I've been coughing so much from this disease...

My lungs feel like they've been ran over...

Stretching a limb to my tongue...

Keeping my words healthy...

...

My heart is like a apple of many dreams...

Today I bit into thorns,

And they sank right into my teeth...

"Wake up!" 

Life doesn't have to be a pit of despair...

When I choose to fly,

I don't think I'll ever come back down...

Cause when the clouds settle, 

There's only a little bit of time before they say goodbye...

...

Every time I speak about you...

It's a hand grabbing my chest...

Pushing me to do better...

Is it God?

Is it my soul?

Is it the demons telling me to give in?

Which is it?

...

Crying on the inside...

Pretending everything is right,

So that my vase doesn't fall off the table...

Even though its on the edge...

...

And many tell me...

"Don't give in to it"

"It's nothing you should be worried about"

My ego is having second thoughts...

So many darts hitting my board...

That I simply can't collect the pain and time...

To relax and unwind...

(Unwind the images)

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Every time I see you,

Gold covers your face...

Something I wish to happen to me...

I want your fruit so bad,

That my pride is killing itself inside of me...

"Where is your humbleness?"

I guess the oceans covered up the murder...

Such a silent dime it is to be patient...

When jealousy covers your eyes.