Little bit of angst to break up all the fluff for dramatic effect >:D

Tw(S): implied panic attack, partial mentions of illness, slight mentions of hospitals

{Scott's POV}

"HAH! one more win for me~" i cheered 
"HOWWWW?!" joel complained
"i mean- you have metal on your bones and you still beat us!" he scoffed
"okay joel calm down he is our team captain for a reason" shelby laughed
joel went back and fourth trying to convince me and shelby how he shouldve won- though that entire day ide felt off? though i couldnt put my finger on it. i didnt let that stop me from practice.. which probably wasnt a good idea as while he was fighting with us i began to feel dizzy. 
"fine!! but i declare a rematch effective immediately!!!" joel complained, i had to think fast
"yeah no.. i think ill stay out of this" i backed out and sat on a bench watching the two for a minute before the random splurge of dizziness increased.
I closed my eyes which did not help- it just made me feel like everything was spinning 
i hated it. 
i felt like i was going to faint.
which i did NOT feel like happening infront of my friends-
I felt a cold hand place on my shoulder and i looked up quickly

"oh hey jim" i smiled
"hey! you alright? you never sit out" he quizzed
"im fine! just- tired" i looked down and fidgeted with my fingers trying to distract myself
"you sure? your weirdly pale. you can talk to me you know" he grabbed my hand and rested our hands on his thigh
"..i- think im fine? felt kinda off all day but erm- i dont know" i sighed
"whats wrong, genuinely wrong." he sighed and gripped my hand tightly
"just a little dizzy- trying to distract myself" i sighed and leaned my head on his shoulder
"why dont you get changed and we can go relax, schools over anyways" he smiled and i agreed, it did sound nice, though i looked him in the eyes and shared a soft teethless smile
"your eyes seem darker, atleast the cyan does.. and the gold is more lime green?" he commented
"..dear aeor- ill be back-" i sighed, clearly annoyed and teleported away, my cloud now cyan and deep green.

I looked in the mirror in my dorm with tears in my eyes, my normal blonde roots were now black and overtaking the cyan.
i still felt dizzy though knew the change wasnt the reason
this never happened whenever the decay took over.
but now ill probably be sick for the next week because of this.
aeor i wish i could control this
i stared into the mirror before knowing i needed to sit down otherwise i wouldve fainted. 
i sat on my bed and stared into the mirror from there
the room was spinning, my eyes were glowing and my arms were green and black.
i wanted to cry at the sight as my head fell into my hands, my high, short ponytail touched the back of my neck before i let myself fall backwards onto my bed.
i envisioned me and milo in my head.. how..

happy...

we used to be..
that stupid cheater. 
i should've known. he didnt treat me right anyways for the living deads sake!!
now i hoped that witch wouldve killed him.. still has that permanent decay scar on his arm though~
these thoughts only made the dizzy feeling increase, with a snap of my fingers i was in a black hoodie and white sweatpants with black patches and black strings, the cuffs on the hoodie were white aswell.
i wanted to hide as much skin as i could and still be comfortable
i covered the decay on my face with a mask
and my now blackish green hands with black gloves
but i still didnt get up
i still felt awful
no matter how i positioned myself i was still uncomfortable and in pain.
the decay hurt as the ice was no longer there to numb it.
that pain was bearable 
but the illness pain was not.
the whole room spinning in my vision
the headache that felt like my brain had been split in half.
i grabbed my phone and called joel.. he was my dormmate and best friend.
hed know what to do.. right?
i hoped him and shelby werent still in the match. 
though it went to voicemail. 
he probably was still playing with shelby.
i wanted to call xornoth but he was on a date.
suma maybe? no.. hes probably in a dnd match..
same with cleo.. and pearl.. but.. martyn!
martyn could work.
so i called him, preying hed pick up, tears now streaming down my partially decaying body. i knew ide only be like this for a  few hours.. but that gave long lasting effects.
but luckily, he did pick up.

"hey you need somethin?" he asked
"help, i need help" i sighed through gentle tears
"with? also are you crying?" he quizzed
"..yes, but uhm- it- itsnt rwally something i can ecplain" i mumbled, my words were messed up and mixing together 
"dorm?" he asked
"mhm.." i hummed
"i can bring cleo if you need, she got booted out for calling keralis a low-life moneyless big eyed HEP member as a 'joke'" he scoffed
"s..ure" i mumbled and he hung up 

soon i heard the door break down, probably cleo. martyn wasnt that strong. or atleast.. strong enough to break down a door

i stayed curled up on my bed, shivering but cleo came in first, she knew about the decay.

"hunny- you couldve told me about this" she mumbled and kneeled down
"..i- i- didnt know it w-as happening.." i mumbled
"how long does the decay normally last..?" she asked
"..maybe four or f- *coughing* five hours.." i mumbled now keeping part of my hand rested over my mouth in case i were to cough again 
"does it alright get you physically sick darling?" she asked gently
"..nor-normally af-ter.. not in the middle" i mumbled
she spoke something quick twirling one of her fingers that was just bone in the air, i still looked decayed but whatever shed done, i felt bearable
"better?" she asked
"yeah. but- how?" i asked
"temporary healing spell! youll probably feel worse later but better for now byee" she grabbed martyn and ran out
"great ill just be miserable tonight-" i sighed, i still couldnt breathe out of my nose which was annoying- 
i teleported into the halls still in my witching form, though i put my veil covering my eye and more 'presentable' cloths.
I landed on my feet, got lucky this time, i spotted milo out of the corner of my eye, i hissed and pulled my hood up, covering my now black and green hair.
"EY!" shelby called and waved me over, i sighed and walked to her
"katherine~ meet scotts alter ego~" shelby teased
"shelby if you want me to stop using my necromancy, you WILL stop making that joke-" i hissed
"so... are you just.. emo scott?" katherine questioned and circled me to get a 360 view
"im not emo- and for the living deads sake i dont even have control over when im like this" i sighed
"you dont?" she questioned
"nope- and i wish i did..." i mumbled
i nudged shelby as to give her, her cue and teleported away in a cloud of green and black smoke
i sighed as i turned invisible to spy on people, just for fun
"fwhip i swear to drago-" i cut gem off by just teleporting away, i was NOT getting into sibling drama right now

xornoth and joey were flirting in an empty classroom, typical-
joel and lizzie were in the courtyard picking flowers
jimmy was painting in the art room with tango and pix
impulse and bdubs were talking to scar
grian was spying on jimmy
sausage was playing videogames with owen
lauren was working at the cafe with mom, just baking 
oli was in the music room with xisuma both jamming out to their hearts desire 
and now to check on shelby and katherine once more~
i teleported behind shelby and katherine 
"that your amazing at!!" katherine exclaimed, i guessed they were talking about basketball as shelby was playing with the small basketball pin me, her and joel had
"JUST DATE ALREADY" i yelled going semi visible, sitting on my broom and smirking
"i hate it when you do that!!!" shelby exclaimed
"your just salty stormie~" i joked and made an illusion of lightning 
"stop calling me thattt!!" she yelled
"i actually think its quite cute" katherine chuckled
"i- y-you do?" she stuttered
"for berthas sake just date eachotherrrr" i scoffed
"as a matter of fact i do.. and shelby grace- will you go out with me?! like.. on an official date.." katherine mumbled and looked taken back when shelby jumped onto her
"YES YES YES YES OF COURSE I WILL!!" shelby squealed excitedly 
"FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYY" i groaned jokingly 
"dont ruin this for me" shelby mumbled as katherine held her close

i felt bad. i felt like i was ruining it..

"sorry.." i mumbled and teleported away into a tree, close to where lizzie and joel were
"did that tree just move-? its not even windy" joel quizzed and i fell out of the tree luckily grabbing onto my broom before falling on the ground
"WHO IN THE NAME OF HOLY AXOLOTLS" lizzie hissed confusingly 
"liza chill-" i sighed and swung myself back up onto my broom
"WITCH" she hissed and hid behind joel
"yes, yes i am a witch-" i sighed
"lizzie chill, its scott" joel smriked
"SCOTT TURNED EMO?!" she hissed
"FOR THE NAME OF THE LIVING DEAD IM NOT EMO!" i yelled and un-intentionally leaned back on my broom, though it felt like i was pulled
"you do kinda look emo-" joel laughed
"SHUT" i yelled and he laughed, i began to raise my broom and waved
but i felt something grab my collar again yanking it back
"WHAT THE HECK?!" i screamed and looked back at milo
"hiya sunshine~" he jeered
"get off" i hissed
"you wouldnt sunny~" he smirked
i jumped to my feet on my broom and tripped on one of the loose bristles, i fell. my wings werent out. and milo was not gonna save me.
but something broke my fall, i looked up and joel was looking down at me worried
"what the heck happened?!" he exclaimed as lizzie made her way over, dropping the flowers
"..him" i hissed and milo was still standing, looking down at us from my broom
joel set me down gently, but i still hissed as the fall still hurt, he managed to support my neck and keep anything from breaking though my back still smacked the ground harshly
milo came down and became face to face with joel, lizzie was playing with my hair in order to calm me down
"you keep your hands off of him." joel hissed
"you mean HER? shes my sunshine! she knows she is~" milo sneered
joel punched milo straight in the jaw knocking him to the ground
"HE doesnt want you. and HE is NOT your 'sunshine' anymore." joel scoffed and milo scurried away, his jaw red from joels punch.
"thanks.." i mumbled, my head still lying in lizzies lap
"he messed with the wrong guy. but are you okay? that was a pretty hard fall" joel questioned
"im fine.. i think" i mumbled
"lets get you back to your dorm" lizzie smiled

joel picked me up gently, i pulled off my gloves which revealed color beginning to come back in my hands. meaning the decay is wearing off. and cleos spell...
we made it back to our dorm and joel placed me onto my bed gently, i snapped my fingers as to change my cloths back into the hoodie and sweatpants ide put on earlier.
i just kinda laid there as joel and lizzie spoke, i tried to sleep but cleos spell was very obviously wearing off
i felt blankets be pulled over me and soon later the light shut off
i was confused but appreciated it greatly

~NEXT DAY BECAUSE I CAN~

i woke up and the lights were bright. but it was usually pitch black when i woke up..?
i was confused and looked at my phone, 8:47?! i was late!!
but when i sat up all i felt was pain overtake my body.
i laid myself back down slowly and wrapped an arm around my stomach oulling balnkets back up onto my shoulders.
i saw i had an unread message though?
i looked at my phone and it was joel.

Joel
Hey, i turned off your alarm
last night, onethe fall was
from pretty high up. and 
you seemed exhausted, 
text me when you wake up
and stay in bed todat, you
deserve the rest :)
-Joel+Owen

those two were so sweet- i began to type a reply, though turned down my brightness by alot

Scott
Morning :)
I just saw your text, which
i greatly appreciate-
especially because 1, i do
not feel like moving- nor
do i feel well- talk when 
you can, if i dont reply im
more than likely asleep
thanks again  
Read 8:52 AM

Joel
No problem! now 
actually rest and let 
yourself feel better-
dont be dumb this time-
Read 8:53 AM

Scott
Trust me i will this time-
being honest i can barely
move so uhm- 'fun' now 
dont skip out on class-
(again)
Read 8:53 AM

Joel
Thank you-
also we have free period
right now- one of our 
teachers never showed up
Read 8:54 AM

I laughed at the message and laid my phone down, using a small bit of magic to close the curtains
~after sleepy scott era~

i woke up but stayed lying down
i checked the time
12:26 PM
i cleared my throat though it hurt to. 
on top of the sore throat my headache didnt leave for the four hours i was asleep
i had a couple of messages to reply to 

Jimmy❤
Hey, joel told me 
where you were, hope
your alright and feeling
better :(

Scott
Hey Jim, im okay-
dont feel great still but
ill manage, thanks for 
checking in on me <3

Jimmy
Glad to hear 
yor arlight! hope you
feel better soon petal<3

Scott
Love you Sunflower<3

Jimmy
Love you too petal!<3
Read 12:29 PM

i smiled at jimmys texts and moved on

Gem & The Scotts GC<3

Gem
Hey scott, joel shared with?
the group where you were, 
hope you feel better soon <3

Impulse
Seconding what gem sent,
text us when you can!! 

Scott
I appreciate your concern!
Im alright, though i still 
dont feel well- you guys 
texting means alot though
<3

Impulse
Hope you feel better dude 
:-(

Gem
I second that, take care
of yourself <3

Scott
I love you two so much-

Gem
We love you too!!!

Impulse
yeah!! we're a team, 
nothing about that will
change! <3
Read 12:35 PM

Idiotic Peoples

Sausage
What if flying horses 
existed?

Gem
Sausage arnt you in
class?

Sausage
Yeah but mythology 
is boring

Scott
Im offended

Lizzie
Oh scott your not 
dead :D

Scott
Nope very alive

Joel
And very stupid

Scott
blame milo

Oli
Are my punching 
services required?

Pix
No oli, we dont need
you getting another 
detention-

Scott
^^ pix spoke facts

Oli
YOu guys r mean

Pix
Because we said
We dont want you
to punch someone?

Oli
Yes

Gem
I suddenly trust
absolutely 
none of you

Katherine
Okay now im offended!

Shelby
I second katherines 
statement

Gem
meaning oli and 
sausage-

Katherine
Im un-offended

Shelby
I second that

Katherine
also scott why were
you spying on us 
yesterday-?

Scott
Because in that form
im partially dead, so
i can go invisible
which means its easy
to spy, and shelbys 
one of my besties 
so why wouldnt i spy

Katherine
Thats a valid answer

Scott
See stormy?
someone understands!

Shelby
I hate you so much

Jimmy
Yknow scott- when you
sick- you really do not
act like it- at all-

Scott
Yeah i have a habit of
doing that

Xornoth
you think you little 
frozen rascal

Scott
Mean

Xornoth
the truth hurts

Joel
Twin drama~

Xornoth
Shut up

Scott
Shut up

Joel
NO

Scott
JOEL I WILL PULL
OUT THE NICKNAMES

Joel
dont you dare

Lizzie
Scott i need to see 
those

Scott
ill show them to you 
when im un-sickened-

Lizzie
yesss~ blackmail on
my boyfriend to get me
stufffff

Joel
Lizzie im sitting right
next to you

Lizzie
HUSH 

Joel
You just screamed that
while sitting next to me
and now the dnd club
is staring at you

Lizzie
like i care

Scott
spam all you want but im
tuning out of this- im still
tired even after sleeping 
another four hours-
ill text you all later if my 
brain will let me look at 
my phone-

Joel
We have another free
period in two periods,
ill come check on you then
:D

Jimmy
I shall be joining

Scott
okays :)
byeee

i laid on my bed and just accepted my fate of feeling awful-
eventually i fell into another light sleep

A/N

HI i got lazy in the texting part :,D
If you guys want ill continue this after the rest of the fluff chapters!
though i wont do it unless you guys want me to :-)

Love you all/p
Have a great day/night/evening 
-Leo<3