I've been hanging out with Stacy
Everybody thinks we're dating
'Cause I spend my weekends hanging at her house
She's a part of the cheer team
Top of her class and she's prom queen
When we study chemistry
She unbuttons her blouse
But I got a secret I must confess
It's not her laugh or the way she'd dress
She's not the reason
I've been thinking 'bout love
Every weekend when we hangout
I lose my cool when he's around
And I don't know if this is just a crush
How do I find
The words to tell her?
I'm in love with Stacy's brother
I'm gonna stay the night at Stacy's
Don't know why my heart's been racin'
'Cause the whole school thinks we're gonna hit first base
She's coming back from her cheer meet
Told me to study for biology
'Cause she wants to show me
How to get an A
But I got a secret I must admit
It's not her lips I want to kiss
She's not the reason for
The bruises 'round my neck
Every weekend I'm sneaking out
Through the window of her house
And the truth is
It ain't Stacy I undressed
How do I find
The words to tell her?
I hooked up with Stacy's brother
Stacy, here's the truth
And I don't want to seem rude
You're not the only one on my mind
I wanna be best friends
But I don't want to pretend
The way that I've behaved is a crime
Oh, Stacy, I got to tell ya
I'm in love with your big brother

Hyunjin POV
I was 17 years old and going to the 10th grade of an art high school in the middle of Seoul. I walked along the way to school and as always I was lost in my thoughts. I got out of my mind as someone jumped on my back. I immediately knew who. Stacy, my best friend, at least for me, she was just my bestie. We didn't know each other for long, 3 weeks ago Mr. Kim sat Stacy next to me in biology class. Since then we have been fooling around the whole hour and now we spent quite a lot of time together. While I was the quiet, inconspicuous guy at school, Stacy and her brother were the opposite. While no one would miss me, the whole school would notice if Stacy and her brother were only 5 minutes late. Stacy was pretty, without any kind of surgery, she totally corresponded to the Korean beauty standards. She is cheerleader captain and 3 times Prom-queen. You can't see at all that she was only half Asian. But in her brother Felix the Australian side came through more. Thousands of freckles graced his face, spread over the nose, cheeks and around the eyes. Felix was in the same football team as me and he is also captain. So I knew him a little, at least as you know a team colleagues. Since I spent more time with Stacy, I automatically spent more time with Felix. And honestly, I didn't think it's bad. The blond hair, the freckles, the deep brown eyes that looked so sealed that I would like to fathom everything behind it and the rosy lips drove me crazy when I only looked at him. Even the style was incredible. Felix always looks good and I walk around as if I fell out of my bed.

But no one was allowed to know my secret ... besides, he probably isn't into guys. „Hyunjinnie!" She squeaked into my ear to get me out of my mind again. I quiver a little but looked over my shoulder to Stacy who had jumped on my back, my school bag now pressing unpleasantly in my back, because Stacy was sitting on it. I wrapped my arms back, around her. It was a reflex, to give her more hold. But my eyes went, to her brother, next to her, Felix. „Hey, let the poor guy alive," he said, he also already know me. He reached out his fist to greet me but raised an eyebrow asking if I could answer the handshak. I loosened an arm around Stacy and put my fist on Felix's. „Hey Felix," I said, trying not to sound nervous. „Hey Hyunjin," he said relaxed. I putted Stacy back down and we all walked to school together. Of course, I watched Felix from time to time. I was no longer sure if this could only be described as a crush on him. Since I didn't dare to tell anyone, I started writing a diary and even a song about it. I love music, another fact that connected Felix and me. We both played guitar and loving music, how did I know? We had talked about it in the football changing room, and Felix asked me about my guitar at that time.

I spent the break in the classroom today, and wrote on my song, in my diary! I'm really old-fashioned and classy. I also scribble a few chords for the guitar. I drove through my bright red long hair and bit my lip. Yes, I have red hair not that inconspicuous at school anymore. Recently, there have been a lot of rumors. Everyone thought that Stacy and I were dating, which was probably because I spent almost every weekend with Stacy and her brother and of course she posts everything on Instagram. So I got the attention I never wanted. I have always been proud of my inconspicuous follower life.

Diary:
Song Name: Stacys Brother?
Okay... I can think of something better!

I've been hanging out with Stacy
Everybody thinks we're dating
'Cause I spend my weekends hanging at her house
She's a part of the cheer team
Top of her class and she's prom queen
When we study chemistry
She unbuttons her blouse
But I got a secret I must confess
It's not her laugh or the way she'd dress
She's not the reason
I've been thinking 'bout love
Every weekend when we hangout
I lose my cool when HE'S around
And I don't know if this is just a crush
How do I find The words to tell her?
I'm in love with Stacy's brother

I reflexively closed my diary when I heard my name. I looked up and looked into the eyes of my best friend, Jisung or as we often called him Han. "Do you write a diary?" He asked with a smile and I just laughed embarrassed. "No, that's... uh, my songbook," I said then and my best friend reached for it while he said. "Uhhh let's read." However, I hit him lightly on the fingers and grinned cheekily. "Nop, private~ No one is allowed to touch my book," I said and let it disappear into my Bag. "Not nice...." he grumbled and I laughed. "What are you doing here Han?" I asked confused. No one stays inside during the break, except me. "Searching for you, do you have time on the weekend?" He asked me and I shook my head. "Go to the cinema and spend the night...." "Stacy?" He interrupted me and I nodded. "What's going on Hyunjin? With You and Stacy? I didn't expect that." I rolled my eyes, not him either. "Nothing, we're just friends." he nodded but his look said that he didn't believe me. "Really!" I groaned. Annoyed. "Come on... tell me... what happening when you sleep with I mean at hers." I rolled my eyes. I knew what he was alluding to. With her... sleeping with her, that was what he was thinking about. "You're an idiot, do you know that?" I said and he just laughed.

The rest of the school week went by quickly and on the weekend I went to the movies with Stacy as I promised. I wasn't sure if she was into me or if we were just best friends from both sides. I didn't feel like she was into me. In the cinema we watched a dance movie, that totally captivated me. So i couldn't noticed anything around me, after the movie, I walked home together with Stacy. She's living not far from here and all the way we discussed about the movie and our different or common opinions. While we were Laughing, we entered the hallway of her house and took off our shoes and jackets. "Stacy?" A questioning voice were able to hear as we entered the living room. Felix... I would recognize the voice everywhere! I swallowed. Felix lay casually on the couch and played some videogames on his Ps5. "Do you want to play with me?" Felix suddenly asked me and both of us, Stacy and I, looked at him confused. "You know he's my guest brother?" She said and I smiled. I'd rather be his guest... "Nop, now he's my guest, because you my lovely little sister have to go," he said and we both looked at each with confusion again. "Where do I have to go?" Stacy asked. "Something called a Cheer Night? I don't know!... something with a meeting. Some of your friends talked to the mailbox on our house telephone because your cellphone was off," he said and then looked back at me. He hold out a controller for me. "Are you in?" He asked and I slowly and hesitantly grabbed the controller. I looked at Stacy questioningly, she shrugged her shoulders and said. "Sorry Hyunie... I totally forgot. I have to go! And I'll probably not be back until late late night. We can walk together and pass by your place?" She said and Felix interfered. "He can stay. I'm bored, I'd like to have company and Hyunjin is really okay," he said and I had the feeling, deep inside of me, that he wants me to stay. And I just like.. no I would love to stay with him, especially because I was happy like a child about his statement that I was okay. They both looked at me questioningly. I hadn't grabbed the controller until yet. "I would like to stay, I was going to sleep here anyway. Have fun Cy," I said, grabbed the controller and jumped over the backrest onto the couch next to Felix. Who could barely pull his legs away. "Guys..." said Stacy and ran into her room to get her cheerleader stuff. A little later she ran out of the house while wishing us a nice evening. At that time, I had no plan how this evening would develop. "So my little sister and you...?" Felix suddenly asked when we had started a round of Call of Duty and glanced at me from the corners of his eyes. I shake my head. "Just Friends," I replied immediately. And he nodded. "Does she see it that way too? Maybe you should talk about it with her." he said and I raised an eyebrow, he thought his little sister was into me? "She's not your type, isn't she?" He asked and I swallowed. "Well... yes... no... so it's not Stacy..." I tried to explain that I wasn't into girls without letting him know that I wasn't into girls. "It's about the fact that she's a girl?" He asked now and I dropped the controller. "Ah fuck sorry!" I said and picked it up immediately, but just to put it aside and turn to Felix. "How..." I just asked. I didn't deny it, but he had found out what it needed year for to find out by my myself and which my best friends don't even know. Felix smiled. He also put the controller aside and looked at me. He had tilted his head slightly. "Well, I think if you like the same gender yourself, you get a special view for something like that after a certain time." he grinned at me easily and I? I just looked confused and totally lost. It took my brain quite a long time to understand and administer what I just heard. And when it finally happened, I only got a single word out again. "You...?" He nodded with a smile. Inside of me, I was happy again like a child at Christmas Day which had receive the greatest gift at all. I couldn't say anything but then looked into his deep brown eyes. I was drowning in them and understood slowly that I actually had a realistic chance on him... he likes guys!. A smirk graced my lips and Felix, who also looked deep into my eyes, started to say something but didn't get very far because his cell phone rang. We stopped looking into each others eyes and i looked at his cell phone. "Don't you want to answer?" I asked and he made a mix of shaking his head and nodding, but then grabbed it and answered. "What?" I laughed as quietly as possible, nice greeting. As it turned out quickly, it was his best friend Bangchan. Felix putted him on speaker. He said loudly. "Are you coming to the party now or not?" and Felix looked at me questioningly, I shrugged my shoulder and pushed my glasses in the right position. I've never been to parties before. I was far too quiet and withdrawn for that. "I don't know yet. I have a friend over." said Felix, of course Bangchan immediately asked who and Felix said my name. "The boyfriend of your sis? That Hyunjin?" Bangchan asked and I rolled my eyes. Felix answered for me which I was grateful to him. "So yes Hyunjin from my football team. And yes he spends a lot of time here with us, mostly with my sister but the two aren't a couple, just friends." I tried not to laugh when he used my words from earlier. "Just bring him with you?" Bangchan now asked. Felix looked at me questioningly again. I just shrugged my shoulders again. "Okay we talked about it and I'll write you the decision right away, okay?" Felix said to his best friend and hung up. He slide closer to me and looked at me. Grinning. He leaned over to me and gently took off my glasses, which he put aside. Then he stroked a streak of my long red hair behind my ears and whispered. "Come on, could be fun." totally perplexed by the light touches that tingled all over my body, I nodded only slightly. "You should have my size, I'll give you some clothes, we'll style ourselves a bit and get you contact lenses," he said while he let his fingertips run over my naked arm and my muscles. I was only wearing a tank top, of course we were both quite trained through football. To feel his fingers on my skin, makes me crazy. If he tried to persuade me with seductions to go to the party, it worked. He continued to look me in the face but my gaze followed his fingers. "Okay," I whispered back. His hand grabbed mine, he jumped from the sofa and pulled me behind him. I stumbled after him and could barely reach for my glasses. Without them I can't see much.

„Hotter than your Ex... better than your next?" I asked Felix after I put on his clothes and looked at myself in the mirror. Felix laughed lightly. "That's the first thing you say about your make over?" He smiled. I laughed. "You did well." I said and he grinned. A little later we were on our way to the party together. It was summer so it was warm outside, even at middle of the night. When we Arrived at the party, I was a little overwhelmed, many people, loud, tight, alcohol... this was my first party at all so it was all new to me. Felix put his arm around me. "You can make it" he said. I hesitantly put my arm around his hip and that's the way we walked in. Before I could get it, Felix grabbed us drinks and we started playing party drinking games. First Beerpong, I don't know the rules, however, it was the two of us against Bangchan and Han. My best friend which I had met shortly before and asked what he was doing here. Party of course. He was probably also friends with Bangchan. Due to the fact that I rarely drank alcohol and I don't know the rules of Beerpong We lost the game. I was very bad at beerpong. We decided to play truth or dare with a bottle and I was already in a good mood when we started. In the beginning, it was normal, unimportant children's stuff. But far too quickly the game turned into a very spicy version. The truth was about sex, associated preferences, extraordinary intimate experiences, but also questions about Crushes and Deep secrets. Fortunately Bangchan turned the bottle and it endet up on Felix. „Felix~ true or dare?" He asked. I looked eagerly at Felix and stroked a streak of my red hair behind my ear. „Dare," Felix said with a grin. „7 Minutes in Heaven with...." a few girls of the round giggled. I'm just wondering what that should be. „7 minutes in heaven?" I asked and Bangchan looked at me. He explained the rules me. „2 people will be locked in a little dark room for 7 minutes. In these 7 minutes, EVERYTHING is allowed. Provided that both want that, of course. Most of the time, people try out new pretty intimate things. What happens „in Heaven" remains in Heaven. But if You don't react to the final sign you are in trouble. After 7 minutes, one person knocks. If the 2 inside do not come out within 30 seconds, the doors will be opened and everyone sees what the 2 of you is doing. Of course, you can only... talk," said Bangchan. A girl giggled and said. „But no one does talking, but you could." Now everyone looked at Bangchan, waiting with who Felix had to go to Heaven. „Destiny decides," said Bangchan and turned the bottle and of course the bottle stopped on me. All people looked at me. I swallowed and looked at Felix. „We have to go to heaven?" I asked and he nodded with a grin. „Uuuhhhh With your Sis boyfriend," said one. „Toxic" said the other. „Nah spicy~" the first shouted again and Felix and I looked deep into each other's eyes while we said at the same time. „That's not right, there's nothing going on with Stacy, just friends." The whisper stopped and everyone looked at us. „Ready?" Bangchan asked after a short while and we both nodded without looking away from each other, we didn't do that until we had to get up. A little later we were locked in the closet. A Very little light fell through the small gap underneath the door, when my eyes got used to the darkness, I still couldn't see much but at least a little. „Felix?" I mumbled into the darkness. And reached out my hands to him while I took small steps closer. „Yes?" He also mumbled in the dark. I heard from his voice that he had to be close to me, but I didn't know how close. A little later, my hands hit fabric, Felix Shirt. I put my hands down and played a little with the fabric. „You know that you have your hands on my chest?" Felix breathed as quietly as possible but it still was louder than usually . „Hm, does it bother you?" I asked back. I didn't know exactly how far up or down my hands were, but I had a guess. „No," he whispered and I felt his hands on the side of my hip. We were both very careful. I hoped these 7 minutes would slowly pass... Felix became more courageous, more or less gentle, he pulled my tank top out of my pants and let his hands run under it, which made me gasp surprisingly but enjoyable. I Never let anyone touched me in any way before. But I wanted it from him, I even wanted more. So I also became more courageous. I pulled up his top and let my right hand go under his shirt. While his hands slides over my back, my fingertips of the right hand ran over his abdominal muscles. My left hand, which was still resting over his shirt on his chest, I pushed it over his shoulder onto his neck. I hesitate for a second, he noticed. „Stop thinking, you thinking to much Hyunjin. Just do it, it's only 7 minutes..." he whispered. Okay. If he wants to. So I pulled him closer to me and kissed him. Which probably surprised him, but after a few seconds Felix kiss me back with a grin on his lips. His hands, which rested on my bare back, pressed my body now more against him and the kiss became wilder, pretty quickly. Maybe it was the influence of the alcohol. I also pressed my body against him. It's so cute, Felix was a few centimeters smaller than me, I noticed that he is on his tiptoes while kissing me. Felix was the one leading everything. At least at the moment. He pushed me, while we kissed so wildly, in one direction and a little later I felt a little bench in the back of my knees, since this was actually a small gadarobe, it was probably a shoe-dress bench. Felix pushed me down on them without releasing the kiss and sat down on me lap. His legs on the right and left of me, his hands on my shoulders. My hands found their way under his shirt again and touched his back. Felix's hands remained on my shoulders. We loosened the kiss but his forehead was still on mine. We both breathed a little louder until Felix kissed his way over my cheek, to my ear into which he whispered . „May I?" I could only nod, which he didn't see but felt. He kissed my neck and just sucked on one place, which made me gasp. He grinned. I put my head aside to make him more space. I didn't want to and couldn't hold back the gasp while Felix sucked on my neck. My fingers scratched slightly over his back, so he gasped softly too. And as I began to move my hip slightly against his we both moaned a bit. Bangchan knocked on the door and screamed. „Time is over!" We let go of each other and sighs in frustration. I knew we only had 30 seconds until the door will be opened but I couldn't resist. I kissed Felix again, which he replied. Unfortunately we quickly end up the kiss again and walked to the door. We straightened our cloths and hairs. But it would be too conspicuous to go out now. We had thought of something else. We stopped and as soon as the door were opened, we frightened Bangchan who opened the door. Everyone had hoped to see something interesting, instead they saw us and how we try to scare Chan. Just to laughed our asses off. Together we left the closet. And went back to the other ones, while Felix wanted to sit down again, I finally became courageous. I looked around and pulled Felix back up to me. „Since we were already in Heaven for 7 minutes, we are out," I said and Bangchan looked at me. „But that's not how it works," he said and I laughed. „I know." I looked grinning at my best friend Han and then back to Bangchan. „But I don't care~" I said cheekily and grabbed Felix's hand. With Felix's hand in mine, I pulled him behind me and disappeared with him into the crowd. „Where can we be alone?" I whispered into his ear after a short time and he grinned. „Come with me~" he whispered back. We walked to a staircase and went upstairs, we passed a few doors. Felix opened the 3th on the left. I looked around. „Whose room is this?" I asked when I entered it, Felix closed the door behind me. „Mine" he said. I looked at him, confused. „Yours? But that's Bangchan's house, isn't it?" I said then. He nodded. And then he explained. „I used to be so much with him and his family because my parents had little time with a lot problems, they even set up a room for me. I come here when I want to be away from my family..." I nodded. But I didn't have much time to look around. Felix came to me, grabbed my hand, pushed me onto the bed and crawled over me. „That was your intention behind the show, wasn't it?" He whispered and I grinned. „Yes, yes~" I just kissed him and pulled him closer to me. I turned it under me. He grinned at me. „Now you show me this side of you, interesting," he whispered and I grinned. I leaned down and whispered in his ear. „It's your fault, you turned me on..."  He just smirked. Desire and alcohol were a bad combination. I let both my hands and my lips run over Felix's body. His hands immediately found their way into my hair and to my back and faster than I could have looked around, Felix and I were wildly making out.... at next morning I woke up, confused again. I looked around. Where was I? I sat up and looked down at myself. I was... naked. Omg! It was stuffy in the room, it smelled like sweat and alcohol and especially there was the smell of sex in the air.... Then I heard a hum and felt something or someone moving next to me, I looked next to me. Felix... omg... my crush! Also Naked...! And then the memory of last night came again. „Felix ngh!" „Hyu-nji... ah..... ich" „ngh fe... lix fuxk..." „d-don't stop... ngh..." „n-n... ngh.. never" ah!"

Flashback a bit Smut ⚠️
Hyunjin POV
Most of our cloths had already find their way to the ground, we both only wore boxershorts. I didn't know how and when it had happen, but it quickly turned out that Felix was the submissive part of both of us, at least while sex. Felix lay below me. Again and again I moved my hip slightly against his while I gave him a few hickeys on his neck. "Hyunjin~ more... Hm~"  he moaned. And even  I was quite drunk, I wanted to make sure he really wants that. Because I have a crush on him, and didn't want to do anything that he regrets. I don't wanna lose him. I stopped and looked him in the eyes. „Are you Sure?" I asked within a seriously tone and Felix looked me in the eyes too. He was a little bit drunk too but still clear enough to give me a serious answer. „Yes, Hyunjin. I really want that. And now stop asking so many questions and fuck me~" growled Felix deep with his Australian accent. It was so hot when he suddenly switched to English and you heard his accent. I didn't let myself be told twice, while Felix kissed me again, which I replied. I took off the last piece of cloths from our bodys and threw it to the ground. I put my hand around his dick and began to move it up and down. I stroked his tip of his dick with my thumbs. Felix had to moan, which is why we endet up the kiss. „ngh~" I smirked. It was like music in my ears. „I don't have ..." I whispered and Felix smirked at me. „No problem, I'll take care of it," he said with a grin and then grabbed my wrist. He pulled my hand to him and took 3 of my fingers inside his mouth. He sucked on my fingers and moved his head a little. Then he let his fingers out of my mouth and his tongue played sexy along my fingers. He looked me in the eyes, playful and innocently. But I was sure he's not that innocent. Seductiveness, Felix was pretty good with that ! He knows what he wants and how he get it. I growled slightly. The idea of him doing that with his tongue a bit deeper... and as if he could read my thoughts, he turned us a little later and slipped his head between my legs. I ran my first finger over his entrance while Felix looked up at me and did exactly the same with my dick what he just did to my fingers before. He licked over my tip, then along the length and then took it completely in his mouth to move his head up and down. „Felix ngh!" I moaned. I couldn't help it. My fingers touched his entrance again and then my first finger disappear into him, which made him gasp. While he was preparing my dick, I prepared his entrance. First one finger, then two, then three. I moved them inside him. I could come alone from Felix's pretty lips and grandiose tongue, but of course I hold it back. Felix slide up to me again. He put himself in position and made my dick disappear completely into him in once, which made us both moan loudly. His hands were on my chest, so he supported himself, my hands were on his hip. I purport him the movement of his hip. Felix began to move his hip and I moved rhythmically. Felix put his head in his neck. „So... ngh good~" he moaned to himself, so loudly that I was glad that there was a party downstairs and loud music. I grabbed him by the hip and turned him under me just to push into him faster and harder. I didn't know this side of myself, but the sex with Felix droves me crazy. Whatever Felix did to me. We were just a moaning mess. Felix's hands clawed into my back and scratched my back while we both slowly but surely got closer to our climaxes. „Hyu-nji... ah..... I" „ngh fe... lix fuxk..." „d-don't stop... ngh..." „n-n... ngh.. never ah!" I grabbed his hands, crossed mine in them and pushed them over his head to the bed. While I pushed into him the last few times and we both moaning loudly, with the name of the other on our lips, we came together.

Flashback Ends

I was taken out of my mind when I felt two arms around my upper body and  lips tenderly kissing my shoulder. "Good morning~" Felix whispered tenderly but with a deep toned voice. "this voice is so hot" I growled softly and he laughed. I sighed softly. "has anyone ever told you that you are a power bottom?" I said laughing and he giggled and shook his head. "Is that me? A power bottom." I nodded immediately. The way he showed initiative, he was definitely anything but not a typical passive part. In the begging he was the one which leads but in the end he had the dick in his butt. I leaned back a little on Felix, enjoying that we was near to me until something came to mind. Stacy... she was probably very confused because we were both suddenly gone at the middle of the night. "We should go. I have to get my stuff from your place and go home," I said gently and Felix continued to snuggle on my back and nodded, but he didn't seem to make any efforts to let me go. "Does it burn?" He asked and his fingers crossed over the scratches he has given me last night. I pulled in the air sharply. "Sorry, I let off the pressure of my life on your back," he said and I laughed. "I let off the pressures of my life on you're ass. So i think it's fine." I said and he laughed. "True. I never thought you can be like that Hyunjin," he said and I just laughed.

For the next 3 weeks I went home with Stacy and/or Felix almost every day. I also spent every weekend with the Lee's. Most of the time we did something with the 3 of us, then I spent a little time with Stacy alone and when she fell asleep, I crept to Felix. I had so much sex in these 3 weeks that it felt like it has become my new hobby. Hobby: Sex with my best friend's big brother, who everyone thinks she is my girlfriend. But I'm actually gay. Great hobby Hyunjin... The thing between Felix and me remained a secret for now and it should stay a secret a little bit longer. We met often but secretly on the School roof, mostly just to eat and make out a little. Not for Sex! Okay, once we even had sex at school but not on the roof! And we came together afterwards! Yes, we were a couple by now but secretly.

Flashback Get together.
Felix POV

Hyunjin was in the 10th grade and I already in the 11th, but we still have sport together on Wednesday. The 10/11 grade have elective sports and depending on which one you chose you have it together with other grades. I thought it's nice,  so I see Hyunjin every Wednesday in school sports and on Mondays and Fridays in Training. Hyunjin and I got a lot of extra time today after the sport inside the Sporthall. Voluntarily! For cleaned up and things like that. Why? So that everyone else left the sports hall and we could shower together, unnoticed! And we really did that. It was a miracle that my butt could survive so much sex, I wasn't used to it but I enjoyed it. Hyunjin and I just couldn't keep our hands off each other. Breathing heavily, I leaned against the cold wall of the showers and tried to get some air. I couldn't stop grinning. Hyunjin and I tried to get our breathing under control and when we managed it finally, we calmed down a little, we left the shower to get dressed. As we dried up, I stared at Hyunjin and lost myself in my thoughts. "Everything okay?" He asked me and I answered. "I like you!" He looked at me confused, still questioning. I nodded slightly as a sign that everything was okay. "I like you..." I repeated and Hyunjin looked at me before he could ask which one to like, I said quietly. "maybe even a little more than like" Hyunjin's chin falls down which made me giggle, I slapped him. "Now say something!" I said and Hyunjin cleared his throat. "I uh... like you too, maybe a little more than like. To be honest... it's for a while ," he said, that surprised me, I didn't expect him to be into me, especially not for a long time. "How long?" I asked curiously. "Since I joined the team," he  said and I looked at him even more surprised. "For so long?" I asked in surprise and he nodded. "Omg! Hyunjin! If you had say something, I would have go out with you!" I said. "We could go out now," he said then and I bit my lip. True, actually we had more than a friendship and less as a relationship. We are... kind of friends with benefits at the moment. "I'd love to," I said smiling and Hyunjin also smiled. "And I know something like that will normally asked later, usually after a few dates. But with us is the usual process twisted anyway..." he began nervously. I took his hand in mine but waited for him to continue speaking. "But maybe you want to be with me? Be my boyfriend?" He asked me now to be with him and I smiled. "Yes, I think that would be great," I said and kissed him with a grin, which he immediately replied. "I love to be your boyfriend." before we got dressed and disappeared as fast as we could from the sports hall.
Flashback ends

The next day I had my guitar with me when I sneaked along the school corridors of the already very quiet school, to the music room. I had an appointment with my best friend there. I finally wanted to tell him the truth today. About me and everything what happened last weeks. Stacy didn't know either. Nobody knew I was with Felix. „There you are Jinnie!" He said and I grinned „Jisungie!" I said and Jisung looked at me. „And what do you have to say. What is so important that I have to stay longer?" He asked and I smiled slightly. I took my guitar out. „I would like to sing it to you," he nodded. I put one leg on a chair and tuned the guitar a little. Then I started playing and got ready to sing.

I've been hanging out with Stacy
Everybody thinks we're dating
'Cause I spend my weekends hanging at her house
She's a part of the cheer team
Top of her class and she's prom queen
When we study chemistry
She unbuttons her blouse

Jisung raised an eyebrow when I sang the part about she unbuttons her blouse. „She did?" He formed with his lips and I nodded but continued singing. Jisung was listening concentrated.

But I got a secret I must confess
It's not her laugh or the way she'd dress
She's not the reason
I've been thinking 'bout love
Every weekend when we hangout
I lose my cool when he's around

Before I pronounced the He I looked at Jisung with a little anxious because he didn't even know I'm gay. When I suddenly sang >He< Jisung was the one who raised an eyebrow and looked at me questioningly. It was written in his face how confused he was.

And I don't know if this is just a crush
How do I find
The words to tell her?
I'm in love with Stacy's brother

Jisung opened his eyes very wide at the last line of the section. Now he was curious but he understood about which person the song really is. „Felix?!" He said immediately and I just nodded. Played the guitar and then continued singing. Here was a little break until I continued singing.

I'm gonna stay the night at Stacy's
Don't know why my heart's been racin'
'Cause the whole school thinks we're gonna hit first base
She's coming back from her cheer meet
Told me to study for biology
'Cause she wants to show me
How to get an A
But I got a secret I must admit
It's not her lips I want to kiss
She's not the reason for
The bruises 'round my neck

Jisung had to laughing about Stacy's bad pickup-line but when I sang that the hickeys on my neck were from Felix he clapped and laughed even more . „Shit how spicy! Love it." However, I continued to sing with a smile.

Every weekend I'm sneaking out
Through the window of her house
And the truth is
It ain't Stacy I undressed
How do I find
The words to tell her?
I hooked up with Stacy's brother

Jisung couldn't get out of the shocked and surprised stare and open his eyes even more. That it is really possible to open his eyes so wide ... wow. I really had to control myself to not laugh at all. I took a deep breath and calmed down. Sang without my guitar, acapella and actually it was the words directly to Stacy

Stacy, here's the truth
And I don't want to seem rude
You're not the only one on my mind
I wanna be best friends
But I don't want to pretend
The way that I've behaved is a crime
Oh, Stacy, I got to tell ya~
I'm in love with your big brother

When the song was over, I turned the guitar on my back and looked at Jisung. „And...?" I said impatiently. All the time he wanted to say something so bad and now he suddenly remained silent. He stared at me. „I... am surprised. Felix and you?" He asked and I nodded. I sat next to him. „We're even together now," I said. „I've never seen you so happy Hyunjin, I'm so happy for you!" he said and I smiled. Jisung has been my best friend for years now. I heard a noise which I didn't pay attention to at that moment. So I kept talking to Jisung, who asked me how this all happens and I told him that I had been into Felix for a long time, but it all happened when Stacy had to go and meet a the other cheerleader. We talked about gaming and than we talked about our sexuality afterwards we came to
the party. Jisung grinned. „Ah the 7 Minutes in Heaven," he said with a smirk and I nodded with a grin. „Not only that. How uh... well... hihi we had sex afterwards" Jisung almost choked on his own spit and looked at me. „You had.. please what? Omg! Hyunjin, I didn't know you could be like that. I'm proud~" I laughed when he said that and then grinned at him. „I  top him~" I said and Jisung laughed. „Of course..." he said, he didn't believe me but the moment later, he realized from the look in my eyes that I was serious. „Oh my god!" He said laughing again. I also started laughing. I wasn't only the reserved good nerd student everyone thought I would be! I could also be really different and Felix now's it the best. I looked at the clock. „Shit, I have to go!!! I have training!" I said and jumped up. „Well, then go to training. Your boyfriend is probably already waiting for you!" I rolled my eyes slightly, but he was right. Felix was part of the team, captain, he is my boyfriend, but he wouldn't be happy at all when I'm to late.

Time skip ⏭️
Hyunjin POV

When I entered school the next day, I had the feeling of being stared from all sides. And a little later I realized the reason. Felix sent me a message, with a Video and when I pressed on it. I just saw the situation of yesterday with Jisung. How I sing the last part of the song, which was written directly to Stacy, and then a part of my conversation with Jisung. The sound to which I had barely paid attention yesterday now makes sense! It was posted anonymously on read.it. That's something like our personal Facebook only for the students of our school. Jisung came to me. „Jinnie, Did you ..." „I just saw it..." I said quietly. I don't want everyone to know, not like that! I don't want my coming out in that way. I wanted to do it myself, decide for myself! But someone had taken that from me now. Felix... he appeared in my mind. What is he saying about it? I was about to write him when I felt a tap on the back of my shoulder. I turned around. „Felix," I said quietly. „Can we talk..." he asked and I nodded towards the sports field, there was normally nobody at this time. And you could talk well under the open-air stage. I looked at Jisung, nervously. But he was smiling, to give me confidence. „Just go, I'll wait in class. "

I followed Felix. We talked about the video. Felix was less bothered by the fact that it was no longer a secret with us, the only thing that worried him was the reaction of his sister. I explained to him that I write down most of my feelings in diaries and make songs out of them. Which he thought was really cool. I told him that I had to sing the song to Jisung yesterday to at least tell my best friend the truth. I told him that I didnt noticed that someone filmed it. While we were talking about everything, Stacy came around the corner. We both looked at her, she looked back and forth between the two of us. „I think you both own me an explanation..." she said and I just nodded. She came to closer us. I looked at Felix and then back at Stacy. I don't know if I or he should talk, but Felix started to talk in this strange situation. „Sorry Cy, really..." he actually had a good relationship with his sister. „We wanted to tell you, but we didn't know how," Felix said and Stacy looked at me. „Why?" She asked me and I tilted my head. Why what...? She apparently understood. „Why didn't you tell me...! I.. yes, I was interested in you, but I realized really quickly that you had someone else, because of the hickeys. I'm not stupid. I recognized your behavior when you're with me and that it was only in a friendship way... So why didn't you tell me..." she said and I nodded again . Guilty-conscious. Of course she knew that... "And I also suspected that you have something going on with Felix, I know that Felix is not uninterested in Guys. I know his type and I also saw the way he behaved... But why didn't you tell me..." she asked again. I totally understood why she wants to know that! I bit my lip. „Fear," I said quietly. „I really like you, but like a best friend... and I was afraid that you would be angry if you know that I have something going on with your brother," I said honestly and she giggled. „Hyunjin. I like you because you're not like most guys, and I would fell pleased to be your best friend. I'm glad you're happy, Felix is happy too, I never saw both of you so happy. What more should I want?" she said gently and I smiled. „But you have to be more honest in the future if you really want us to be best friends," she said, reached out her arms to me. I hugged her immediately. „Thank you. I promise to be honest! Is that really okay for you?" I whispered. „I'll be fine. I promise!" she said and a little later the three of us stood here cuddling. When we endet up the Group-Hug, I looked at Felix. „Okay, I'll leave you alone again," said Stacy and with a kiss on the cheek of first Felix, then mine, she disappeared towards the school building. I was still looking at Felix. „Ready?" I asked him and reached out my hand. After all, everyone at school knew it now. Felix smiled and then nodded. „Ready whenever you are" and put his hand in mine. We crossed our fingers. Hand in hand we walked to the Schoolbuilding and entered it. The fact that everyone looked at us didn't bother me. We were happy and proud! Even if Im getting now attention that I never wanted, as long as Felix and I were together, nothing and no one could harm me. And I knew that was the first step into a common future to which I was looking forward to. With him, Lee Felix, the man I love.

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Hope you liked the English version of it. Hope it's understandable. My English is not professional. It had to teach it myself. Grammar is not my best talent 😂 not even in my usual language 😂 and writing in two "times" it's just my thing. I always do that, in German to 🥰