I've been feeling down...

Like I'm at a retirement home...

"It's too early to give up"

"It's too late to be young"

...

Working on my feet for copper...

Just to feed me and my family...

My eyes turned into a river at night...

Strangers playing pretend...

Thinking they know the blood I shed daily...

Can't see me if the moon don't shine...

Can't feel me if the heart was never born...

Can't smell me unless you bend with me...

Can't taste me unless you twist with me...

Can't touch me unless you're a shadow too...

...

It's been a ride lately,

Cut off a friend that was the teddy bear in my bed...

Stuffed with expired cotton...

I told it...

"I gotta get rid of you now..."

"You've been too kind to me..."

"I don't deserve your presence no more"

"I don't..."

Worried about my friends lately...

Worried about my bird lately...

Worried about my enemies...

Worried about some strangers that I don't even know...

Worried about a leaf falling from a tree...

How sad it must be to be lifeless...

Kind to all,

But souls don't grow on branches...

Unless they're hanging on the edge of the sun...

Burning deaths every day for the sins of others...

A blasphemous sacrifice

...

Can I cry now?

Are my tears worthy to your eyes now?

They may not be pure anymore...

They may not be appealing to you...

You could turn away and close the door...

Another room I dare not to enter...

Because of you...

...

Man, fuck this life...

I want another...

Fuck this sickness,

It's killing my mother...

Fuck this ignorance,

It's killing my brothers...

Wish I could say I have sisters too...

...

Free my mind,

Future free into the sky...

Collide with Haley's Comet...

Say goodbye to this poison you live with...

Future Free into another world full of souls...

Fuck this oblivion...

Fuck this agony...

Fuck this fire...

That always seems to surround me...

Fuck this daydream that I constantly wake up to...

...

Fuck it all!

Future Mindset!

Take me with you...

Let's head for Saturn together...

A promise ring for me and you...

(A promise to hold me and you...)