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Cindy's P.O.V.

Flashback
That night we cuddled and I don't know when but I fell asleep in his arms , my face in his chest and his face in the crook of my neck. When I woke up , our legs were tangled together, he was holding my waist. My morals long forgotten. I blushed. No. We didn't do anything. I am not ready yet. Just the thought that I am now his girlfriend and he's mine is unbelievable. This is my first relationship and it is everything I desired for. I always wanted a guy who can understand me. And Mark? He's my friend as well as boyfriend. I can't stop grinning. I moved his hair away from his face. He looks so peaceful. I traced his nose, eyelashes and lips with my finger tips. He stirred.

Suddenly he moved his face to my neck startling me in the process. He kissed my neck, his eyes were still closed and he was half smiling while nipping on my neck. The view alone was going to make me moan but I controlled myself ."Good morning baby" He said in his raspy morning voice sending shivers down my spine and his nickname wasn't doing any mercy. He's more confident now. He was never like this but i guess that's because before , he knew he was just a friend and now he knows he is my boyfriend. He isn't shy anymore. I can feel it. "Good morning" I said, the traces of sleep lingering in my tone.

He moved his face away from my neck and stared in my eyes. Then he kissed me on my lips. The kiss was passionate and hungry , not like last night. He bit my bottom lip lightly demanding entrance and I gave him access. I moaned. He smirked. He was dominant. It made butterflies fly in my stomach and I obliged to his wishes, responding to the kiss with as much intensity as him. I felt out of breath but I didn't pulled away, I don't want to disappoint him. After some seconds, he pulled away breathing heavily but I was panting already. Only our breaths could be heard in the silent room.
Flashback ended

It's been a few days since we became official bf-gf . Jessica , Drew and Thomas are more welcoming now . I feel happy . Too happy to be real . I told Kyle about everything . How the movie night went and the morning after . How we always kiss when we see each other. I want Mark to be happy . Everything is new to me but I will try hard for his happiness. I'm not used to his hugs , kisses and staring yet, but still managed to blush a little less because Thomas is always making fun of us.

I entered the cafeteria , the chattering of students and the clittering of cutlery filled my ears. I looked for my friends and found them at the far corner of the room . Everyone was eating and Mark was sitting on his chair talking to - ALEX!? He is talking while she is standing almost trying to sit on his lap. She was digging her red acrylic nails in his shoulder while throwing her head back and laughing like a maniac. Her boobs were almost in his face . I am sure if I would have been a cartoon character there must be smoke coming out of my ears. Take a deep breath Cindy and calm down. I plastered a smile. Not everyone in the school knows about Mark and I but I think that bitch knew. Lemme tell her then. I got neared them. "Hey babe" Mark said looking up at me. Alex smirked coming more closer to him. I was on the right side of Mark while she was on the left. Huh ? Really bitch , you smirked just before your ship is going to drown.

I'm wearing an off shoulder white sweatshirt with a short denim skirt , so why not make use of this look . I bent down to his level and graze the side of his lips with my lips but not touching them. He don't like it when I tease him and my plan is for him to show Alex that he is mine. He inhaled sharply . I moved to his ear and whispered " Hey daddy ". Yeah I had to say that shit to make this Alex shit go away. I never called him that . He grabbed me from my lower waist tightly and pulled me to his lap and making me face his chest . I never sat on his lap.We were kind of hugging while me sitting on his lap , facing his neck. He touched his forehead on my bare shoulders making me shiver. I think I took it a little far because in the past days , I observed that he is becoming more intense day by day.

Oops . I'm on his lap and I can feel him and by the feel of it , I can say he is needy . I looked at Alex who was opening and closing her mouth like a fish . I smirked at her and dragged my nails into Mark's hair , massaging his scalp. He released a groan. I might've thought its making him feel relaxed if it weren't for the poking on my thigh. Shit . I didn't do it for that purpose , I was just touching his hair to show Alex . She scowled and went away from our table. I looked at Mark and gulped. He was looking annoyed and...amused ?  I looked at others . Jessica was smirking while Drew was trying not to laugh. Thomas had his mouth wide open while looking surprised. He was the nearest to us . I hope he didn't heard me calling him daddy. He closed his mouth.

"Aah you too into that shit ? Nice . Very nice. Keep going babygirl" He smirked.

"No you jerk- " I was cut off by Drew .

"Which shit Thomas ?" He asked confusely.

"You know that Daddy shit" Thomas said , that made Jessica fall into coughing fit and Drew quickly gave her water.

"Really?" Jessica's eyes were wide.

"NO ! I just did that to ... to"  what do I say ? To make sure Alex won't try anything on Mark ?

"To what Cindy?" Thomas feigned innocence.

I glared at him and gritted my teeth "To make whores go away and claim what's mine" i looked down.

Everyone was quiet and Jessica cleared her throat "That's cute" . I looked up to see Thomas and Drew had a smile on their faces too. I grinned. I turned to Mark and he had a smile too.

He smirked and lowered his voice "You are being a naughty girl again. Daddy will have to punish you later" My eyes widened and I smacked his arm playfully "MARK" . He laughed along with others and I hide my face in his chest.

"Woah dude did you just made her , the cold savage Cindy blush?" Drew asked to which Mark just chuckled and nodded. I didn't liked how I was cold and rude in everyone's eyes . My gang of friendz still preferred me being savage. Mark likes me to be the straight forward and bold girl I am now. But its changing . I know its changing . I can feel it . In me , in my behaviour . Love can change the world and as long as someone can show me love , I'm willing to change. For them . And right now as I am in Mark's embrace , I know he's changing me . For good .
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1 month later

Right now , I'm heading to the cafeteria for lunch . I'll meet up with the gang there . But I stopped because someone called me from the side of the hallway. I looked there to see Blake . He's not a nerd but he is not so popular that's why he is not friends with Mark , Drew or Thomas.  Many girls like him though but not me. He smiled . I smiled back in return.

"Hey" he said. "I was wondering if you are free tomorrow ? Its Saturday and I wanted to take your help in one of my assignments . So are you available tomorrow?"

"Umm.. Yeah sure but I'm free in the evening" I replied .

"Great . You can come to my place ...."

"Naah. My place will be okay". I said. I don't wanna go to someone else's house I don't know much about. You know- Girl instincts.

"Okay. I'll text you later . Bye" he said and left. He had my number ?

I turned around and went to the cafeteria . That Alex bitch isn't as annoying as before but she still tries to talk to Mark when she thinks I'm not around. I saw Mark and he waved . I went to him . He made me sit on his lap while we were kissing . I thought it was going to be a peck ?

"Eww you two go somewhere else , my innocent eyes are not ready to see what you two are gonna do" Thomas said somewhere from the background. But my focus was on Mark who replied him with a Shut up. I tried to get up from his lap but he shake his head in a no. Its a little awkward sitting on his lap in the cafeteria.

He gave me some of whatever he was eating. I shake my head no when I saw it was French fries.
He just stared at me with his lips in a thin line. I sighed and ate it in the end. He is controlling.

We talked and laughed in the whole recess period but Mark seemed a little off and was zoning out. I was worried for him. We then ate our lunch and everyone went to their classes. I attended my next class and when the bell rang , I took off quickly .

I was searching for Mark but I found him nowhere in the school. I was just going to head out of school while I heard a giggling sound from behind a tree . I went towards it and sure enough it was who I thought it was . Alex. But what hit me was the fact that both she and Mark were standing talking to each other with their backs on the trunk of the tree. They're just talking. But my gut feeling never trusted Alex and right now , I don't know if I trusted Mark even. I went towards them and cleared my throat. Alex paled and Mark turned around. He looked surprised.

"Look... we were just talking and you wouldn't let us even talk so-" Alex was barking .

I cut her off  "Did I ask you anything ? No. So stop making me the bad guy okay."

She scoffed "I don't need to make you . You are already that" It hurted a little. 

I chuckled dryly "And everyone knows you are whore who steals boyfriends , sleeps with them and then left them the day after. It was you who slept with Josh last year ,right? And with Michael even though you knew he had a baby on the way and the list goes on. Do you want me to remind you how many juniors you have seduced, you slut. "

"Cindy" Mark came to my side , trying to stop me from the strangling the bitch. "No Mark . Don't. Let me finish. I'm bad ? Yes I am . But I don't remember asking for your opinion. Atleast I am better than you . I am not a home wrecker like you."

"You're no better . You can't give him everything . The satisfaction I can. That's why he came to me not to you" she looked at Mark , who didn't say anything in his defiance. I can scream now but I need to finish this up first.

"Oh believe me you slut ! I can . But you can never have the one thing I have . Self respect . And I think for whores like you self-respect is just the number of one night stands you have . So you can boast each other who is the biggest whore. Have you received any awards in that category or have you joined any whore club ?"

By the time i finished , I was fuming . Alex just ran away and Mark was trying to calm me down. I hit the trunk and winced. The inner side of my wrist got a cut and blood was oozing from there. Mark came to me and examined my hand.

"Let's go to the school nurse and get it examined". I didn't say a word. He then lead me to the nurse office.  I know I shouldn't act like this. They were not kissing or anything. They were just talking. But Mark knows how's Alex and the fact that I don't like her. If he had talked to any other girl I wouldn't have any problem. And what hurt me the most was the one thing Alex said .
' I can't give him everything. The satisfaction she can '.

Even she knows this. Everyone knows my name was never dragged with a boy . I am innocent. Mark tried once , but I told him I'm not ready. But it was supposed to be between us . Why the hell Alex knew it.  We were going home in Mark's car . I stopped using any of my vehicles. Mark parked outside my house. The engine died. But noons made any attempt to talk. I've been silent the whole day . I just replying with a hmm , nod or shake of head. I didn't look at him .

"Why Mark ? What were you doing with her?" I asked. I saw him looking at me from my side vision.

"What do you mean by what was I doing with her Cindy ? We were just talking and you know that." He was getting worked up. I looked up at him finally.

"That's the thing . You were talking with her instead of me. You should have come to me . Don't you know how she's like ? Or you decided to ignore it?" I asked.

He was quiet for a moment. "It doesn't matter how she's like. You need to trust me . She's just a friend and we were just talking" he said desperately . I nodded.  I think he's right here . So I asked another thing that was bothering me.

"Ok. You talked to her . I get it. But why did you made her the judge of our relationship ? Why the f*ckin' hell did you told her our problems. You wanted to talk to her ? Even that's okay but you should've talked about yourself or herself . Why about our relationship . It involves me too. Don't I have a right to decide who to tell my personal problems or who to not? I don't get it . You were so tired of me that you could talk to her about your 'I'm a man & I have my needs' issues but not to your own girlfriend ? And don't deny it Mark ! The moment she said 'I can't give you everything' was the moment she taunted me and insulted me. So it means one thing . You told her about our bloody bed issues . When did you two became so damn close , huh ?" By this time , tears are prickling my eyes but I won't cry.

"Oh for God's sake Cindy ! Stop this drama . You're being overdramatic . She's not as bad as you think she is. Also what she said to you was the truth you really never let me touch you " Mark defended her . So he thinks she is not as bad as I made her. And he said I'm being over dramatic? And he supports whatever she said. I'm not ready yet and he wants me to do it. Does he take me as a whore like Alex ? To sleep with boys ? He is my boyfriend but we've been dating for just one month. And if a girl says no , its a NO !

"I'm being overdramatic ?" I bite my lip , making blood come out . He didn't say anything . "Well..... good night Mark. I think we both need some time and space." I finished and went inside the house.

Ooo Uuu 😮
What do you think ?
Is Cindy being overdramatic or is Mark being too much ?
And what's up with Alex ?
I'm sorry for updating a little late ; (