Grizelda

Nakabalik na ako kung saan ako galing kanina ngunit nakita ko na paalis na ang iba, napansin ko na tinitignan ako ng ibang guards kaya mabilis ako pumila kung saan papunta ang iba. I think nakakahalata na ang ibang guards saakin. Medyo may kaba na akong nararamdaman dahil baka ay napansin nila ako, mahirap na. Wala akong laban sa mundong ito.

"Where have you been?" Nagulat at mas lalo akong kinabahan nang biglang may nagsalita sa tabi ko. Damn this man!

Tinignan ko siya ng masama.

"You are nervous. Saan ka nanggaling?" Tanong nito. Ngayon ay talagang napapaghalataan na niya ako na may hindi ako magandang ginawa.

But hey, wala akong ginawang masama. I just.... explore.

"I need to pee earlier. Hinanap ko ang restroom and that's all!" Tinarayan ko siya. Ngunit sa tingin niya saakin ay hindi siya naniniwala. Pero wala naman na siyang sinabi. Nagulat ako nang bigla niyang hawakan ang braso ko at hinila. "What are you doing? I can walk by myself! No need to drag me." Sabi ko at piniglas ang braso sa kamay niya. Tsk. He is a man and I'm a woman but my strength are like a man.

"That's not your lane." He said. Pumila kami sa isang pila kanina na papasok na ngayon sa isang room. "This lane are the one who received a ring." He added.

Tinignan ko ang mga kasama namin. Hindi naman ganun kadami, mabibilang lang kaming narito. Naaalala ko ang narinig ko kanina bago ko libutin ang palasyong ito. The man said, those who received a ring has a great power that can save this world, the ring chose you. And we need to train at i-don't-remember-what-academy. Shit. I don't have time for this. I don't need to be trained because i'm not fcking saving this fcked up world.

Napansin ko na nasa isang aisle kami ng palasyong ito na punong puno ng mga pictures and frames sa wall. Tss. Why castles have so much pictures on the wall?

Tinignan ko ang unang nadaanan naming frame. I don't know if it's a real picture or a painting. It's look like a castle. Halata ang pagkaluma ng litrato na ito. Nabasa ko ang nasa ibaba.

Silver Ring Academy

Napatingin muli ako sa litrato. Kaya pala mayroon parang logo. This is the academy that they're talking about. This looks like a home than an Academy. Well, this is a magical world..

Napatingin naman ako sa katabi nito. It is a symbols. I don't understand it, ngayon lang ako nakakita ng ganito. There are five different symbols.

"The Five Senses." Basa ko sa nakasulat sa ibaba. Napakunot ang noo ko.

"It's mysterious. All of the pictures inside this aisle have a secret details, they will show you if they want to. Even us, halos bilang lang ang nakakaalam sa mga detalye ng pictures na mga 'yan. Ni hindi nga namin alam kung ang ang ibang larawan pa ba dito ay totoong mag eexist." Sabi ng katabi ko

Pagkatapos ng narinig ko ay inalis ko na ang tingin ko sa mga symbols na yun at naglakad na uli upang tignan ang ibang larawan. Maybe i will find something here...

Napatingin naman ako sa isang malaking litrato na pamilya. May kasama itong batang lalaki. Napakunot ang noo ko at tinignan mabuti ang larawan.

"They are the Queen and King and their son, Blayze."

Hind nga ako nagkamali, yung lalaki kanina na nakasalubong ko ay ang hari. Bigla akong kinabahan. Nakita ako ng hari kung saan hindi dapat pwedeng pumasok. Im sure for now he is suspicious. Sa litrato ay mararamdaman mo nga ang madilim na aura ng hari at sa reyna ay napaka anghel ng mukha. I don't know i feel that i know them. Lalapitan ko pa sana ang litrato ngunit nahagip ng mata ko ang litrato ng espada na nakita ko lang kanina.

Mabilis ko itong nilapitan. This is the sword! Kung ano ang nakita ko kanina ay ganoon din ang nakikita ko sa litrato. Binasa ko ang nakalagay sa baba.

The Aetherius Sword

Pagkabasa ko sa isip ko ng pangalan ay nagulat ako nang biglang may dahan dahan na nag show off na mga letters. Ilang saglit lang ay nababasa na ang nakasulat.

A sword that is made for the savior.

For the savior? I don't want to say what I'm thinking. Damn this. Why i have this kind of feeling that i can't explained? Habang malalim ang nasa isip ko ay nahagip naman ng isang mata ko ang isang litrato.

By now, i am sure that it is a painting... A woman, with an armor and holding the aetherius sword. Hindi ko maalis ang tingin sakanya. Who is she? Is this a real picture? A real woman?

"That painting... I am not sure if it's true... She is the one who is holding a really powerful magic that can balance the light and the dark. She is not a good or bad either. We don't know her. But they say that she exist and we just waiting for her to comeback and save all of us." Muli ulit nagsalita ang nasa tabi ko. Nakatingin padin ako sa litrato, is she the one who owns the aetherius sword? The savior? But if the aetherius sword exist, for sure that this woman are existing too.

"The Twilight Goddess."
Sabay ng pagbasa ko sa isip ko ng nasa ibaba ay sabay din ang pagbanggit ni Killian sa nakasulat. Hindi maalis ang tingin ko sa litrato. Why am i curious all of sudden? Damn it.

"Let's go." Nabalik nalang ako nang magsalita muli si killian. Napatingin ako sakanya.

"Where are we going?" Tanong ko sakanya.

"We're not going anywhere for now. They just need you all first to understand and know about what you will become and what place you are going." Killian explained to me.

I rolled my eyes. "Oh we will become a hero and save this fcked up world. Not interested." I said.

"That's easy for you to say when you didn't experienced the fun and the love in this world. Don't worry, I understand you and i understand that you don't care about our world. But let me tell you this..." Napatingin ako sakanya, didn't expect na biglang seseryoso ang pagsalita niya at masyado niyang dinamdam ang sinabi ko. Tumingin siya saakin ng seryoso. "This world are made to help the others to find the happiness they deserved. But first, before you feel that happiness you must first need to feel the hard work, pain, and the point that you want to give up before you find what you are seeking. It's not easy, you need to do fight first before you find that happiness. And saving people and saving the world is the part of it." He seriously said.

"Everyone here is trying to save each other, they help each other. That's the kind of people here. So you need to stop being selfish." He said while looking directly in my eyes.

Napatawa ako ng mahina sa narinig. Pero hindi ako nagpatalo. Tinignan ko din siya ng seryoso sa mga mata niya. "First, i don't seek happiness. I just want to know who am i and what kind of parents i have. And that's it. I don't seek for the perfect family, to be fit to them, to feel their love. And if i didn't find anything? It's fine because i really don't care. Second, why would i fcking help or fcking save other people when i couldn't do it to myself? Because, damn! I am freaking alone since i was a child! There are some mysteries and secrets that is hiding from me but i can't find it! Kasi wala! Walang mga tao na nasa tabi ko, walang handang tumulong saakin, so why would i fcking help others? I was alone for years. Yes i am selfish! Because there is no one stay beside me except myself!" I can feel the anger inside me. This is the first time that i open my feelings to other. Seryoso padin siyang nakatingin saakin at walang reaksyon. "And if i save other people, who will fcking save me?"

The last words that i've said before walking out. I feel like my tears are gonna fall. This so freaking argh! This is not so me. My mind are going crazy.

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Hi! I knowww that this is really a short update. But i tried ok huuu :(( DONT WORRY Loves, i will try my veryy bestt to update na every week or what basta di na aabot ng ilang months :< But im not promising ha? kasi i really have so much to do when we come back at school by january huuhu we have so many thesis crii.

But i justreally want to wish you all a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAAAAAS, HAPPY HOLIDAAAAYS, AND HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCEEE!!! I love you all, and Thank you so muchhh

P.S,,, i hope u didn't forget or hate me because i've been gone for monthss :< Huu