Y'all after this episode, I can't even cope. Those Lydia and Sheriff scenes left me deceased.

       So just because I can't contain it any longer, I have to talk about the Lydia scenes first. I mean, can we talk about how flawless Lydia looked lying there in bed? Like when I'm lying there in bed and I pull up my camera to snapchat someone, I have at least 3 chins...I sure wish I had her face, let me tell ya.

       But Lydia actually figures it out guys...she FINALLY tells us all what we were already thinking: that Claudia is a fake ass bitch! Lmao just kidding, but for real, Lydia exposed tf outta her and I can't wait for her to gtfo here. I hate how seeing Claudia in this season made me not like her, even though it's not really her, but you get what I mean. I just want that same old mental image of Claudia being Stiles' caring mother again...I hope we get some type of scene like that before this show is over so it can cure my aching heart.

       Then the Sheriff finally finds Stiles' room...anyone else fangirl a lil when he called Lydia to come check it out? I fucking bawled my eyes out when Lydia was looking around and saw all of Stiles' old stuff. High-key thought she was gonna remember a moment with him; the moment she was lying there in bed with him, asking him what the red strings meant. UGH I'm still crying you guys. 

       And then she sees his jersey. LIKE JEFF, YOU REALLY GOT ME WITH THAT ONE!! I mean it was just enough of a tear jerker to even SEE IT, let alone pick it up and SMELL TF OUTTA THAT THING

       THE FACT THAT SHE REMEMBERS HIS SCENT FUCKS ME UP YOU GUYS!! LIKE THEY AREN'T EVEN DATING BUT SHE REMEMBERS HIS SCENT LIKE LET ME GO DIE IN PEACE BYE.

       And then she tosses that shit to Noah (still feel weird typing that tbh) cause Lydia is a badass banshee that can make objects that aren't even there appear (Corey #2 anyone?) and she made him believe. I'm so freaking happy that she accomplished that...her mom didn't even think she could do it. Once again, Lydia proves everyone wrong like fr when is she gonna rub this in their faces?

       Now back to the beginning of the episode, where we first see Theo getting his heart ripped out over and over again. Not gonna lie, the first couple of times I was like "THATS RIGHT BIOTCH, THAT'S WHATCHA GET FOR BEING A DICKHEAD IN SEASON 5, KILLING MY BBY TRACY AND BREAKING SCILES UP" and then after about the fourth time I was like "okay...this is a little much."

      What is wrong with me guys? I actually feel sympathy for Theo Raeken??? My life doesn't make sense anymore. I honestly think a lot of it has to do with the fact that he's pretty...he's so pretty y'all, even with his heart gone. (low-key was surprised he even had one tbh)

       I think it really hit me when the pack didn't believe him that he didn't kill that ghost rider. Like, I know they all don't trust him and I would not either if I were them, but idk...it seemed a little much for it to be Theo. I'm also sensing a little bit of "redemption" radiating off of Theo right now, but who knows...that'll probably change by the next episode lmao.

       Then we got Malia beating tf outta Theo...I was cheering her on so hard. He deserved that one for sure...and the whole "SHUT UP!" line killed me, I love how dark yet humorous this show can be. One of the many reasons Teen Wolf is my favorite show.

       OH AND THE LINE OF THE NIGHT IS TOTALLY "Well we never went on that second date" LIKE AHHH YES I LOVE PETER DESPITE HOW SELFISH AND ARROGANT HE IS, HE'S STILL ONE OF MY TOP FAVE VILLAINS! I wish he was in the episodes more tbh, he makes it funny.

       Can we talk about how badass Melissa is though? I mean, I know she always has been, but the whole "ever since I learned about nine elements" or whatever it was, WAS EPIC! Then she jabbed that shit into him and dAMN SON I GOT MEMORY FLASHBACKS OF S3 WHEN SHE DID SOMETHING SIMILAR TO DANNY LIKE GAHHH

       Then we got Scott and the Liam pack trying to catch a ghost rider, and boi let me tell you, I was nervous from the start. Scott was me though with the whole "we might die" "let's do it" like same Scotty, same. I was glad that their plan actually worked, but of course, something ALWAYS has to go wrong. When does it not?

       I knew Parrish had to come into play sometime during this season; I mean, he is a hellhound after all. I am glad that they cut out those freaky Lydia hallucinations though; like one thing those writers got right, ami right? But yeah, Parrish must have learned ghost rider talk back in high school and came and saved the day!....sort of.

       I was like "bruh" when the ghost rider made him go all hellhound mode, like wtf? Why couldn't the ghost rider just tell us how to get back Stiles THAT'S ALL WE WANT (and now Corey and then that other girl too and everyone else) BUT WHY CANT YOU TELL US THAT DUDE, THAT'S ALL WE WANT IN LIFE! When Parrish went all Hellhound mode, I honestly thought the fight was gonna be a lot worse than what it was. I'm sad that Liam and Scott had to get their hands burnt to a crisp when they got him out of there only for stupid ass Mr. Douglas to come and take over, but that's Teen Wolf for ya.

      So Mr. Douglas...wtf is up with him? I'm tired of not knowing like cmon Teen Wolf writers, GIVE US MORE ON HIM SO I CAN STOP BEING CONFUSED!! I want Theo to tell the pack about him; maybe then they'll regain trust with him or something idek, I doubt that will even happen. I'm so curious as to how Douglas can not be forgotten and do all that shit with the whip...must be connected with his past from the trailer from oh so long ago.

       Okay but I'm gonna say it...anyone else hate how gory some of these scenes are? I mean this is Teen Wolf...not American horror story. I like how they're trying to make it scarier, I love that, but idk...the whole brain thing is too much for me, and I like gore. It's just awkward for me to sit there and watch a guy eat a brain while my parents are sitting there too wondering to themselves why I am the way that I am. I can't tell you how many comments I got about how stupid it was, and honestly...I kinda agreed with them. I love the show of course, but the whole gory brain eating/sucking thing is just kind of blah. I like the idea, but can we not do slo-mo the whole time while he eats someone's brain or something? thanks.

       OKAY but yeah so after he eats the brain thing, he takes the whip and I mean like that's strike #2 Douglas, you only have one more left. But oh wait, what's that? Strike #3 was because YOU TOOK OUR SMOL BEAN COREY AWAY FROM US LIKE WTF??? COREY DID NOTHING WRONG LIKE HE WAS IN THE EPISODE FOR LIKE 2 MINUTES AND YOU DECIDE TO DO THAT? F U DUDE, F U.

       I guess at least now Stiles has a buddy over there since he lost Peter...Corey will keep him company. I wonder if we'll get to see Corey over there with Stiles or if he's just gonna be nonexistent like how Stiles is now, but UGH I'm so bitter about this. I wanna know why Mr. Douglas did that and HOW he did that. Might be a key to get the others back though. 

       OH MY GOD I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY!!! What if Corey is the key to getting Stiles out of there?? I mean, we learned that Corey can grab any object that isn't "real" and bring it back to the real world, so what if Corey can do something like that for Stiles? I was wondering this the moment we figured that out with Corey, but I wasn't sure how Corey would get to the train station, and NOW HE'S THERE! Maybe this isn't a bad thing after all you guys omg omg.

       I hope I covered everything in this episode cause it was too much for me to comprehend...I loved all of it (besides the brain eating part) ((and the ghost riders voice was a lil cheesy in my opinion but ah well what can ya do?))

Do you feel any sympathy for Theo?

How do you like your hot dogs; cooked, crispy, or peter hale style? (too soon?)

What do you think Claudia will do when she finds out she's been exposed by Lydia?

Theories on how Mr. Douglas can use the ghost riders whip?

Where do you think Peter and Melissa would go on their second date?

Anyone else get the vibe that Stiles should have been lying next to Lydia in bed there? (sorry, I had to)

For the Stalia shippers; thoughts on the stalia lines in tonights episode? I especially loved the anchor line <3

MEMORY OF THE WEEK

5 x 13 CODOMINANCE   

I had to have this episode as one of the memories, since it's the episode we first met the skin walkers (well in depth anyways) and I loved the whole aspect about them. I really wish we would have gotten to learn more about them (and how Kira is doing now) 

This also was the episode that KIRA OWNED because of her awesome kitsune powers...LORD I miss her so much. I just want her back, that's all.

We also got some good sciles make-up scenes

not to mention Lydia learning how to use her powers

and you can't forget my poor baby tracy...I'll forever be salty that they killed her off UGH

WOLFIE OF THE WEEK

this wolfie of the week goes to no one other than...XxIAmSherlockxX! 

While I was scrolling through to pick this weeks winner, I noticed how much you commented and the long paragraphs you typed out (seriously like that takes dedication) and I liked a lot of what you were saying, since it does make a lot of sense (like the whole Liam and Hayden thing about Kira, I didn't think about that) But thank you so much for commenting and reading; you are da bomb diggity (did I really just say that?)

thank you all for joining me again this week! it's always a pleasure to write out these chapters for you guys, and I'm still blown away that you guys even read them (it's seriously just me freaking out about stydia mostly so thank you for putting up with me) I love you all so much like it's unreal.

I'll see you all next time! Remember to take a foreign language class in high school...never know when you might need to talk to a ghost rider later down the road!