i wouldn't call it depression
but life is starting to get that
bleak feeling again
the one where i feel
out of control of my own actions
and the world is suddenly
conspiring against me
and i have nothing left but
empty words and empty promises
and the sentence that is home
looming over my shoulders
i am nothing but
empty words and empty promises
i swear to god i was never born
to be such a fucking liar