You are too far my hands to hold you, but too near for my heart to love you.

Y/N:

I smiled looking at the pictures one by one. I am not a fan of pictures but Areum and Chorong always forced me to take the pictures. Looking at these pictures making me miss Areum more. "You should get ready too" I looked at the door and saw Taehyung leaning on the door frame crossing his arms over his chest. "You should do the same" I concentrated on sorting the pictures again. "Are you gonna take this with you?" he asked pointing to the pictures.

"I am planning to take some photos" he looked at the photos smiling. "This one look cute" I looked at the photo and groaned. It was taken by Areum when we were swimming. Taehyung and Jimin dunk me in the water and when I came out, I was grasping for air. Then Areum took the picture and I looked like someone squeezed my face. They framed it and gifted me on my birthday. "I hate that picture" he chuckled placing it in the bag I was packing.

"This seem new" he said pointing to the weapons. I have been working on them for few days. I asked Yoongi oppa to help me create these. "I prepared some of these last month. I thought this will be helpful for us" I explained to him while taking some clothes out from the closet. "Are you sure about this?" I know he is referring to Namjoon and the pack. "I honestly don't know" I sighed placing the clothes on the bed.

He pulled my hand making me sit on the bed. "I am scared how the things will be. I have lot of thoughts like what if he moved on? what if they still hate me?" he listened to all my rambling patiently. "I am just worried" he stroked my hair gently. "You will be fine. I will always be there by your side" somehow his words set me more on the edge. I have a feeling this trip will bring a lot of changes in my life.

"Get changed and come downstairs. Everyone must be waiting" I nodded and he left the room to get ready. I took a shower and changed in to black jeans and a white shirt. I pulled my hair in to pony tail and applied lip gloss. I was trying to make myself presentable cause I don't want to look weak or vulnerable in front of them. It didn't hit me till now but I am gonna meet mom too. I wonder whether she cared about me enough to search or just gave up.

I walked downstairs with my bags and saw others there. We are taking three cars. Jimin, Yoongi oppa and Chorong were in Taehyung car. Chayeon decided to ride with me in my car. Others were coming in one car. They decided to give me some space knowing I will be needing it. I smiled lightly touching the hood of my car. This car was gifted by Areum on my first birthday here. It is a black Ferrari with flames graffiti on the side. She made the graffiti saying it suit my personality.

I glanced back from the rear view and saw others leaving before me. "Are you sure about this?" I know Chayeon and others are worried about me but I took the decision and I won't change it. "Yeah, don't worry about me" she just sighed looking out of the window not agreeing with me.

Jungkook:

"Namjoon hyung, I made all the arrangements for Crescent moon pack members. They will be here in few minutes" I said referring to all the things. He informed me about their arrival and I prepared perfectly so that they won't have any problem. "Their alpha contacted me saying he stared from his pack" Namjoon hyung has been different from the day y/n's kidnap. He is always sad. He made a worst mistake by rejecting her.

I would have never done that even if it is her. Mates are supposed to love each other. I would never do that to my mate. I have been waiting for my mate from last three years. I am afraid I won't meet her in my life. I was disappointed in him. His parents didn't talk to him for few days. Since the day we all have been changed. I guess we realized our mistake. "K, send Jaxon and Drew to welcome them" I mind linked both of them before leaving.

Namjoon hyung became Alpha on his eighteenth birthday. His father decided he is capable of taking care of the pack. I always felt proud to say he is my alpha. He is the best leader so far, I have met. Few weeks back rouges attacked us. We lost lot of members along with my father. I have become more responsible from the day of his death. We have been training more but it wasn't enough. We heard about the rouges attack on Crescent moon pack. We heard their Alpha is strong. They have been working hard and now they are one of the strongest packs in the world. It's a good thing they agreed to help us.

"they are here" Jaxon mind linked me.

I informed Namjoon hyung and we were waiting for them in front of pack house with our few pack members. Two cars pulled in to the pack ground. A girl and three boys came out of first car. I recognized one of them as the beta of crescent moon pack. I saw him in a party in the neighbor pack last year. In other car few boys with girl came.

"Welcome to the Shadow pack. I am Kim Namjoon alpha of the pack and this is Jeon Jungkook, my beta" hyung introduced both of us. "Thank you. This is Yoongi, Beta of the Crescent moon pack and his mate Chorong. This is our third in command Jimin and our warriors Jason, Andrew, Dylan and his mate Lily" everyone seemed to be young around our age. They all shook hands with us with a fake smile. They sure don't like us.

"May I know your name Alpha?" I asked politely. "I am Kim Taehyung" he said calmly but I can see his hands clenched in fists. What is their problem? I looked at Jimin dude and saw him glaring at us. "Where are they?" Yoongi asked Jimin making him frown. "I will call Chayeon" he typed something on the phone probably calling her. "they are here" I turned to my left when I heard the car sound. That's when I smelled an amazing scent of chocolate. MATE my wolf screamed.

Finally, I met her. I turned around to see a girl who must be my mate. Her brown eyes has a spark and her hair flowed in the wind. She is wearing blue jeans with long sleeves white top. She is beautiful. Her eyes locked with me before she looked away. I think she is shy. I grinned knowing I am going to enjoy their stay here.

I looked at her right and saw a girl who looked similar. Her eyes and the face. wait isn't it Y/n? "Meet my pack members. This is Chayeon and this is Y/n. she will be the in charge of training your pack" Y/n is the warrior for their pack?

Namjoon:

My head snapped towards her when I heard her name. Y/n... she changed a lot. Her black hair is now brown and her hair grow longer. She looks taller and better. Not that she wasn't good back then but she became more mature now. Everyone was shocked around us from our pack got shocked. I felt happy for the first time after she got kidnapped.

"Took you long enough?" Taehyung said making her roll her eyes. "Not my fault you guys were fast" he chuckled ruffling her hair to which she smiled in a loving way. I growled without knowing. Everyone attention was on her. She turned to us. Her face didn't show any emotion. "It's good to see you again. You already met my pack members" all along she was in our neighbor pack and we didn't find her. She was just an hour away from us and I couldn't find her for two years. She became warrior for their pack. but how? "Your rooms are ready. Jungkook, show them their rooms" Jungkook nodded soon they followed him.

Y/N:

I told Taehyung to go first. No one knows I am the part of their pack. Only our and Jiyong know about it. I never attended any parties or ceremonies outside the pack. I stayed at the border for about five minutes remembering all the memories. It feels both good and bad to come back.

I put the key in ignition and drove. Taehyung was introducing them to Namjoon and Jungkook. Namjoon... he looked more tanned and well-built with muscles. I am proud of my mate's appearance but I know I can't be with him. I hopped out and took the bags before going to them. "Took you long enough?" Taehyung said teasingly trying to lighten the mood. I know he won't leave me alone as he promised. "Not my fault you guys were fast" he chuckled ruffling my hair making me smile. I heard a growl. I turned to look at Namjoon making sure to not show any emotion. "It's good to see you again. You already met my pack members"

I did my best to hide my emotion. It is too difficult than I thought it will be especially Namjoon being this near to me making my wolf crazy. "Your rooms are ready. Jungkook, show them their rooms" Jungkook nodded soon we followed him inside the pack house. Memories were flooding in my mind. This is where I was kidnapped two years ago. All the people they are the one's bullied me and called me names. Chayeon locked her hand with mine and squeezed it.

"Y/n! Is that you?" I saw familiar pair of brown eyes just like Namjoon's. "Luna, it's so good to see you" I didn't realize how much I missed her till now. She was one of nice people to me. She pulled me in to her embrace. It felt so nice. "Hello Alpha" I gave Namjoon father a warm smile. "I am not anymore instead I should start calling you with respect" we chuckled at his words. "Come here you are all grown up now" I gave him a hug.

"Y/n, Taehyung..." Jungkook cleared his throat when he saw Taehyung expression. "I am sorry alpha we only prepared six rooms for you. We will prepare your rooms in two days" Jungkook gave us an apologetic smile. "It's ok Jungkook" I looked at my pack members "Dylan and Lily will share room so does Yoongi oppa and Chorong. Jason and Andrew share the room. I will stay with Taehyung and you two can have your rooms" I heard a growl at the mention of Taehyung and I know it was Namjoon. Too bad it's late to realize.

"Thanks Y/n" she gave me a hug before dashing out of hallway. Well that was weird. "I think we should go and fresh up too" Taehyung suggested sensing the tension in the air. "Get ready and come down. We are having a pack meeting to inform your arrival" I gave them a brief nod before leaving the hallway.

*time skip*

"Good you are here. Come have some food" Namjoon mother prepared a huge feast and all the pack members were there too. I saw Taehyung, Yoongi oppa and jimin at the table and Namjoon and Jungkook were at the other end. She prepared a plate for me. I went to sit with Taehyung and others. "PARK JIMIN. I AM GOING TO KILL YOU" I think whole town heard her. At least everyone in the pack house did. Taehyung gave me a confused look just like others except Jimin wondering what he did this time. He was smiling like idiot.

Chayeon stormed from upstairs fuming. She was holding a shirt to be specific purple shirt. Oh no... it is her favorite one. You may think it is childish but she possessive about it. Once her cousin came to visit us. Chayeon was close to her. One day she asked her borrow few clothes since she didn't bought any. Chayeon agreed and told her to take anything she likes. She took this shirt and wore it. Chayeon gone all karate on her and kicked her out which was scary.

"What happened Chayeon?" our mouths were wide open at Jimin's innocent question. "What happened? You did this" her shirt was ripped and few drawings were on it" he showed it to us grinning "that's what you get for last night. Tit for tat baby" he said winking at her. She was shaking with anger this time. "You are dead now" Jimin dashed away from house into forest Chayeon on the tail. "Who do you think going to win this time?" Dylan asked making his way to us along his mate Lily.

"Sad to say but definitely Jimin" its true Chayeon is never good when she is angry whereas Jimin know how to use everything against others. That's why he is third command and one of the best fighters in the world. Everyone agreed with me. That's when we realized we have company. Shadow pack was staring at us even Jungkook and Namjoon.

After a few minutes I mind linked both of them to come since we have a pack meeting. Right now, we are all gathered in meeting area in front of pack house the same one where I was kidnapped. I shook my head to get those thoughts away. Namjoon and Jungkook were on the stage with me. My pack members were here too. "We are here today to welcome Crescent moon pack" Namjoon gave Taehyung a nod as signal to take the lead. "Nice see you all. I am Kim Taehyung, Alpha of the Crescent moon pack" 

"This is my beta Yoongi oppa and his mate Chorong, Third in command Jimin. They are our warrior's Y/N, Chayeon, Jason, Andrew and Dylan and his mate Lily. Your alpha asked my pack to help you with rouges attack. You will train according to us. You need to respect my pack members and do what they say. Thank you"

After few briefings everyone was interacting with each other where my pack was sitting with me. They don't like this pack very much, I guess. I stayed with them knowing they are not feeling comfortable with others. "Y/n..." I heard familiar voice shout. I missed this voice so much. "Minah, I missed you so much" I gave her a hug. She looks different. Her brown hair is longer now. She looks more beautiful. "Babe, tell me before you leave" I saw Hoseok behind her. Wait Hoseok?

"Y/n. Meet my mate Hoseok" I was surprised but happy for her. "I am sorry for everything Y/n" Hoseok said scratching the back of his neck. I smiled looking at him. I never blamed him for what happened. "It's all forgotten Hoseok. Meet my friends" they all gave introductions and started talking. "Can we join you?" Jungkook and Namjoon came to us. "Sure" I gave them fake smile. Whatever I say I am not comfortable with staying near to Namjoon. We all sat on the rocks in the front area. "So how is the life?" Namjoon asked me as everyone was listening curiously. "Never been better" that was true. I never thought I will be this much happy with everyone I love. I guess Namjoon wasn't pleased with my answer cause he frowned. "Hey let's play a game. I am bored" Yoongi oppa might have noticed the tension between us. I smiled "well let's play then"

Night passed playing games and knowing each other. I realized a lot has changed in the pack. Jungkook parents were killed in the rouge attack. He became the beta and Namjoon took the Alpha position. I expected this but I didn't expect Jungkook parent's death. I felt sad for him even after he did everything to me. Let's hope I will learn to forgive them soon.

AUTHOR NOTE:

Hi guys...New chapter. From now on wards Namjoon and other BTS members will be involved in the story frequently.

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