TWS; mentions of hospital//icu//angry joel (just being obsessed with etho like usual smh)

{Scotts pov}

hours later i woke up to just beeping.
a pressure on my hand.
my head rested back on the pillows. 
my eyes opened. 
revealing the overly bright room.
but it wasnt a normal hospital room this time
it.. it was the ICU?
(Intensive Care Unit)
i knew this place all too well..
and looked to my side to where i saw my mother

"..scott.. i-.. uhm.. sigh how do you feel..?" she asked and wiped her eyes gently, continuing to rub her thumb over the back of my hand
"..fine.? i- i think..?" i mumbled, i didnt know how i felt, i was confused, and scared. the beeping was overstimulating and i could barely take it

"what do you mean you think? whats wrong hon?" she asked with a subtle frown
"..i- i dont know.." i mumbled, unknowing of what to do or feel

"okay, okay, here how about we do it like this, are you nauseous?" she asked, deciding to break it down in a much less overstimulating way
"..no.." i mumbled

"okay, does your stomach hurt?" she asked, still breaking it down

"..kinda but not bad.." i mumbled back

"okay, headache?" she mumbled

"..kinda.." i muttered back

"okay, is there anything else i should ask or is that all? just a yes or no" she mumbled quietly

"..no.." i replied

"okay, why dont you lie back down, do you wanna see your siblings or do you need to wait a bit?"
"..i-.. i wanna wake up a bit more first.." i mumbled softly

"okay, thats fine, do you wanna be alone or do you want me to stay with you hon?"
"..i wanna be alone right now.." i responded faintly and laid back down with her assistance

"okay, just get some rest and feel better hon" she kissed the top of my head gently and ruffled my hair
"..love you.." i mumbled and let myself close my eyes

"..i love you too hon.." she stroked a part of my wing gently before sighing and walking out

{Xornoths POV}

"mom, is he alright? is he awake? can- can he speak is he sta-" i spoke quickly in a panic

"calm down, hes awake and hes stable, we had a conversation and he wants to rest for a little bit okay?" she explained gently and i sighed and nodded, feeling a bit more relaxed
"..so.. hes alright?" shelby chimed in, lauren currently sleeping against her chest
"yes hes alright, he just decided he wanted to be alone for a little bit" she smiled softly
"..i swear hes the smartest idiot ive ever met.." joel muttered and crossed his legs
"thats honestly a really good description of him-" i chuckled fondly
"ehhh, your not far off- you find joey cute and hes eugh-" shelby chuckled

"hey rude! hes not just cute hes hot~" i smirked

"exactly my point" shelby rolled her eyes softly
"you two realize your arguing about this in a hospital waiting room right-" owen chimed in and poked his head around the corner where hed been buying snacks
"like we'd give a shit-" i shrugged
"for once i agree with him" shelby spoke and shrugged
"i feel like i should stay out of this-" joel spoke softly
"well if your staying out of this go call your girlfriend or somethin cause i will go off on this bitch" shelby challenged
"is this a challenge?" i spoke confidently
"do you want it to be?" shelby smirked back
"yeahhh.. im gonna go call lizzie or etho.." joel stood up and backed into a corner
"im telling gem" shelby chuckled
"BUT SHES THE ONE WHOSE OBSESSED! AND ETHO IS OBSESSED WITH ME" joel argued
"nahhh you seem pretty obsessed with him" i spoke back just to tease him
"i hate you." joel muttered
"oh! great we can finally agree on something!" i spoke and joel just rolled his eyes

{scotts pov} 

after awhile i woke up and texted my mom it was okay for people to come in now.

Scott <3Hey Mama <3, im a bitmore awake than i wasnow, its okay if you sendsome of the others in! 

Mama<3
okay dear! anyone in
particular you wanna 
see first?

scott <3no not really, anyone is fine! 

mama<3
okay dear, ill send in 
your siblings first <3

scott<3kk!

soon, xornoth came in carrying lauren, who was asleep and cuddled into his arms
owen came in soon after and knocked on the wall gently, my head perked up at the sound

"heyyy-" i smiled softly and sat up gently
"hey- how ya feelin" owen smiled softly
"better- still kinda have a headache though-" i muttered
"thats expected, less tired now though?" xornoth smiled softly aswell
"yeah- the few hours of extra sleep helped-" i chuckled 
"god you are a walking chaotic piece of flesh" owen joked
"that is hilarious and absolutely disgusting at the same time" i chuckled 
"agreed-" xornoth chimed in

we all joked around for a bit, lauren woke up eventually and we all played a card game for fun to pass time.

seconds turned into minutes.

minutes turned into hours.

and those hours.

turned into 3 days.

3 more days continuously being monitored.

staying in the ICU. 

getting treatment and tests.

until a few days later..

i was discharged.

and went home for the first time in what felt like ever.

i still didnt feel 100%.

but i was better.

better enough that they let me go.

and that was good enough for me.

good enough for me to feel good about myself.

good enough to have hope of recovery.

good enough to hope that never happened again.

good enough to start drawing again.

painting.

animating.

anything and everything i used to.

just came right back to me.

i spent days in bed, just doodling and sketching

trying to think about everything that happened and why.

but i couldnt put my finger on it

and eventually let it go.

i was just happy to be home..

Hi yall!
im alive now! yippie :D
i find random passion for writing when im alone in hotel rooms- idk why lol
im sorry for making yall wait two months but i HOPE that i can get myself to do 
this alot more often now :D

have an amazing day//night
eat
drink some water
breathe
i dunno do human things
take care of yourself <3
-Leo