Jamilah

I waked up early yawning and stretching my whole body,I took my phone from my side and met Hiba's message

I'm sorry sister for the way I acted yesterday,I got really angry and I think you don't care about me,but I was wrong I know you love me and will always do,Sister Zuleikha bought me a phone but mummy ceased it,can you imagine

I laughed

Brother Akeeb bought me a book named Islam and sex,so interesting he said it's time I start learning things about the world since I'm already a teenager being fourteen years old is so interesting

I chuckled again

I'm still anticipating for your gift,before I forgot mom gave me my a year picture when I love food a lot,I was so fat can you imagine,brother Ashraff came all the way to lokoja and took me out,we enjoyed the day... I'm missing you since you will be coming during the holidays don't forget to bring my gift,I love you....

"I love you too" I murmured

I called my sister Zuleikha and she picked the call

"This one you are calling so early"she said and yawn as she took the call,I check the time and it was 4:01am,it was too early

"I'm sorry,I will call you later I didn't know the time is not yet gone"

"Bye"she cut the call and I remembered

Today is Jaffar's birthday,a day after Hiba's birthday

I dialled his number immediately and he picked it

"Hello"his voice was deep and husky probably from sleep

"Happy birthday boyfriend"I yelled over the phone and he groan

"It will be better if you come over and do that"he said with his sleepy voice

"You not serious"I laughed

"I know you won't be able to do it"

"Are you kidding, I'm coming over right now"

"You can't fool me and let me sleep"he cuts the call

What if I actually surprised him and go to his place,but I don't know his place what should I do,I called back again

"Text me your address"

"You are not serious"he cuts the call and I think he wasn't going to text it but after few minutes my phone blinks and it was the address,I smiled

I wore my long hijab and tiptoed out of the house,thank God I found a cab early

"Where are you going to by this time young woman"the cab man asked after few minutes of the ride

"It's an emergency"

"Oh!"he nodded and the rest of the ride was in silence,he stopped at the front of a massive gate,I dropped,paid and thank him while he just nodded

I was too afraid to knock the gate at the hour then I remembered

What of his father was in the house, what was I thinking

I can't go back now,I have made it a long way  here,i dialled Jaffar's number

"You really don't want me to sleep right"he said in a deep husky sleepy voice

"I'm at the gate of your house"

"You are not serious!"his voice was so clear,maybe the sleep have finally washed away from his eyes and I chuckled

"Won't you come and get me"I said

"If I come and you are not at the gate today,I promise to pay you back"he said

"Just come"I ended the call

I heard sounds from the gate and the gate opened,Jaffar was in pyjamas with a messed up sleepy face,I stiffen a laugh

"You really came to my house"he said surprised

"Surprise surprise surprise"I said and he look at me in bewilderment and I chuckled

"Are we going to stay at the gate forever"

"No"he let me in and we went inside

The house was big with a very big compound,the space for parking lot was spacious,in overall the house speak of wealth

We enter the spacious living room quietly,and climbed the stairs,Jaffar was walking fast and gave me no room to admire the work of art of the living room,he opened a door and we entered

The room was big, spacious with king size bed,the wardrobe was big and there was another door that led to the bathroom

"Your room is beautiful"I complimented

"Thank you"he sit at the bed and yawn

"You are feeling sleepy"

"Yeah,you woke me up so early"

"It's your birthday man,so no one at home usually wake you up early to greet you happy birthday?"I asked

"Everyone knows how I love my sleep and wouldn't want to get on my bad side"he said and lay on the bed using the comforter to cover his self

"So, I'm just going to stand here right"I was slightly Annoyed

"You can join me if you want"he said and I rolled my eyes

"Happy birthday"I say and sit on the floor,I was pissed

"You are not joining me"he asked raising one of his brows

"No"I said pissed

"Fine"he said and lay down comfortably while I was shocked,I thought he was going to beg me to join him

I sat for like five minutes feeling uncomfortable and I called him

"Jaffar"I said queitly

"Yes"he turned around

"I'm going home"

"You are not going anywhere,it's too early"he said and stood up

"You are ignoring me and I..I...I ..don't....fe..eel..com...com...fortable"I said hiccuping and crying silently

He chuckled"you are acting like a baby,come here"I move closer to him and he hugged me"I'm sorry,I just don't know how to act as you are here with me,sorry for making you shedding tears,you are special and I really appreciate the fact you risk everything to be here with me"he said and I smiled looking at him

"What should we do?"I asked feeling light

"I want to go back to bed,I wouldn't mind if you want to join me"he said and I nodded moving to his bed

"Not with your hijab,you might suffocate"I laughed trying to remove the hijab when I remembered I was wearing a loose singlet with bum short with no bra

"I can't remove my hijab"

"Why"

"I'm not properly dressed"he rolls his eyes"it's just us Jamilah, it's not like I'm going to do anything to you"

"Fine"I slowly removed my hijab, Jaffar hide his face and climbed the bed and I joined him,he lay down closing his eyes and I kept looking at his face,he is so handsome, everything about him is so perfect,his darkness,his brows,his hairiness and his lips,I didn't know I was using my hands to trace his face,he suddenly opened his eyes and jerked

"I'm sorry"

"It's fine"his voice was deep,it was like it was someone different,it was like Jaffar was gone,he turned and lay on top of me keeping a little space in order not to suffocate me,I kept on looking at his face and suddenly blink

"Oh God"he muttered as he lay low and his lips touched mine

Jaffar kissed me !

Jaffar kissed me !!

Jaffar kissed me!!!

I couldn't think right,my brain was not functioning at the moment,I didn't know what overcome me and I parted my lips for him,he kissed me and I kissed him back,I moved my hand to his head messing up with his hair and I could feel his erection poking my stomach

I could feel my body heating,I was slowly loosing control,I could feel something new in me,my hormones taking charge and I wasn't doing anything to stop it

He slowly moved his left hand under my singlet and cupped my breast,my breath hardened as his does,he slowly massage my breast and he moved his hand to my thigh,we were definitely lost in the moment,he stopped abruptly standing up facing the wall and I suddenly feel waves of embarrassment hitting me

"I'm sorry Jamilah"he said after a long pause,I was too embarrassed to talk

"I'm not usually like this,I don't know what came over me,please don't change your perception of me"he kneel in front me and I couldn't talk I was just looking at him and feeling my soar lips

"Please say something, I'm dying inside"I wanted to talk and suddenly the door opened revealing Mimi

Mimi was surprised and stood at the door,she turned immediately and left

Such a wise little girl

I looked at the both of us,how disoriented we are, my hair is a messed with my singlet lowered down to reveal part of my breast,Jaffar pyjamas was something else with his erection poking out a little

I stand up and he did thesame I kissed him again,I wasn't thinking I know my brain isn't functioning anymore,he didn't waste a time and kissed me back,we ended up in the bed making out greatly

The rays of the sun hit my eyes,I adjusted and slowly opened my eyes,this is not my room where am I

Then slowly I realized where I am and I gasped,I saw Jaffar by my side sleeping soundly without clothes and my eyes was wide open,I checked my self and it thesame,I wasn't on cloth I gasped and fell on the floor,Jaffar stood up and helped while I quickly use the bed cover to cover my self

"Don't tell me we had sex"I was looking at him in horror and he chuckled

"No,we only make out"I stood up and took my cloth and wear them,I wore my hijab

"I'm going home"I said and Jaffar stood up wearing a shirt and a short

"About what happened...."I cut Jaffar off

"We won't talk about it now"I said and he nodded, I'm too disoriented to talk

"You will be at the party right"he asked

"Yeah"

"We should talk then"

"Fine"

"Lemme drop you"he said wearing his slippers and I nodded,we went downstairs fortunately no one was there,he went to his car and we ride off

I checked the time and it was 7:49am

What am I going to tell everyone

I became nervous as we get closer to the house,I asked him to drop me two blocks away and he did

I went straight to the house and I saw my panicking dad

"Where have you been?"he heaved a sigh of relief

"I went out for a walk,I wasn't feeling too well"I said praying he believes my lies

"Or you went to visit a guy"Samimah said nonchalantly and I got slightly Annoyed because it hit a nerve

"I'm not like you"I fired back

"It's okay,we should be grateful nothing happened to you"my dad said and I nodded going inside the room, Samimah followed me

"You went for a walk?,how could dad believe that lame excuse,it's so clear you went to a guy place"Samimah said as she entered the room she really wants to pissed me up

"And what's your business?"I asked

"Huh?,you are asking me that dumbass question,you should know I will torment you and any guy you are with as far you don't let me and Charles be"

"Suit your self"I was tired of arguing

"Was it Jaffar,oh I remembered today is his birthday party we are all going to attend,did he kissed you or he touched you,you are so cheap Jamilah if you allowed him touch you the first time you visit him or have you been going to his house"Samimah chuckled

"For God's sake let me be"I shouted at her and went to the bathroom locking the door

Was I really cheap for letting everything happened

Why did I kissed him again

What was wrong with me

What is he thinking right now

He never said he had any feelings for me

Was I that stupid

Oh my

I was so stupid

I kept on thinking of different things and blaming my self for what happened,I have never kissed a guy and my first time was way too much and stupid,how did I end up making out with him, I'm so stupid

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