Hello. This is the first time for me to write an English OneShot. I'm not a professional in English. I learned it all by myself. I hope you still get it and like it 🙈
I really tried my best! 🙈😅
I'm sorry for the Shity Smut scene you can skip it if you want. I signed it. I never wrote or even read smut in English 😂 so please be kind.

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Felix Point of View

I have bitten my lower lip continuously while walking around the corridor in our dorm. I stroked my hair out of my face and exhale loudly in frustration. Today Hyunjin would come back from his Tokyo trip and I had no fucking idea how I should look into his eyes. The reason is a little bit complicated but I try to explain it in a easy way for everyone. I hooked up with my best friend and after it he left for a One-Week-Trip to Tokyo. And I'm in love with him since we were Trainees but I never told him that. If he knows, it wouldn't change anything at all. I can't remember the whole night, because we started drinking and I'm not really used to alcohol. I get drunk really easily and quickly. I remember how Hyunjin started talking about his fear of flying and that he is really angry with JYP entertainment because they didn't allowed me to to accompanied him to Tokyo. And while I was trying to distract him from his fears, the kiss just happened. And while kissing we touched each other gently. The soft and gently touched ended up in wild sex! I can't believe I got laid by my best friend!

Flashback Night with Hyunjin
Felix POV

After a long day of photoshootings, we arrived in our dorm at late night. I felt a little bit dizzy because we drank some alcohol after the shooting. I only sipped a little bit of whiskey but that's enough for me. Start drinking was always a bad idea because I get drunk so easily.  I hung my jacket on the coat check and put mine shoes on the shelf. „Can you sleep over in my room?" Hyunjin asked me. „Sure. Are you alright Hyunie?" I asked him back. I was really acquainted with Hyunjin. That's why I always notice immediately when something is wrong with Hyunjin. „Im fine" „The Truth Hyunie" he sighed out loudly. „Im afraid of tomorrow" he confessed to me quietly. I grabbed his hand, pressed it softly and dragged him behind me towards his room. „Let's talk in your room with a little more privacy." „Sounds like a perfect plan, Lixie." I smiled a little bit. I love it when he calls me Lixie.

After we entered his room. I jumped on his bed and pulled him over. Hyunjin laid down next to me. We looked into each others eyes. Hyunjin is the prettiest Guy I've ever met. His Skin as white as snow, lips as red as blood, hair as black as ebony and his eyes brown as hazelnuts. Every time I looked deep inside his eyes i nearly drowing in them. „What are you so afraid of?" Hyunjin smiled a little bit. I loved the dimples that are adorned his cheeks while he is smiling. „You know I have a lot of anxiety's" I nodded a little bit. Hyunjin has a really soft spot and a lot of anxiety's but he tries to hide it, most of the time. Except in front of me. He tells me everything and I was really happy about it. I appreciate his trust in me a lot. „What is your fear about tomorrow? You were so happy when they invited you. When did your anxiety's cause you to doubt the journey?" The words were like a whisper in the wind when they came over my lips but Hyunjin understood them. „When JYP told me I can't take you with me." he whispered back with honestly in his voice. I smiled a little bit. We are best friends. I know I was his safe space that's the reason he wanted me to come with him. He actually hates skinship, but he always touches me when he is afraid, nervous or having doubts. Being close to me relaxes him. Cuddling with me brings him down. He feels comfy and like home next to me. And I feel the same way around him. „I wish I could come with you." he smiled again. „Im afraid of flying alone, being alone in Tokyo. I'm even afraid of sleeping alone! I really don't want to go there without you, Lixie." He whispered. I heard the fear in his voice. „Hyunjin I'm always with you. Maybe sometimes we are in distance but never ins hearts." I put my hand on his chest, over his heart. I smiled. „You can always count on me. Call me if you need me and I will be their" He touched my cheek, softy with his fingertips. I leaned into his touches. His Thumb strokes gently along my lower lip. And then it happened, something I never thought of. He leaned in and kissed me. His lips were softer as I ever thought lips could be. I knew it would be the best to reject it. But I really wanted this to happen, for so long. I just couldn't reject him. I kissed him back. I wrapped my Arms around his neck. And Hyunjins Hands found their way to my waist. He pressed my body against his body which made me moan quietly. His hands began to explore my body and mine also explored his body. "We shouldn't do that" I whispered. "I know" he whispered back. But he doesn't care. He just kissed me again but this time with more passion, more intensive. And I reciprocated it again. It was only a short period of time until a few of our clothes landed on the floor. Hyunjins cold fingers on my warm skin on my chest gave me goosebumps.

The Doorbell Scared me out of my mind. I looked, no I starred at the door. "Don't you want to open the Door?" Bangchan asked me. "Oh oh of course!" I opend to door just to look inside hyunjins pretties eyes again. "Hey..." i whispered. I thought about my words to welcome him back home for so long to just say hei. "Welcome back home Hyunie." I added. "Thanks Lixie." We just starred into our eyes. It was akward to see each other again after 5 days without taking, but with sex and the night before Hyunjin left. Normally we are in contact all the time. We are calling and chatting with each other every free second but this time we didn't even talk at all. "Hyunjin perfect Moment dinner is ready. Don't you want to come in?" Bangchan again. Where ever he always came from. I stepped to side to let Hyunjin in and a few seconds later all of us, where sitting together for dinner. While everyone was taking, Hyunjin and I remained silent.

"You can't keep the the dorm up with your moans all night long and than stop taking with each other forever" Bangchan said. „You heard that?" I asked. „Of course we did." I.N. Said. „You were not really quietly" Jisung said. "Talk it out! Or I lock both of you up in one room to force you to talk about it" Bangchan again. "Can we just eat dinner for now?" Hyunjin asked. I moved my eyes to the side towards him and recognized a lightly red on his perfectly white skin. "Of course" Bangchan again. And then everyone asked Hyunjin about his trip to Tokyo. But I was already absent. I didn't even notice when everyone finished dinner. "Lixie?" Hyunjins Voice. "Yes? I'm sorry i was..." "daydreaming?" I smiled a little bit. "Kind of... yes" I answered his question. "It's our torn with the dishes" I nodded. "Yeah I know." We stacked the dishes on the counter and in the same moment we grabbed the same fork. Our hands touched and we both dropped it. The fork was falling to the ground. We both laughed. "This is so ridiculous" Hyunjin nodded. "Why are we like this?" He asked while grabbing my hand and pulling me over into his arms. I leant my head on his chest. The sound of his beating heart, comforts me. "Because we had sex?" I answered his question. He nodded. "And best friend doesn't have sex" I added. "Are we best friends ?" Hyunjin asked and I looked up to him with confusion in my face. "Are we that? Just best friends." He asked again. I broke the eye-contact. "Why is that so embarrassing!" my voices sounded sulky. Hyunjin laughed. "Don't laugh asshole!" I boxed him lightly on his arm. "Im an asshole?" He asked me again with Indignation. But he only played it. And than it nearly happens again. We stared into each others eyes, Hyunjins hand slides to my cheek and he leant down to me. I was on my tippy toe's to decrease the distance between our lips. Our lips touched and I really wanted to kiss Hyunjin again but in the Angle of my eye I saw Minho and Jisung watching us. I got shy and turned my head away. Hyunjin Discovered both of them a second later and let go of me slowly. "We should clean the dishes Hyunie.." "Yeah you right Lixie. After it we have a lot to talk about." I smiled. "In you're room with more privacy?" Now he smirked. I never saw Hyunjin smirking like this before. I know he was thinking of the night before he took of to Tokyo because it began exactly like that. Go into Hyunjins room to talk with more privacy. "Ngh ah Felixue" ... "Ah Fuck Jinnie!"  I heard our moaning inside my head. I shaked my head trying to get it Out of my mind. I grabbed the dishes and walked into the kitchen before Hyunjin recognize my red cheeks.

Hyunjin POV
After we cleaned the dishes, we walked into my Room. We laid down on my bed. Starring into each others Eyes again. Silence. „We have to talk about it, Lixie." „I Know" he answered. Silence again. „Okay. Let's talk about it. We had Sex. That's happens right? Human are having sex, that's a normal natural desire." "but not between best friends." I answered. Felix nodded. "That's right... normally best friends doesn't have sex, but sometimes everyone needs someone..." I nodded. "We are just best friends Right?" Felix asked me. "I guess..." my answer sounded unsure about that. "You guess?" Felix asked. I was really unsure. I like him, like a lot for a long time but was afraid to tell him that. "Would you do it again?" Felix asked. I raised an eyebrow. I didn't expect that question. "Y-yes I think so." I answered. "You think so?" He asked again. He came closer, really close. He pushed me a little bit So I ended up on my back in bed with Felix on top of me. He came closer again. I felt his breath on my lips. „Best friend doesn't have sex, especially not twice" he whispered against my lips with his low dark sexy voice. He made me crazy. Felix was really good in Seducing someone. Seducing me... "okay than we are more than normal best friend. I don't fucking care about rules and normal behavioral." I answered. He smirked. But before Felix could answer, I kissed him. He started touching me and I touched him. It ended up in sex again.

Smut Scene 🌚
Felix POV

Hyunjin turned me underneath him. I just smirked while kissing him again. I wanted that. I wanted him. Feel him. He is mine. Hyunjin's hands travelled under my hoodie, all over my Upper body. He played with my nipples, that made me moan. I was so sensible about such teasing games with my Nipples. My head felt backward, right into Hyunjins soft pillows. My hands traveled over his back underneath his shirt and not even a second later, my hoodie and his shirt were landing on the ground. Hyunjin started kissing my neck, to my chest and the way down. The situation turned both of us on. Hyunjin pulled off my pants and my Boxershorts. He touched my dick and I moaned more. "Hyunjin... mor.... Ah ngh!" I interrupted myself with a deeper moan.  Because, he put a  finger into me, Unannounced. I gasped. He smirked . He putted his finger in and out of me.  I was a moaning mess. I felt a second and a third finger inside me. I was exited. And my excitement was clearly to heard all over the room, honestly I was Sure everyone in this whole house were able to hear it. I knew what he's prepping me for. "Please Hyunjin~ I don't want to wait anymore." Hyunjin took back his fingers, Pulled of the rest of his cloths and laid down on me. "Ready~?" He whispered to my lips in a teasing way. "Yes please i need you~" he smirked. He kissed me and while kissing him back, I felt him inside of me. Hyunjin started moving. I also began moving towards him. "Ngh aish Lixie...~" "aaah Hyunjinnie... fuck... that's so good!" "I love the way... you're Australian accent ... ngh ah~ is getting stronger while I fuck you~" I could hear the smirk in his voice. "Don't say.... A fuck ngh... oh my god... that point... there again Hyunjin...." Hyunjin were hitting my prostate again and again. It drove me crazy. I felt dizzy, but in a good way. Totally insane. We both were a moaning mess. „Hyunjin... ngh I'm close... I'm coming closer... don't stop... damn it.." „me too Lix... ah ngh I'm so close..."  We came together. Hyunjin inside me and I between us.

Hyunjin POV
"Now we have to talk about it right ?" Felix asked me with a little laugh. After I laid down next to him again.  I smiled. "Yes we probably should." I answered. "I like you Hyunjin. Really." I looked into his eyes. My heart starts with beating faster than ever before. He likes me? "Like a best friend?" I asked. "More." He answered. I smiled. I can't hold it anymore. I have to tell him my feelings, but I wasn't good with words . "I love you lixie." Now he raised an eyebrow And looked at me, surprised. Really surprised. "Say it again..." he said it in a broken way, like he couldn't believe his ears. "I love you Lixie" He smiled and his eyes were wet. "Don't cry Lixie! It's okay if you not feeling the same way for me..." Now he looked shocked. "What? Omg Hyunjin... that's not... I love you too." "You do?" I asked and he laughs. "Yes! Did you really think I wouldn't say it back..?" I Nodded. "Hyunjin. I Love you since trainee days. I could never reject you." Now I was the one in shock. "For so long? Why didn't you tell me earlier." "I was afraid!" He answered. And I thought I was a long time secretly in love with Felix, but 3 years is nothing to Felix 6 years in love with me. We both laughed "we are so stupid!" Felix said. "Yes we are." I answered. After we finished laughing I looked at felix, pulled him closer. "Do you want to be my boyfriend?" I asked and he smiled. "I would love to." He whispered to my lips. "That's a yes~" I said happily in love. Felix smiled. "Yes it's a yes." He kissed me and I kissed him back. Now everything was perfect.

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Should I write more English story's? Or translate one of mine in English ?🥰