Yes, bring back Erwin, please. No matter how cliché I still want it to happen.

Also, I cried for five minutes straight. Not only that, but I also thought that Levi had died for a moment at this scene:

Because he was surrounded by titans and there were a lot of them and then it switched scenes so I thought he died while fighting titans but then I saw:

IT'S THE VERY TOP PANEL. SEE THAT GUY FLYING AROUND? YEAH. LEVI.

I gave myself emotional trauma when it wasn't even needed.

Me: YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T GOING TO KILL EVERYONE

Isayama: I HAVEN'T KILLED EREN YET

Me: YOU LITTLE-- NO ONE LIKES EREN ANYMORE

Isayama: Um, say that to his fanbase.

Me: Okay fine I don't really care about Eren anymore ._. Never connected with him, never honestly cared, but I CARE ABOUT ARMIN SO WHY ARE YOU MAKING IT SEEM LIKE HE'S GOING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF LIKE ERWIN DIED AND ALL THAT SHIT, HUH??

Isayama: ...

Me: You stopped talking.

Isayama: You expect me to spoil my entire manga for you? Think again.

Me: Y'know what get out of this book.

Isayama: Fine.

Me: Fine.

Isayama: Didn't want to be here anyways.

Me: Screw off.

Isayama: Fine.

Me: Fine.

As you can see, I have yet to stop talking to myself. Yes, I'm still in that stage.

Y'know, I was trying to prepare myself for this chapter and then I didn't so I was all like, "Nah, I'll be fine! No emotional preparation needed!"

*sees first page of chapter*

F#ck.

Hm, let's just let this sink in for a moment.

That was Erwin.

He was just impaled with a rock.

Oh. He's...

DEAD NOW????

HOLY SHIT WAIT HE DIED.

HE'S LEGIT DEAD.

BYE BYE SEE YOU IN HELL DEAD

BUT NOW...

WHAT THE FUCK

LEVI'S GOING TO BE UNHAPPY FOREVER.

JUST SHIT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I-- I can't--.

*cries for five minutes straight*

On the bright side, I think everyone will understand why we ship Erwin and Levi now. But at such a heavy cost ... this cannot be considered a victory.

I can't be the only one who just ... can't deal right now, right? Yeah, how am I supposed to ever Eruri fanfiction again? Like just ...

Oh, how I read Rivetra fanfics. Makes sense. BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T

BECAUSE HE JUST DIED

AND I CANNOT READ THOSE RIGHT NOW.

What ... am I supposed to write in here now?

I was gonna write something for you guys. It was a joke wars thing  between the Eruris. I was gonna post something. Family thing with Eren as their son. Yeah, but ... idk. I don't think I'll be able to write this ship for a while. Unless it's sad, depressing shit. And I didn't want this to be sad, depressing shit. I wanted it to be happy shit.

So ... go read "Spark" by Misaya on A03. Here, lemme find it.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3467060/chapters/7609103

There you go. I'll put it in the comments also so you can actually click on it.

Just, um, go be happy.