Sebastian sighed.

Again he was sitting next to James' grave.
Again he couldn't go home without seeing him everywhere.
Again he couldn't move on.

His phone played one sad song after another, two and a half empty bottles stood next to him and the sniper just wanted to shout to God or whoever was there in heaven or hell or wherever to give him back his love.

Suddenly he heard the refrain of one song.

"Wir waren geboren um zu leben
mit den Wundern jeder Zeit.
Sich niemals zu vergessen
bis in alle Ewigkeit.

Wir waren geboren um zu leben
Für den einen Augenblick
bei dem jeder von uns spürte
wie wertvoll leben ist."

When he was in the army, he had some mates who came from other countries and they teached each other. It was quiet funny and they became very good friends.
German was his favourite language and he trained it harder. After his accident when he came back to London, he was able to understand most of the German words and he learned to love German Rock.

That's why his yes filled wirth tears while he listened to the lyrics.

We were born to live
With every miracle of our time
To never forget each other
Until eternity

We were born to live
For that one moment
At which each of us felt
How precious life is

That song brought something on in him.
That song was him.
His life.
His loss.

He had that moment.
That moment when he felt how precious his life was.
But his life was not allowed to end after that.
He had to continue.
He had to see a new miracle.
And he had to never forget Jim.

Sebastian stood up.
He stumbled a bit but then he took one step. And then another.
The bottles still stood next to the black gravestone.
He looked down at the golden letters.

"Farewell Kitten. I have to live on. Thanks for everything. I love you. Bis in alle Ewigkeit."