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Chapter 10: Rage and caged

A/N: Hey everyone! How are you all? Hope you're doing good and if you're not I'm so sorry. I hope everything gets better :) Hope you all love this part. 

         She put her head down on the table in an attempt to block out the noise surrounding her. Referring to it as noise made her feel bad considering it was her family talking but today was an exception. On a normal day she herself would be chit chatting though today was anything but. She knew it the minute she woke up that it was one of those days. When everything feels off and anything would trigger a breakdown. Why? She didn't know but that's the thing about depression. One day everything could be fine and the very next day it's the complete opposite.

       She had been in a sour mood all day, snapping at everyone because unfortunately for her she suffered breakdown in the form of anger. Growing up she always had some temper issues and once the depression hit they intensified turning into something way more exhausting. Feeling a nudge she snapped out of her thoughts. It was her 5 year old sister, Amelia looking at her with her big eyes "What?" she asked through gritted teeth making the little girl pout. "Be nice to your sister" her mother hissed at her. "I am being nice mom" "No you're not. You are being rude and you've been rude the whole day and I will not tolerate this behavior anymore. Not in my house." She let out an exasperated sigh. "Jeez mom calm down. Give me a break. Can't I be in a bad mood for once" "Not when you're going to start disrespecting your family. You aren't even participating in the family discussion. Always on that phone of yours, wasting time and brain" her mom seethed.

         Anger coursed through her veins, clenching her fists she stood up. This is what always happened and she hated that. "I have been very reasonable when anyone else is feeling a bit off and then getting this treatment every single time I want a break pisses me off. You guys never understand or don't even try to understand! All I'm asking for is some peace but noooo I automatically am rude. I've been very calm the whole fucking day despite my mood and this what I hear in the end! Fucking pathetic!" She stormed off to her room, tears pooling her eyes and guilt filling her up. She wiped them away harshly mad at her family, at her mood but mostly at herself. She once again let her anger overpower. She hated when she lost control due to her temper. She hated when she showed her vulnerable side to anyone. Most of all she hated that she had severe anger issues on top of the depression. She went into her bathroom and locked the door, sliding down it. Her hands covered her face as choked sobs escaped her lips. "Why me?" she thought to herself over and over again as she tried to find ways to fix the mess she made. 

A/N: So this one is for all the people who have anger issues. Anger issues are a serious matter and sometimes people tend to overlook it AND blame the person for it. A person who has anger issues don't choose to have them. They don't wan to blow up on people but it's not something that they can control so if someone around you has anger issues lend them a hand so that they can crawl out of the blackhole they're in :)

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