• Lucy •

             { F L A S H ♡ B A C K }

"Papa!" "Papa!"

"Yes lucy?" He sighed.

"Will you have dinner with me and momma tonight?" I made sure to use my biggest smile.

Papa was currently stacking his papers and scribbling some words down on folders. He didn't turn to face me when he replied.

"Not tonight lucy. I have plans with camilla and luke." My smile fell from my lips just as the dull ache from his words hit me.

"Papa..you never spend time with me and momma anymore...only when we have important visitors."

He groaned and slammed his hands on the desk and glared down at me. "Lucy. Me and you're mother are no longer together, That means We will do no such thing that requires of us both being alone..and not business related. Now good day."

I complied with my papa's wishes and left him alone, Why am I surprised.

He had denied me everytime I came to ask him.

Momma has been sick with a fever lately and she always says she tired because she don't get much sleep so she never has the energy to play with me.

I went to the garden My safe place. I recognized a little blonde boy sitting near the pond.

"Sting!" I smiled at him he jumped and looked at me.

His eyes were my favorite thing, they gave me hope. Only because they reminded me of the clear blue skies on a good day!

"Oh hello, Lucy.."

   { F L A S H ♡ B A C K ♤ E N D }

I gasped as I opened my eyes and tried to calm myself down. Sting... I heard his voice. He was here. I'm not safe. I started to hyperventilate.

The panic and fear of him coming back has me blinded I didn't realize I was in tears or shaking.

I felt someone come and pull me into a hug, I wanted to shake them off but they are warm and reminded me of natsu.

My hearing has come back and the ringing noise had finally toned down. My body has stopped trembling.

Luke was rocking us back and forth whispering calming words.

"I-Im okay..." he pulled away from me and looked me in the eyes, It looks like he was concerned.

"What's happened, queen."

For a moment I almost wanted to keep quiet. I swallowed before I spoke.

"Do you really wanna know..?" I asked him that because I want to know for sure if he really wants to hear about this.

He stared at me for a moment long and rolled his eyes. "I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want to know, silly."

I love how he was trying to lighten the mood but my heart was heavy.

"It was dream about my past, another part of the reason why I'm even here." I took a deep breath.

"I was in my fathers study, trying to see if he would have dinner with me and my mother like the old days, He rejected me, Its like I can still feel the pain from his words. Heh, My father has never really been all that kind but I was used to it. I dont know he said somthing to me that made our situation so much more real..." I looked at luke with a tired smile.

He looked back at me with a pained smile and I was taken by surprise, There was somthing familiar about him.

"b-but..I then went out to the garden and there was this boy...he used to be the light to my world. He was my anchor, He could make me forget about all the bad days with just a bat of his eyelash. I thought I was the same for him. In a way maybe I used to be...I never wanted to see that boy cry, I wish the same could be said about him for me but that's all he ever did to me when we finished high school. He made me cry...alot." The memories are all playing in my head, All the good and bad ones.

I hate you sting.
You did this to me.
I promise you, when I'm done in here there will be hell to pay.

"He sounds like an asshole."

I laughed at his response and replied "Which one?"

"Both. Jeezus You're old man must be pretty lonely now that you're not there to talk his ear off."

I raised my eyebrow at him "I highly doubt that, I'm sure he's seeking love in another women's arms as we speak. Actually...Now that I think about it I havent had contact with my mom in a long while. I should really see about writing letters here, Theres a couple people on the outside I would really love to hear from again." I had a small smile on my face I didnt really realize it until luke called me out on it.

"Oooohhh I see that smile! You must got a boyfriend on the outside, don't cha?" He wiggled his eyebrows at me and I looked away a blush rising on my cheeks.

Damn I hate it when this happens.
I know natsu says otherwise.

I really miss them, I miss my mom too. I just hope I can get better here.

"There is this one guy...He has been a great help ever since I came here to magnolia. He was very kind except the first night we met, It was like his eyes glowed in the dark."

I smiled at the memory, at that moment luke walked back over to his bed and made himself comfortable.

I chose to keep talking only because I knew he was still listening " that night was a rough one. It's crazy because it wasn't that long ago but it feels like I have been here forever..I feel like this is a place I can actually call my home"

Luke yawned as he talked "maybe You lived here in you're past life."

It was clear he was about to fall back asleep but I was just reeling because...That's a really good thought.

It would make so much more sense.

Huh...My past life...

Interesting...

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