Telling lies to protect someone you love only destroys them in the end.

Y/N:

I walked still thinking about all the things he told me about. I can't stop the tears streaming down my face. Sky was turning dark now as the sun set down matching my gloomy mood. I walked in to my room ignoring the confused and worried glances of Taehyung and others pack members. I went to bathroom directly and opened the shower. I stood there under the cold water replaying all the events from few hours back.

*Few hours back*

"I think it is right time to tell you this" I was scared of what he was going to tell me but I never expected it to be this worse either. "What do you mean?" he took a breath in before looking at me. Something in his look made me slightly worried. "You are not part of this pack" I nodded thinking he is referring to Crescent moon pack.

"I know I am not part of this pack anymore. I am in Crescent moon pack now but-" he shook his head stopping me. "You were born in another pack" he must have seen the confusion in my face. "You are from Red moon pack. You are the daughter of Red moon alpha" I looked at him shocked. Does that mean "Is my dad-" he nodded his head confirming my thoughts. "He was the alpha of red moon pack. He is one of the greatest warriors alive at that time. When rogues attacked your pack, they weren't prepared. They couldn't save their people but he escaped with you"

"You were just three months old when you were bought here. He tried to look for his pack members but we didn't find anyone. Almost all the pack members died in the attack along with your mother" I frowned not understanding his words. My mother is healthy and living in the same pack then how can she die? "Your real mother died in the attack. When you came to this pack, your father tried to look for your mom and brother but he couldn't find them. But we found out they are still looking for you so he married her and tried to erase your existence so that they never find you"

I was beyond shocked now. It doesn't make sense at all. I mean how can he marry someone else and how can they pretend like happy family. Isn't it wrong to do? I had a brother and my real mom. Does that mean I have been living a lie all my life? "Y/n" I looked at him. "You might be confused but let me tell you. your father did everything for you. He was a great leader and father too"

"Why did he marry her then?" I couldn't help but ask him. "She was a popular girl at that time. She fell in love with your dad. She never cared much about the mates. When your mother died, she took care of you. She got close to you and used that as excuse to get your dad" But isn't it wrong to marry someone when you have a mate. "She lied to your father about her mate. She told him her mate died few months before meeting you both. She feels peace when she spends time with you. Your dad pitied her and thought you will have a mother in your life if they get married"

I couldn't think anymore. All the truth is hurting my head. I can't even understand anything anymore. "I know it must be hard for you to accept all this but I wanted you to know the truth" I smiled through my tears. "I need some time alone" I bowed taking my leave and left their house ignoring Namjoon mom.

*Present*

"Y/n, you alright?" I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Taehyung voice outside the bathroom. "I am fine" I yelled through the shower hoping he will hear. I sighed looking at my now wet clothes. I was too occupied with my thoughts I forgot to take out my clothes too. I got out of the shower and took the bathrobe. I walked out of the bathroom after making sure Taehyung left the room. I walked to closet and got a simple dress out.

I need to clear everything out. The only way to make it happen is meeting my mom. I have a lot of questions to ask her. but I know she will not answer me so I have to get my facts from alpha himself. I changed and brushed my hair lightly before going down. "Where are you going?" Taehyung asked me confused when he saw me all ready. I took the car keys from Yoongi oppa in case I need them. "I am going out. I will tell you the details later" I yelled to them running out the front door.

I walked back the same path I came from an hour back. The door was opened so I walked in side the house and saw alpha sitting in the living room. "I know you would be back" he said when he saw me. "You came earlier than I thought you will come though" he gestured for me to sit on the sofa. "So why are you here?" I sat on the sofa in front of him playing with my hands. "I need to know everything"

"What do you want to know?" he asked me like he know what I will ask. He might know already. "Why did he marry her? didn't he love my real mom?" it felt odd saying that but I couldn't call her anything else. "He did love her more than you can understand. Soulmates or not, they were perfect for each other. His main focus was your future at that time"

"Then what about their relation? You know the one who raised me" I trailed off not knowing how to continue that comment. "Your father supported her a lot. But as far as I know they never had a romantic relation. He made it clear before marrying her but she thought he will change which he never did" I sat there sinking all the information in. So my mom doesn't hate me all the time. She might have hated me when she couldn't get my dad to love her. well to be clear she is not my mom either. My real mom died and I had a brother too who might be alive somewhere.

"You told me I had a brother too" he nodded her head. "You do. When the attack happened, your mother left with your brother. She couldn't get you as you were in your house not in pack house. Your dad ordered his beta to get you out of the house. I am not sure what happened to them after that" little hope lit in my heart. "Does that mean they could be alive?" he shrugged his shoulders. "I am not sure. We searched almost everywhere but we couldn't find them"

"Also, I wanted to apologize behalf of everything. I never knew you were being bullied. If I know I would have done something. I failed as alpha in taking care of my pack members." I shook my head disagreeing with him. "It wasn't your fault. I never told you because I didn't want to bother you" I told him. "I wanted to apologize behalf of Namjoon. I know you won't believe me but he did change after you left. I can't ask you to forget everything but just forgive him" I hummed not knowing what to say anymore. I still didn't thought about my situation with Namjoon so it makes me uncomfortable. 

"You told me the pack was next to this pack, right?" he nodded his head. "It's the abandoned land on the south side which you mentioned in the meeting" so the same place I stayed as rogue is the place, I was actually born in. It's a lot to take in, I guess. I never thought something like this will happen.

I left the place saying the same thing I told him previously. I think he understood I need time to sink these thoughts. He didn't ask me anything and told me to take as much time as I need. But I can see how he was worried about my reaction after that. My thoughts drifted to mom and I can't even call her mom without thinking about all these now. But I can't ignore the fact she has been the mother figure in my life either. I walked to the near woods and shifted in to my wolf. I think I need a run to clear my mind.

I ran for about half an hour before stopping at the abandoned area. Guards didn't bother stopping knowing who I am. Namjoon already informed about the security and they seem to be doing better job at it. It felt weird be here now after what I learned in past few hours. I don't know if I should be happy to find out I have brother and a caring mom or be sad that I don't even know if they are alive or not. I sat there watching the sun set completely lost in thoughts. I glanced at my phone and saw its almost dinner time. Taehyung and others will kill me if I stay out for one more night. I dusted myself off before changing into some clothes which were placed in the tree hole.

I walked in to the pack house tired. The first thing I notice is a pillow which smacked me on the face. I groaned from the pain and looked up to see who did it. "It's not me" Chayeon yelled scared making others laugh at her. Before I can reply her, she was smacked by another pillow. "Jimin" she screamed before hitting him with another pillow. I looked down and saw multiple pillows and some feathers laying on the ground.

"What is happening here?" I asked Yoongi oppa when I got in to the living room. "They are being idiots as usual" he scowled looking at them. "That's what you get for hitting me" Jimin said to Chayeon jumping the couch and running in to the dining hall. "She seems happy now" I looked at Yoongi oppa and saw him looking at Chayeon. "You noticed too?" he looked at me like I am crazy. "Of course, I did. It's so obvious"

"I know something is bothering you too" I looked at him surprised. "I may not say it but I care a lot about you. more than you think. So, tell me who is bothering you and I will kill them" I laughed at his cute scary face. "There is the smile I want to see" he ruffled my hair making me smile. I wonder how my brother would have been if he was alive. Would he be like Yoongi oppa or Jin oppa?

"Y/n, help me?" Chayeon said snapping me out of my thoughts. "No, she is on my team" Jimin pulled me making me hit his chest. "No, my team" Chayeon pulled me again.

"No, she is in my team"

"She like me"

"She like me more"

I groaned getting dizzy from all the movement. "Sorry guys, she is in my team" Taehyung said taking me away from them. "But" he took me out of the living room before they could finish talking. "Thanks" I said when we were out. "They are getting scarier" he said pouting. "I feel sad for their mates" he smiled. "They will probably end up cleaning all the mess these two creates"

"It will be hard for Jimin if she leaves the pack when she finds her mate" I frowned realizing the fact now. Her mate is Jungkook so that means she have to shift to the shadow pack. We didn't have to go through this till now cause Taehyung and Areum were mates. Areum was part of his pack and Chorong had no one so it never was a problem. But Chayeon had to leave all of us and shift to this pack. The thought of her leaving the pack made me sad.

"Y/n" I looked at Taehyung and realized he is still talking. I smiled listening to his rants. Even though he is an alpha he acts like a kid sometimes. I smiled unknowingly cuddling him while he was talking about how they were playing and embarrassed him in front of the shadow pack. "Y/n" I got up and looked at the person. "Sorry to disturb you but someone came to meet you"

I frowned at Namjoon voice. He sounded so sarcastic and was glaring at Taehyung. "I think you should talk" I waited curiously wondering who would be here to see me at this hour. "Hey Y/n" I stood shocked when I saw the person I least expect to be here.

AUTHOR NOTE:

Hello guys... How are you doing? First of all i want to thank you all for reading and voting on this book. Your support mean a lot to me. I feel happy whenever I read your comments. Keep supporting me and I love you all. 

Also who do you think is the person that came and her brother?

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