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{Yusei's PoV}
I chocked back a sob and looked into the mirror. It happened again. I let someone close to my heart... and they hurt me. I fell down on my knees and covered my face with my hands. Why? Why ist this always happening to me? I couldn't help the tears running down my face and landing on the ground. "I'm sorry...", I whispered to no one in particular. Then I stood up and splashed some water in my face. Crying won't help me. I took a deep breath and got out of the room. To my own suprise, Jaden was right there. "What is it?", I asked softly and kneeled down. "You cried... why did you cry?" He looked at me worried. This is a big back and forth. I knew life with a Neko will be very confusing. "It's nothing little one. I was about to go outside and get you some stuff."
He grabbed my hand and laid his ears back. "I'm sorry..." I took his hand in mine. "You don't have to be sorry for anything. I did everything wrong... not you. I should know that you are terrified of a lot of things. You've been trough so much stuff." I scratched his ear, before standing up. "Master?" "No. I don't want you to call me that. I feel horrible. You know that." He bit his lip. "Y-Yusei." He said my name shy and carefully. It made my heart skip a beat. "Yes?" "Cleaning up?", he said while looking down at himself. "You sure?" "Yes..." I smiled and picked him up gently. "You know... I expected you to be heavier than that." He smiled softly.
I brought him into the bathroom again. This time I sat him down on the floor. "Okay. First I have to let the water out. Our conversation made it cool down." Once the water was out, I started to fill it up again. "Y-Yusei... I have... to... pee..." I turned around to see him struggling holding it back. "Pants down", I said and opened the toilet. He didn't even hesitated and obeyed. I picked him up and sat him down on the toilet. "Now you can." I turned around and my attention went to the almost full bathtub. I barely heard Jaden sighing in relief. I chuckled softly and turned of the water. "Done?", I asked. "Y-yes." I turned around. He already stood up and looked at me. It seems he doesn't care at all that he is naked. And yet... he was raped a lot of times. I think he is used to people seeing him like this.
"Alright. Remember this. When you have to pee or... you know... then come here and sit down on it. Not earlier. When you're done, press this." I pressed a little lever and the toilet flushed. Jaden jumped in suprise. "It's okay. That's for cleaning up what you made. After that, please close the top okay?" I showed him how to do it. "And open it before you use it. Don't pee while it's still closed. You got all of that?" "I think so..." "Good. If it doesn't work on the first time, that's not a problem. Human kids have to learn that too. Someday it works and you do it naturally." "Okay." I smiled before picking him up again.
"Now... bathing." I showed him the filled bathtub. He shivered in fear. "Shhhhh. It's okay. It won't hurt you." I sat him down on the edge. Then I held my hand into the water. "See? It's warm and still. Not moving at all. It can't hurt you. Besides, I'm here. I make sure you won't get hurt." Jaden slowly let his hand slide into the water and moved it a bit. But he didn't seem to do more than that. "You know. I have to take a shower anyway. How about I take a bath together with you? Would that help you?" Suddenly he shivered again and looked at me shocked. I immediately understood and forgot about that idea. "Hey. It's okay. I won't." "T-thank you... I... my former master... did it here..." "You mean, he raped you in the bathtub?" "What's... rape?"
"How do I explain this... it's sex against your will. Someone just grabs you and mostly just fucks you. But you don't want it. And it hurts and you probably would be left alone after he is done and never see him again. Most of the time. A lot of woman then end up pregnant from a man that they don't even know." Jaden looked at me. "Then I never had sex... I always was raped." "I figured so." Carefully I picked him up and lowered him into the bathtub. He whined and hold onto me. "Shhhhh. See. It doesn't hurt at all." Once he was completely in, I let go of him, just holding his hand. "There you go."
Yusei: My poor baby.
Jaden: Why are people such dicks to Neko's?
Me: Because that's in a lot of other story's that I read. And I thought you would like the idea of Yusei saving you.
Jaden: I do.
Me: See. So don't worry about it. Now bye!
Jedi_Raptor <3
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