GEM AND THE SCOTTS FLUFF <3
small angsty warning :(

Tw(s): fwhip screaming bcs hes mean smh. (FWHIP ISNT MEAN IRL HES AMAZING ITS JUST FOR DRAMA), blood and implied panic attack(x2), mentions of cigarettes(song lyric)

{Gems POV}

"hey! B!!!" i called and B(BigBst4z2/BigB) 
"eyy gem!!" he smiled and i walked up to him
"sorry for the interruption, also hi bdubs!!" i smiled
"..'ey Gem!!" bdubs smiled
"anyways, i apologize for the interruption lemme just-" i stopped myself twisting my finger in the air and turning me into my usual deer form
"aghem, would you like a flyer?" i held out my hands full of fliers
"oo whatre these for?" B asked and took one
"The school wide talent show! specifically to vote for my band~" i jeered and teleported around the corner for a dramatic exit
"wait what baaa- AAH- whered she go!?" bdubs replied frantically whipping his head around
"No clue- noo clue-" B sighed and the two just shrugged it off and walked away, still clearly confused

"SCOTT, IMPULSE!!" i called running down the hallway, they were with the usual group i could see the confusion on our groups faces as scott swiftly turned around picking me up in a hug
"'iya gem!!" scott called, smiling as he put me down
"ey gem!" impulse smiled and turned around to face me
"soooo~ hows the thing going~" scott jeered
"welp i officially scared B and Bdubs- so uh.. thats an accomplishment!" i smirked
"i am so proud" scott joked
"I TOLD YOU YOU WERE CREEPY!!" cleo yelled from down the hallway
"AND I TOLD YOU EVERYONE NEEDS A HOBBY!!!" scott argued back and cleo sighed
"welp- that was something" impulse laughed 
"ah yes- also! here, i still have some extra fliers, wanna help me hang em up?" i asked and smiled
"of course Cherri!" scott smiled
he had started calling me Cherri after we built our makeshift cottages in the Cherry Blossom forest (definitely not inspired by CherriFire... love her art aswell like #slay queen)
"im down to help!" impulse smiled, i took scotts hand and impulse grasped onto scotts other hand as i guided the two down the hallway

{Lizzies POV}

"Is it just me or are those three being.. secretive?" i questioned
"yeah.. and have gotten.. oddly close." fwhip spat and leaned against a pillar
"Yeah they have gotten really close over a short period of time.. but, its nice to see the three of them happy!" joel smiled
"it is nice to see them happy.. but its still strange." sausage added
"I agree. though, i do love seeing my boyfriend happy" jimmy smiled
"you dont have anything to worry about jim, Impulse has his eye on someone~" tango smirked from behind jimmy
"wait, who?!" katherine asked
"YEAH GIVE US THE DRAMA TANGO!" i cheered
"He has a secret little eye for someone~ their hair short and white blonde, usually wearing blue or white~ his eyes brown in the iris but the skin around usually purple and blue~" tango teased and traced every line together 
"OH. MY. GOD. HE LIKES BDUBS?!" joel yelled
"yeahhh~ but hush hush..~" tango smirked
"my lips. are sealed. entirely. zipper broken. key gone. C L O S E D " katherine cheered
"good! now anyways, ive got a class to get to, byeeee~" tango smiled
"bye rancher!" jimmy called
"byeee!!" tango called back and made his way down the hall
"im going to go see what their doing." fwhip spat and went the same way his sister had gone

{Impulses POV}

We were stood backstage, i was building up my drum set, scott was tuning his violin and gem was testing out the new keys on her piano
"How are the new keys holding up Gem?" i asked
"much much better than the old ones, thanks again for helping me cover the cost you two!" gem smiled
"gem, you bought me a new violin, and you think we wouldnt help cover the cost of six new keys?" scott smiled
"okay okay thats fair- bu-" i cut her off
"you bought me the two new symbols for my drum set when i couldnt afford them, this is me paying you back" i smiled
"you two are the best!!" gem smiled
"i know!~" scott joked
"ah yes the confident pretty scott" i joked
"only around you two- i freeze with the whole group its too ma-"
*door creaaaaak*
"Ey Man!" someone random called from the doorframe, scott quickly set down his violin and bow and ran to see the person
"Hi Eve!!" he exclaimed excitedly
"Iya Pride pin buddy!" the person said
"now who are these lads mate?" the person asked
"Oh! these are my best friends and Band members!! Gem, Impulse, this is Everen!" scott exclaimed and put an arm around 'everen'
"Oh Hey Uh. your in my Spanish class right everen?" gem quizzed
"oh! your Gemini! the- the- shapeshifter right?" everen asked
"yep! " gem exclaimed and spun her chair around
"The names Impulse! nice to meet you!" i introduced myself and shook 'everens' hand
"God i should do a proper introduction- erm- Im Everen, im non-binary, my pronouns are they/them and also, please call me Eve!" they introduced themselves back
"Well nice to meet you eve! " i smiled
"well, i was just coming to drop this off" everen said and dropped something into scotts hand
"Goodness Aeor!! did i leave this with you!? im so so sorry-!!" scott exclaimed
"it should be more me apologizing, i shouldve dropped it off this morning.. i know how much it means to you dude" everen smiled
"no no its okay, really eve! i.. shouldve payed more attention to where it was.." scott sighed in relief and opened his palm before clenching the item in his fist.
"its alright my dude! " everen smiled and walked out
"talk to you later eve!" scott called
"byee!!" everen smiled  and walked around the corner
"who- how- what-?" i quizzed
"we met in gym around two ish weeks ago and hung out at the park last night.. accidentally left something with them.." scott mumbled, staring down at his now opened fist, a golden chain falling in between his fingers 
"can i ask what it is?" gem asked standing up, scott nodded and we both made our way to him
"..its a locket.. i-it.. *sniff* it was my.. *sigh* my ex mothers." scott sighed, sniffing back tears 
"..what do you mean ex mother..?" i asked, probably not the best thing to ask..
"*sniff* uhm.. she.. erm.. she.. passed away.. a-a few *sniff* years ba-back.. aswell as.. he-her husband.." he opened the locket to show us a gorgeous photo of what i assume was the mother and father, also showing a picture of him and xornoth as children on the other side.

"are they..?" gem whispered
"thats.. Apoali and Verosica. probably some of the best foster parents ive had." scott whimpered
"and thats you and xor as kids?" i questioned
"yeah.. we- we've grown alot sense then" he chuckled, holding back tears
"..your eye.. is it, still like that?" gem asked and scott sighed
he grabbed his bangs and moved them away from his eyes, the skin around one, frozen, swollen and bruised
"OH DEAR HOLY SUN GOD" gem stepped back
"i know its ugly- sorry-" scott sighed
"that- looks like it hurts..." i mumbled
"the ice keeps it numb most of the time, still havent figured out how to thaw it though.." scott mumbled, glanced back down at his hand and shut the locket.
"want me to put it back on you?" i aksed
"..mhm" scott hummed and i grabbed it, wrapping it around his neck and clasping it together
he shoved it inside his light blue shirt and gem hugged him
"also were those.. antlers?" gem asked, tracing her own antlers
scott sighed and pulled off his black beanie he always wore
"OH MY GOD!! why do you hide those?!" i cheered
"never really been a fan of them.. especially because well- i can uh- do this." scott sighed and closed his eyes, the end of the broken antler began to glow golden and.. grow? he opened his eyes and now placed on his head were huge, fully grown golden stag antlers.
"THAT IS SO COOL!!" gem jeered
"what species are you?!" i asked curiously
"an owl, witch, uhh- elf- stag- idk what that falls into-" he sighed
"YOUR A FULL BLOWN HYBRID?!" gem jeered excitedly
"i- i guess?" scott quizzed
he then sized back down the antlers putting back on the hat to cover them
"..look.. d-dont tell anyone.. please?" scott begged
"if your not comfortable with it, our lips are sealed!" gem smiled
"..thank you" scott mumbled
"now we have a rehearsal to get to!!" i cheered
"yeah!!" gem cheered back
"alright alright!! lets go!" scott called
"okay okay lets pack up our stuff-" gem smiled

{Fwhips POV}

rehearsal.. .?
what are they hiding?!
WHERE ARE THEY GOING!?
WHAT STUFF ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT!? UGH!
why is gem being so secretive?!
why.. why.... WHY WHY WHY?!
WHAT ELSE IS GEM HIDING FROM US?!
WHY THESE TWO?!
WHY NOT HER BROTHERS?!
HER FRIENDS?!
REAL FRIENDS!!!
NOT STUPID NEURODIVERGENT ATTENTION SEEKING.. DOLL LIKE CYANETTES!!!
impulse is fine.. hes 'nice..'
i guess..
BUT UGH?!
why xornoths brother?!
all hes going to do is shatter her heart like a STUPID SHARD OF ICE!!
no wonder he has ice powers..
hes COLD HEARTED JUST LIKE HIS FREAKING BROTHER!!
stupid.
I stormed away kicking open my locker, shattering the lock with the heel of my boot.
i put down my stuff and took a piece of paper, sliding against the wall, writing down every. little. thing.. scott told gem and impulse that hed never told us.
I threw it into an unsigned envelope, and threw it across the hall, knowing pix and lizzie wouldnt let it slide and would most definitely look at it
I placed my pen on top of it to make it look new. even though it was.
I went back to the group, a monotone expression plastered onto my face
"Find anything out?" sausage asked, i shook my head in a lie, not feeling an ounce bad about anything ide said or done..
he deserved this.
for taking my twin sister away from me..

{Scotts POV}

 when i stepped into the hallway, my violin case in hand i felt anxious and uneasy.
I wasnt quite sure why though..
i kept my expression the same as much as i could
playing with the clasps on my violin case.
"fidgety?" impulse pointed out
"mhm." i hummed back quickly, staring down the hall
"you okay?" gem asked, knocking me out of my little headspace
"oh i- yeah im fine- just- nervous for next week-" i made up a quick excuse
"dont be!! your our lead singer and violinist, and your voice and playing, STUNNING!" impulse encouraged
"thanks pulse" i smiled
"of course!!" impulse smiled
i paused when i saw pix kneeled down, a letter in his hands.
i was confused and wanted to know what was going on so gem and impulse followed me over to the group
"..when were you gonna tell us." jimmy spat looking me dead in the eyes
"what do you mean?" i was genuinely confused
"dont lie. when were you going to tell us." lizzie sounded angry
"..i- genuinely dont know whats goi-" i paused when pix threw his arms around me
"YOU CANNOT BE MAD AT HIM YOU TWO!! if he wasnt comfortable sharing.. then theres no need to share it." pix hissed
"HE KEPT SECRETS FROM US PIX!!" fwhip argued and sausage nodded
"i.." i stumbled back, away from pix's grasp.
tears formed in the corners of my eyes
"mate are you okay?" oli asked, genuinely concerned
i turned around and just walked the other way, by the time i was around the corner i was sobbing. not able to control the tears falling down my face
did eve betray me so quickly..?
AEOR DANGIT!!
i thought i found a real friend i met myself..
i guess not.
i hissed in my mind and dropped my violin case, i could hear it un-clasp and come open, but i ran outside, but i ran into someone, knocking us both to the ground
"Scott?" a voice quizzed, i looked up
"..owen..?" i mumbled and he threw his arms around me
"whats wrong..?" he asked
"s-some..someone..t..tol..them..!" i couldn't make out a whole sentance
i was hyperventilating crying, uncontrollably.
i couldnt string together full breaths and owen was making an attempt to calm me down.
"hey scott are you alri-.. im so sorry.." jimmy mumbled and crashed to my side
i wrapped my arms around jimmy
"im sorry.. gem coded it out. it was fwhip." jimmy spat and i looked up
"i- also.. heres your violin" jimmy handed me the case, in which hed put the bow back into 
"..t..than..yo..you" i muttered
"of course, your my boyfriend! i love you" jimmy smiled and i pulled him close
"i love you too.."
"OH MY GOD!!! EEEEEEEEEEE" lizzie squealed
"LIZZIE SHUT UP THEIR HAVING A MOMENT" owen joked
i didnt really care what was happening, i couldnt really hear any of it anyways. 
my ears were ringing and my head wings were impulsively pressed up against my ears, blocking out any new noise.
but they were there <3

~4.5 hours later.. location: music room~

I grabbed out my violin, impulse set up his drums and gem put together her piano.
I played a few practice notes in order to get the tune to the song.
I began to play a few quicker notes, getting used to the feeling of my brand new bow
Gem began to play a couple of keys matching the tune of my violin
Impulse soon dropped in with the occasional beat in breaks of bow strings and piano keys
i continued to play, taking breaks of the bow to let gem and impulse have their moments.

{Shelbys POV}

"is it just me or does anybody else hear music?" i quizzed
"no i hear it aswell." lizzie questioned
"spy?" sausage pitched
"definitely" people jeered
we walked over to the music room, the windows were heavily unfocused, but we could make out a few colors, cyan, brown and orange
"gem, impulse and scotts haircolors." fwhip hissed
jimmy, joel, and lizzie glared at each other before smiling
"GEM AND THE SCOTTS!!" jimmy cheered
"ive never heard them rehearse!!!" lizzie cheered and creaked open the door.
~violin bow~
~slow piano~
~drum symbol~
"..wow." pix was mesmerized
~insert epic violin solo~
"eeep!!! i haven't heard him play in years..!" i whispered 
"i know! i honestly thought he quit" joel admitted
"i didnt know he played in the first place until he dropped his violin earlier" jimmy sighed and smiled
"i only knew he played because i may or may not have gone to blow up gems house for no said reason whatsoever and overheard them practice-" lizzie sighed
"YOU WERE GONNA BLOW UP GEMINIS HOUSE-?!" i laughed
"NONONO!!! I- ER- IT- ITS A GAME! TELL HER JOEL!" lizzie yelled
"okay so-" joel was about to start when the violin bow came to a heavy full stop
drums then began to clang, small piano keys could be heard to a beat
we all shut up and listened in

"ive grown a mouth so sharp and cruel its all that i can give to you~"
"my dear~"
" and when you come in quick to steal a kiss my teeth will only cut your lips..~"
"my dear~"
"and i know that you mean so well~"
"but i am not a vessel for your good intent!..~
"I will only break your pretty things~"
"i will only wring you dry of everything..~" 
"but if your fine with that~" 
"you can be mine like that..~" 

the voice stopped and drums began to play heavier, the occasional piano key could be heard.
(i know its a guitar in the actual song but.. use your imagination :D)

"abandon all your stupid dreams about the 'girl' i could have been~"
"my dear~"
"..'cause in the night i know you burn with feelings i cannot return..~"
"my dear~"
"oh my dear.~" 
"you gotta know that this wont last..~"
"desperation will erase the fact..~"
"im keeping all!~"
"of the answers in my cigarette box!~"
"yeah the answers in the second before the other shoe drops~"
"and if your blind to that~
"i am fine with that~"

the voice stopped for another brief moment allowing the drummer and pianist to play once more

"ohh~ i will ruin you..~"
"ohh~ i will ruin youuu!~"
"its a habit.. i cant~ help it..~"
"i know that you mean so well~"
"but i am not a vessel for your good intent!!~"
"i will only break your pretty things..~"
"i will only wring you dry of everything!~"
"and if your fine with that..~"
"if your fine with that~"
"I Will Poison All Your Happy Thoughts!~"
"i will love you like the ashes in my cigarette box!~"
"and if your fine with that~"
"you can be mine~"
"if your fine with that~"
"you can be mine~"
"ohh~"
"oh~"
"hah!~"

(song: Tongues and Teeth)
(Artist: The crane wives)
(also yes, it was scott singing the whole time)
(Impulse= Drummer)
(Gem= Pianist)

the voice made a top, the drums played an exit, the piano softening the whole song up, it fit together perfectly, talking began to irrupt in the music room shortly after

"god my voice did not sound good in that-" scott sighed
"what do you mean?! that was flawless!" gem encouraged
"agreed, very much agreed" impulse smiled
"you two- i- okay- ill accept the compliment this time-" scott laughed and gem and impulse joined
"stupid band.." fwhip muttered before just- walking away
"should we rehearse again or just pray to the heavens it goes good-?" impulse laughed
"pray-" gem joked
"yep- start praying- because i am not- going to make my voice hurt four days before this competition-" scott laughed
"valid-" gem laughed along
"very" impulse added and the three of them laughed
"hey pulse?" scott asked
"yes sir?" impulse quizzed
"would you like help packing up your drums??" scott asked again
"YES- YES PLEASE-" impulse begged
"okay allow me to put my bow back in my case- ill be over in a second" scott smiled

"the three of them have the sweetest friendship ever" i squealed
"i agree but fwhip didnt seem to happy-" joel teased
"true- but- they sound amazing!" lizzie smiled
"okay okay we should go their coming-" oli panicked
"yep yep yep go!" i laughed and we went down the hall so they wouldnt know we listened in

{Scotts POV}
  
"okay soo.. my dorm tonight?" gem asked the two
"works for me!" impulse agreed
"yeah i can make that work!" i pitched
"great! ill see you two tonight!" gem smiled and walked away
"see ya pulse!" i smiled before walking away
"bye scott!!" impulse called before walking away himself
i turned the corner seeing my group but as i was about to approach them fwhip pulled me into an empty classroom

"WHAT THE HECK?!" i yelled falling to the floor as fwhip stood above me
"yknow~ i thought it was bad then XORNOTH was nice.." fwhip spat
"BUT WHEN AN EMOTIONLESS WIND UP DOLL LIKE YOU STARTS BEING SYMPETHETIC IM DOOMED." he hissed
"...i- i am n..not a doll.." i mumbled.. hating the nickname and the story behind it
"YOU ARE!! youd kill yourself if your STUPID FOSTER PARENTS TOLD YOU TOO WOULDNT YOU?!" fwhip snapped
"..of course.!" i obeyed
"..theres something wrong with you.. no.. you know what?! YOUR JUST A STUPID AUTISTIC KNOW-IT ALL WHOSE TRYING TO STEAL MY SISTER AWAY FROM ME!!" fwhip yelled
by this point i was in tears, i couldnt speak or breathe, nothing came out of my mouth when i tried.
"yeah.. just keep crying and acting like the stupid child you are." fwhip spat
"the whole group are just pity friends.. i bet your stupid popular brother is paying them, and dont even THINK OR BREATHE. about getting joel and shelby into this mess you set yourself up into." fwhip spat
"..also~ i bet 'milo' never did a thing to you..~ and you do alll~ of this.. for attention." he spat and stormed out

i laid there on the floor, my arms bleeding from falling against a table and rug-burn on top of that.
i could feel blood tracing the back of my neck meaning the carpet had tore up more than my arms.
why were the classroom carpets so dang rough.. and the wood underneath was.. going to bruise my skin..
i tried to sit up though i was weak. my violin case had torn open and my violin and bow were scattered on the floor aswell as my cleaning supplies, rosin, polish and the paint brushes.
everything was everywhere, the silence was too loud..
it was deafening.
unorganized..
i could feel my breathing pick up.
nobody was here.
and i couldnt speak.
i couldnt scream.
my voice was gone.
i let myself sit there for a minute, half sat up against the cold classroom wall
i grasped my hand onto the back of a chair and leaned my entire weight on it despite how much my hand stung from the harsh burns the carpet gave to my skin.
i put my whole weight on the back of the chair
pulling myself onto my wobbly legs that could barley even hold myself up.
i took a shaky breath before letting go of the chair and stumbling to go get my stuff
i kneeled down at my broken case. 
my brand new violin was cracked from smacking a desk.
my bow had luckily not broken but my rosin had shattered and went everywhere
i just angrily grabbed my cracked violin and shoved it back into the case, followed by my bow and any of the rosin i had left that was actually useful.
i just cried at the thought of all of gems money being wasted.
and shed think it was my fault.

maybe if i didnt act like such a child this wouldnt have happened..
fwhips right.. i am just a stupid attention seeking being.
i zipped my case, even though it did nothing as the case was mostly broken and punched the wall, blood splattered from my fist into the new found hole.
my arms were still bleeding and stinging. 
i just walked out of the room and stormed past my group seeing fwhip smirk out of the corner of my eye.
my sleeves and fist stained with my own blood.
my sleeves were torn but i couldnt care less.
i opened the door to the school building and just walked out.
i sat in a small field in a courtyard 
rolled up my sleeves and examined my arms.
the skin was torn off and blood was trailing out of cuts.
i could only wonder what my back and neck looked like.
i then heard talking, voices i recodnized.
voices i knew by heart.
i made out joels voice first
then gems
then lizzies..
then jimmys..
no other voices could be heard
i brought my knees to my chest and wrapped my stinging arms around them.
i rested my head on my knees and cried staring at my broken violin
i then felt a hand on my shoulder, which stung and shocked me
i looked up and saw joel looking at me with concern in his eyes
"what happened and who." lizzie spat, crossing her arms
"..i- it-.. its nothing." i stumbled
"no. its not nOtHinG your bleeding, now what happened and be honest." joel demanded
"i.. i told you.. im. fine..!" i stood up and walked away. back onto the main campus and to the dorm building
"please.! just- tell.. tell us whats wrong!!" jimmy called
"..fine. " i spat and leaned against a wall 
"okay first, nurse.  then explanation" gem sighed, i nodded.

~45 minutes later~

"okay, what happened, because your a mess and your never like this." lizzie frowned
"..uhm.. i- don..dont hate me when i tell you.. plese.." i mumbled through tears
"why would we hate you?!" jimmy asked, clearly confused
"i- uh.. no-no reason i uhm.. just ra-ran into someone.. th-thats all..!" i lied, scared of what fwhip would do if i told them
"just tell us next time, we'll be there to help you!" gem encouraged
"how the heck did the first layer skin get ripped off of your arms and neck though?" lizzie quizzed
"oh erm- we fell on one of those uncomfortable carpets in the classrooms-" that time, it wasnt a lie, that did happen
"i do not understand why the carpets are so rough- does it hurt?" jimmy asked
"more stings with the medicine and bandages on it, sure it wont feel great later-" i sighed
"we share a room- if you need anything ill be right there" joel smiled and ruffled my hair
"thank you-" i smiled but looked down at my broken violin case
"god i forgot i dropped that-" i sighed
"did the violin break at all?" gem asked
"..it just cracked.. s-orry for wasting your money gem.." i mumbled
"no dont be sorry! you cant control gravity-! plus, its not a waste of money as i can still help you fix it and~ we can pay to get it cleaned up professionally when we win that competition!" gem encouraged
"no no- i- cant spend my money on that.. especially the prize money. i- ill probably give it to my mum to help keep the cafe open.." i sighed
"wait but the cafe is so popular? why?" joel quizzed
"oh uhm.. things have gotten a bit.. chaotic recently.. so we havent been able to invest the money back into the cafe.. we- need it for something else" i mumbled
"you dont have to get into detail!" lizzie smiled
"thanks guys" i smiled 
"shoot uh- impulse is probably waiting" gem looked at me and signaled towards the dorms
"wait what time is it?" i asked
"nearly four" gem sighed
"okay yep- sorry guys, we've gotta go- thanks again!"  i said before gem teleported herself and i into her dorm
"AEOR-!! was not expecting teleportation..-!" i mumbled before falling onto her couch dizzily 
"sorry-!!" she apoligized
"its okay- ju-just a warning next time- pl-ease--" i sighed and closed my eyes for a brief moment to fight off the feeling of dizziness that had washed over me 
"noted-" gem laughed and walked over to the door to let impulse in
"hey pulse!" gem smiled
"hiiiiii!! why does scott look half dead-?" impulse reacted
"i- kinda teleported us into the room without any warning-" gem sighed
"and the bandages covering both of his arms and neck-?" impulse quizzed
"one word, CARPETS" i laughed, sitting up
impulse then pointed at the carpet in gems dorm
"bad carpet" he spat and gem laughed, i chuckled
"the carpet is insulted, now come inside!!" gem demanded, impulse came in

we laughed for a long while before actually being productive, we played a game aswell, it was rather fun!
we began to rehearse once more, every line and beat strung together like neat stitches.
every word i sang my thoughts went to home
the cafe
lauren..
mom.
i knew we were struggling
i knew it was hard.
but nobody else knew that.
and i couldnt let them see me as weak
i felt tears began to fill my water line, in the hand i wasnt holding the microphone in, i wiped my eyes with my torn sleeves i didnt care enough to change out of
i continued to sing, keeping my voice strong for the finish.
it worked out somehow and i finished sharply with the extra clang of impulses drums

"that was perfect!! great job you two!" i encouraged anxiously touching the large bandage that covered the harsh rug burns that covered the back of my neck
"you did absolutely amazing aswell!!!" gem yelled, super hyped up 
"well thank you-" my voice sounded just a little weaker, i preyed they wouldnt notice
"we are so going to win that competition!!" impulse yelled, leaning back on his chair he had placed in front of his drum set.
"no doubt in my mind!" i lied. there were many doubts and risks. what if i didnt actually sound good.. what if i wasnt able to help my family? what if we got laughed at? made fun of? 
"EARTH TO THE PRETTY SCOTT-!!" gem yelled
"ACK- sorry-" i muttered
"no its alright scott! games and movies?~" impulse asked
"HECK YES!" gem smiled and we settled onto the couch with a movie on
well actually, a musical

Heathers the musical

 (Thank you                                                                       for mentioning this on my feed >:D)
(i also found the video of scott singing candy store (again) with a few other friends.. so it fit)

"what in the name of fish is going on in here-?" lizzie asked standing in the doorway
"music~" impulse responded and we laughed, my head was rested on impulses shoulder and we were all sitting close
"also- why is it freezing in here-?" lizzie quizzed
i looked down at my bandaged hands, also confused as nothing felt different to me. but..
the bandages..
they were.. frozen over?!
i tucked them under my sleeves and gem and impulse shrugged
"i thought it was cold but not that cold" gem explained
"youve been in here longer- " lizzie complained and closed the door
"im just going to go change, me and joel have a special something we're doing tonight!~" lizzie explained excitedly
"HAVE FUN WITH HUMANOID SHREK!" impulse yelled to her
"I HATE YOU" lizzie yelled back
"NO YOU DONT" gem yelled back, i stayed quiet

just.. one more use of elven magic wouldnt do too much to me right?
i spread out my frozen bandaged hand, breaking off some of the ice from spreading my fingers, a gentle glow collected in my palm

"scott whatre yo..u...." impulse slowed down, clearly noticing my frozen-over hand
"WHAT IN THE NAME OF COD?!" lizzie yelled, gem was stunned

i ignored the comments and questions of concern from my friends, keeping my thoughts on the ice.
i removed my hair from the vision of my magic eye, a blue hue radiated off the light.
before i knew it, i was outside.
in a pile of snow and ice ide caused.
i touched my face, it hurt to the touch.. this wasnt good.
as tears dispersed from my eyes they froze on my face
i wrapped my wings heavily around myself as ice spikes grew, my eyes glowed, one yellow.. one bright blue. my hands were glowing a soft pale blue, that got stronger as the snow spread.
i sat there unaware of my surroundings when i was knocked over by a large gust of wind, tumbling off the pile of snow and landing flat on my back onto concrete.
and aeor it hurt.
but i opened my eyes as the frost glazed over everything
the walls, the air.. 
it was a full blown snowstorm
but i wasnt having a panic attack..
was i?
i didnt know.. what should i do?! 
was i having a panic attack!?
was i about to?!
i then noticed my heavy, fast paced breathing. 
was this a panic attack..?
maybe?
i was confused to say the least.
what was wrong with me for aeors sake?!
i dont want to hurt anybody..

"SCOTT!!??" i heard my brothers voice call
"SCOTTT!!!" he called again through the heavy fog
"SCOTT SNOW DENHOLM RIVENDELL MAJOR!!!" he screamed, his voice distant
the fog stayed.
but the snow subsided a bit
i tried to get to my feet but was knocked over once more but by a person?
"WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" fwhip screamed
"TRYNA KILL US ALL NOW?!" he screamed again
"nonononononnononononononononononoononnonononononnononnonnononno.... no..." i mumbled
"ENOUGH!!!" i screamed and stood up, fwhip was knocked off of me by a gust of snow being thrown at him
my wings had gone stiff and heavy.
fwhip was shocked, he ran inside soon later.
i stood there, staring at myself.
what had i done?!
i was a monster..
truely.
my legs buckled and i broke down crying, the snow was gone before my eyes, i was pulled to my feet and into someones arms
"hey hey hey! its okay!!! nobodys hurt okay?" xornoth spoke panic induced
"wait.. are you hurt?! are you okay?" he let go and circled around me
"..'m f'ne.." i mumbled, my voice quivering as my body shook in the cold
"lets get you inside.. we can start a fire and get warm.. how does that sound..?" my brother smiled, i nodded as he guided me inside, i was shivering

~in the hall~

we were walking down the hall, xornoth holding me close to his side, i was wrapped into his jacket he had been wearing
i felt my legs weak, i had scraped the back of them on the concrete when ide fallen off the mound of snow
my knees had buckled beneath me, i got very very lucky that xornoth was right next to me otherwise i wouldve face planted onto the heavy carpet

"hey hey hey you alright?" he asked, gripping my shoulders tightly to keep me up
"..'m f'ne...c..col..c'ld.." i stumbled out 
"i know i know, we're almost to the dorm okay, do you need to sit down a moment?" he proceeded to ask, he then had looked at me
"yeah nope nope, you dont have an option, sit down." he then grabbed my shoulders and practically shoved me down, and we slid down against the wall
we then heard voices, joel, shelby, gem, and fwhip.
"oh look its the ice monster" fwhip spat, stopping in his tracks and staring at me and xornoth on the ground
"the heck do you mean fwhip?!" gem asked saltily
i held my head down low, feeling as more color was to drain from my face.
xornoth put his hand on the back of my head pulling me close to his shoulder
"okay can someone explain to us what happened?!" shelby yelled
"DID YOU GUYS NOT SEE THE GIANT SNOWSTORM?!" fwhip screamed, xornoth was quick to cover my ears
"no we were in the student center?" joel and shelby said in unison
"me and impulse were in the library in a dnd tournament with the hermits" gem explained
"well iCe MoNStEr here. lost control of said.. 'pOwErs'~ and started a snowstorm on campus~" fwhip jeered
"WHAT?!" joel yelled
"...'m s'rry,,!! i.. i d'dnt.. me-mean to..!" i yelled through the freezing cold that conflicted my body
"hey.." gem mumbled and kneeled down
"we know okay? your powers are uncontrollable." gem smiled
"YOUR SUPPORTING THIS FREAK?!" fwhip screamed
"WHAT THE HECK FWHIP?! I- YOU- YOUR UNBELIEVEABLE!!" gem yelled
"WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON OUT HERE?!" cleo yelled
"i was wondering the same." Xisuma, head of the dnd club spoke softly
(scott and suma have a father-son bond because scott has many father figures out of his friends)
I got up, my body shaking but i ignored it, i ran to suma and he pulled me into a hug, concerned
"goodness! your body temperature is freezing!" suma spoke, shocked
"..ice.. lo..lose con..trol" was all i could mutter out
he pulled me closer and his hands rested gently on my back, his thumb making comfortable circles by my shoulder
"okay someone mind explaining why the HECK YOU ALL ARE ON HIS SIDE?! HES A DANGER!! HES A MONSTER!!" fwhip screamed
"cleo take him." xisuma demanded
cleo grabbed me and covered my ears, but it only muffled xisumas screams
"YOUR DIRTY FWHIP! YOU WILL NOT TALK ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT, HE NEEDS US, HE NEEDS EVERYTHING WE CAN GIVE HIM. HE. HAS. NOTHING. AND I AM NOT. GOING TO TAKE ANY MORE AWAY FROM HIM YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!" xisuma yelled
"no. he has nothing to lose. and i am not. his friend.. you guys are stupid." fwhip hissed and stormed out.. everything went.. silent?
and.. colorless
black
completely
no more color danced in my vision
just.. black
and the screams..
of my friends.
and..
sirens?

-A/N-

i had no clue where this chapter was going, i gave it three names- idk- the next chapter is not about anything that happened here as i pre-wrote most of it, hope you guys were able to understand something about this chapter- i apologize if not :,D

Additional note abt me (just a small update)
I am FINALLY feeling better! it took way too long- this past week was misery- but i finally felt good enough to finish off this chapter today! I apologize for the amount of delays- a lot was going on. But i appreciate you all understanding!

I love you all!/p
have an amazing day/night
-Leo<3