Pairing: Sugawara x Reader

Note: This is more fluff than lemon tbh woops-

Requested by: misachin ♥ (THIS IS PROBS THE KINDA THING YOU LIKE SO YAY I HOPE YOU'D LIKE THIS BAE)

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It wasn't a secret to many that you were dating Sugawara Koushi.

After all, you went to all of his matches, met up with him before and after all the matches, and even waited for him to finish club sometimes and walk home together.

Everyone knew.

But something only you knew was the fact that Sugawara was too nervous to go all the way, with you.

He would always stop at kissing, that was the only thing he'd do. 

Sure, at the heat of the moment, sometimes his kisses would trail down to your neck, but it wouldn't be a minute before he comes to his senses. 

"Ah, sorry, I'm over-stepping my bounds." He says today as well, and you pout at him.

"Koushi, I'm telling you it's fine," You beg. And he would turn it down again, saying the same thing he'd said multiple times earlier.

"I'm still not confident about it, so I might hurt you. Please wait for a while longer, for me."

That's what you had expected he'd say.

That's what he'd usually say.

But today, he takes a deep breath instead.

"If you make a face like that, how can I keep on saying no, [Name]?"

"You don't have to say no, Koushi." You say as calmly as possible. You lean in closer and place a soft kiss on his lips, which he returns instantly. 

"Your parents are out, right?" He breaks away for air, and you give him a thumbs up. You could barely hide the fact that you were dying from happiness; he finally gave in!

You hurry to pick up the pile of trash sprawled all over your bed, while he locks the door. He also makes sure the windows are closed, and the curtains are in place.

What a cutie! You can't help but grin a little when he sits in front of you on the bed.

"Whaaaat?" He makes a face when he sees you grin. His face turns red and he gives a big pout.

"Nothing, nothing." You give him a smile, and he leans a little closer to plant another kiss on your lips.

For someone who was holding back so much, he pulls off your overalls pretty fast. You see him hesitate about taking his shirt off in front of you, and you offer to take it off for him. Sugawara nods a little and closes his eyes shut as you take it off, following his pants.

"You have to tell me if hurts, okay?" He pleads, shifting himself so that he lies over you.

"I will, I will." You can't help but to laugh a little at how panicked he looks.  Sugawara places another kiss on your cheeks this time.

"I want you to know that I'm... You know. Not going to leave you after we do this. I want you to trust me."

"I know, I trust you, Koushi."

"I'll try to not hurt you as best as I can." He lets you know, before he begins to trails kisses on your collarbone. You moan softly at the way he feels, the foreign feelings that he was giving you made you feel so overwhelmed that you grab hold of a chunk of his hair.

But Sugawara thinks he messed up somewhere.

"D-Did I bite too hard?" He begins to sweat, and you shake your head, wiping his forehead for him. You were used to him begin a worrywart, and to be frank, that was one of the things you loved about the boy.

"O-Okay, so I'm going to put myself inside you, okay?" He whispers against your ear, and you give him another nod. You loved the expression he had on his face then, and you put a hand on his cheek.

"Oh no, wait! I need a condom, dammit!" He puts both his hands over his head in frustration and get off the bed. 

When you begin to laugh, Sugawara looks up from his search in his backpack.

"Whaaat." He whines again, appearing with a condom packet. "You know, you make way too much fun of me." He adds, ripping the corner of the packet with his teeth and climbing on top of you again.

"Because you're cute."

"Don't make fun of me." He furrows his eyebrows before he adjust himself on you again.

"Hold my hand." You offer, and he does this while he slowly inserts his member inside of you. He carefully watches the way you inhale deeply, biting your lowly lip as you adjust to his size.

"Okay?"

"Okay."

"We sound like Gus and Hazel." You can't stop your giggle, and he chuckles.

"I don't think something depressing like The Fault in our Stars is the thing we should be talking about before we do it, [Name]." He chuckles as well. "Should I start moving?"

"Please."

He slowly lets go of your hand and rests his elbows on either side of you. When he begins to move his hips against you, you let out another moan.

"Is it hur-"

"Don't stop!" You beg, barely seeing his face because your eyes were all squinty and filled with tears.

"But if-"

"Koushi, please."

Sugawara gives you a quick nod and keeps going, and you see that he doesn't stop even when you run your hands on his silver-grey hair this time. He was enjoying the expression on your face as you opened your mouth to let out soft moans.

"[Name], I'm going to..." His voice trails off as he tries to catch his breath, and you are no better, clutching as much of his hair as you can for your dear life. When you open your eyes and look up to his face, you see that he has the same expression on his face as when he's ready to make a serve.

'If I mess up, it'll all be over' look.

"Koushi, don't-"

"I know." There is an aura of confidence in his voice this time, and you smile when he comes and moves away.

"That was one heavy workout." You comment, and he inhales deeply before he props himself beside you on the bed.

"Come here," He slips a hand under your head, and you snuggle closer to him.

"It feels a little different when we aren't wearing clothes, huh?" His voice is back to normal, and you see that he has a soft smile on his face. He pulls you closer to him squeezing you a bit.

"I'm glad. I'm glad you asked me to do it, [Name]. I'm glad I have you."

a/n: ohHHH sugA-SENPAI why you so precious ;-; ♥♥

Next up: Iwaizumi x Oikawa. (SCREAMS OTP YES  // makes horse noises //LETS HOPE I CAN WRITE THIS ayYY)

more requests upcoming:

- aone takanobu x reader

-bokuto koutarou x reader

- ushijima wakatoshi x Reader

- tanaka x nishinoya [ yaoi ] ( not too sure about this ;-; )

- daichi x reader