-" I need to explain, I need her to understand

"I think you should take some time and sort your shit out. From what I learned you need to have a conversation with at least two other women Serenity and Monique" She tries to remove her hand away, but I hold on

"I don't need to get anything straight with them, they know we are over, what we had ended when I went away." I love her so much I can't back up now and give in to her anger, her insecurity.

We sit in uncertainty about our future but not about our love for each other. Is it going to be enough?

"How would you feel if I told you I had had drinks with Gav? But he knew we were over, How would you feel, finding out that our relationship was more than platonic-" My anger rises because in proving her point she is telling me something I don't know.

"So you and Gav, huh," I let her hand go, my heart sinks,