4 Hours into my first day and time feels like it's not moving, We would catch each others looks here and there but nothing crazy. Oddly enough I got really into the work  I was using it as an escape as the constant questions circling around my head "Am I sitting across from the man who had something to do with my father's death" "Why do I feel vulnerable near him" "Am I not as strong as I think I am" lost in my head I didn't realize he was staring into my soul, "What is he thinking?"

Her body, the face she makes when she's focused, she's fucking sexy. I have never had the urge to look at my old assistants, maybe because they all wanted to fuck me and I know she does but she would lay her life down before letting me see that, she's damaged and closed-off. I know she's physical she has scars everywhere,faint but there. I want to know more, I want to know every dark thing about her past...as i was admiring her my eyes found her upper thigh I looked closely to see "A knife strap?" Why the fuck is she wearing a knife strap? Now I need to know. 

I lifted my head and my eyes met his, he kept his eye contact slowly sitting back in his seat I looked a little further down to see his dick was hard, my breath hitched causing an instant wave of wetness I crossed my legs hoping he wouldn't notice but he did. I sat straight keeping eye contact till he motioned me to uncross my legs "Fuck what is wrong with me" I uncross them and he leans over on his desk with an evil smile, he picks up his pen before getting back into his work. 

Trying to comprehend what just happened I move with haste to the bathroom t call Lori "Lori I have a fucking problem" "What's  wrong do I need to call it in" she said with distress in her voice "No No" I gave her the run down on what happened just now "Ouu girl he made you wet?!" 
"I-I think so Lori what is wrong with me this has never happened on an assignment before what do I do" She hesitated but ultimately she said exactly what I feared "R you take that man and spread him across his desk,you're constantly having your head up the ass,when is the last time you got fucked like a whore?" jesus "And don't say Dorian cause it's not the same" I knew she was right but the elephant in the room still stood high "Lori I have to spy on this man and later kill him I CAN'T FUCK HIM" with a devilish giggle she calmly states "Said who" and with that she hangs up. 

What the fuck will I do now?