Jamilah

It was break time,I wanted to meet Fawzan at our normal hideout so that I can thank him for earlier

"Hey,where are you rushing to?"Jaffar asked though he didn't notice any difference in me

"I want to meet someone"

"Who?"

"A friend"I don't know why I felt like keeping Fawzan a secret from him

"Okay, thanks for yesterday,you don't know what it means to me"he faced the floor

"It's nothing"I brushed it off

"We will see later"I said and left the class

I met Fawzan throwing pebbles as usual, looking lost and I chuckled

"Always throwing pebbles"I said and giggled while he smiled

"How are you feeling now?"he asked as I sit beside him

"I'm fine"I smiled opening all my teeth,he smiled nudging me

"Please I don't want to ever see you sad again, it's hurts me more than you can imagine, I'm here for you"I could feel my body drawing closer to him as if we are magnet of different poles,he holds my hand and move closer to me,I was unable to move,my gaze was on him,he landed a kiss on my forehead

"I just want you to know you mean a lot to me"he said resting his head on my shoulder while unwanted tears flows out

Is this his own way of confessing love to me?

As long as I could remember,no guy have ever tell me how much I mean to them except my brother and my dead father, probably with my newly discovered dad

They are all family

This was the first time a guy I'm not in anyway related to have tell me I mean so much to him,I love the feeling I'm having right now,I can't place a name on it,it's feels like joy, satisfaction, sadness

I just don't know the fucking feeling I have right now,I pull him into an hug

"Thank you"I quietly say after his confession

"Shhh"he placed his hand on my lips"don't ever tell me thank you"I giggled wiping away the tears in my eyes

"And don't ever cry when I'm around, I'm meant to make you smile"I smiled and nodded and he kissed my forehead once more

"You been so nice to me"I say more like a question

"Every queen are supposed to be treated like one"he gave me a simple but hard answer and I nodded

"Tell me anything you want from me?"he asked and I think for some time

"I don't know"I said honestly

"You don't know?"he asked disappointed

"Let me think"the bell was rang for break over and I took that as a way to escape

"The break is over, let's chat later"I said standing up and he did thesame

"An escape route, right?"he cocked his eye brows and I laughed

"Anyways, come here"I move shyly to him and he hugged me,I love the hug and I love this new feelings in me

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"You have been smiling throughout the classes,what's happening?"Jaffar nudge me and I chuckled

"Tell me the secret"I nodded no and he rolls his eyes,I just don't know why I don't feel like mentioning Fawzan to Jaffar,I know we have been good friends with no strings attached but I can't help it

"You won't tell me right?"I pull out my tongue and ran out of the class before he could get hold of me

I saw Charles and Samimah laughing about whatever they were talking about and my stomach turned,I couldn't think straight again and walked towards them annoyingly

"Why won't you let my sister be?"I was very angry

"Who is she?"she asked Samimah not minding me

"The girl my dad helped,she is staying in my house for a while"she eyed me

"Samimah what?!"I was extremely shocked and angry,I can't believe what Samimah just said

"You heard me right and stop disturbing me and my man"she was glaring at me while Charles was smirking and I felt like the ground should open and swallow me but am not going to let her word take me back

No one will ever destroy any of my family's life when I'm here

"I'm warning you Charles,let her be,I mean it,she is not like every other girls she has someone to fight for her and I'm going to fight for her till the last, I'm going to make sure she is with no harm, I'm going to make sure guys like you never come close to her"I yelled and stomp off

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"You don't look too good"Jaffar said when I entered the class and I only nodded

"Do you want to talk about it"he offered and I nodded no, suddenly a hand tapped me and I tilted to see who it was and it was no other person but Samimah two best friends Mercy and Blessing

"What is it?"I snapped,I know Samimah would have reported me to them

"Just stay away from Samimah"Blessing said glaring

"We won't repeat this next time"Mercy added and I chuckled, standing up to meet their eyes level

"Oh Blessing and Mercy the great twins, I'm so afraid"I faked a shake and ended up laughing"when it's anything about my family, I'm ready to fight for them as far as I am in the right course,I know she will get to believe me but I pray it's  not when she is regretting,I thought you were are friends but you are just monsters that are ready to drag her to dirt"I spatted the last word and Mercy Slapped me

"How dare you?"she roared and I gave her my own slap, I'm not the kind of girl that would just let anyone bully me

Blessing slapped me too,and I hold her head and slammed it against my locker,then the fight begins,my classmate came to watch,while Jaffar dragged me from on top of Blessing,Fawwaz came too and hold Mercy and Isaac one of my classmates holds Blessing

"Put me down let me deal with them,useless people,you will still call her your friend when you will never tell her the truth"Jaffar put his hand on my mouth to stop me from talking but I bite his hand,he didn't mind and kept holding me,and pull me out of the class,while I was fighting him to leave me alone to continue what I was doing

He put me down after leaving the class

"Jamilah,I can't believe what just happened?"Jaffar said with amusing face

"What?!"I snapped I have never in my life been this angry,I am furious right now

"Just sit down and don't go anywhere,I have to meet the girls"I eyed him and he chuckled"can you please do this for Mimi?"my anger subside a little and I nodded yes while he leave me alone

Then realisation drawn on me,I have never fight in school in all my life,I always try to avoid that as much as I can but no one really wanted to fight with me because I was kinda a role model in my old school

I placed my hands on my face and strated crying,this is really bad and I don't want my parent to know about it

"How was the fight?"I raised my head up and saw Charles standing,I wiped away the tears and stood up glaring at him

"What do you want?"I was getting angry

"Your sister"for once I thought he really liked her except for what he said next that increased my anger towards him"her body is great you know,she has those straight legs,you can easily mistook her for a model,she is beautiful and innocent"he chuckled and I was just waiting for him to finish his talk"Have never fuck a virgin before,just want to know how it feels to fuck one, especially without condom"new hot tears started falling Down from my eyes

It was all a game to him,he just want to take advantage of Samimah's virginity

"After then,what happens next"I mustered the courage to ask him

"There is nothing next,just fuck her,know how it feels and bye bye"he chuckled,he wasn't fazed at all,he is truly a wolf in a sheep clothing,you can easily mistook his handsome face for a great personality

"Why are you telling me this?"I wasn't still able to control the tears

"I want you to know what you are fighting for and what's my plan, Samimah was just too easy,she knows about most things I have done in this school,just telling her I have changed and she believed me like that"he chuckled,he was really enjoying this chat of ours while I was dying inside

"She won't believe you,you know,she will always do what I want her to do, let's see how much capability you have to fight and when you finally give up"he added

"I will continue fighting Charles"those tears are just making me look weak"I will continue fighting till my last breath,can you please just let her be?"I pleaded

"I can't and even if I want to do that she will come back begging me"he smirked"let's see who wins"he walk away and I fell down crying

Why would Samimah never notice when something wrong

That's the problem with Samimah,she never knows when something is wrong,she never notice how are mom is dying everyday,she never notice the distance between her parents,she never notice when something is wrong in the house that's why she can't notice the flaws of her perfect dream guy

"Hey,why are you crying?"Jaffar said as he sits next to me

"I'm sorry for indulging in a fight,it doesn't make me a better person"

"You are a better person,one of the best I have met in my own existence,stop crying already it's makes you look like dumb baby"I laughs at his words and wipe away my tears

"How are the girls?"I asked

"They are fine,I already apologized on your behalf and scolded them for being rude

"Thank you"I hugged him and he chuckled

"It's fine"

"Are we still going out today?"I wasn't in the mood

"No,we will go when you are better"

"Thank you"

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