I walked down the snow covered road. The cold wind against my face blistering cold. The snow crunching under my feet. My body warm under my crystal guard uniform that hugged my hips tight. My eyes closed and my hands inside my sleeves trying to get warm.

I sighed as I opened my eyes. I felt as if I was missing something. I looked by my side and smiled a little at the thought of Yew by my side. Those beautiful eyes shining as he read or as he gave his speech. His bright smile as he lightly shoved my shoulder at my tease. I shook my head and once again closed my eyes.

He has been stuck in my mind for many days now. Ever since he stood up to me for the first time and I saw those eyes change. The glow turned to a glisten and worry came over him. He cares about me. I... I realize I care about him more than I care to admit. I don't want to hurt him I realized. I am not able to draw my blade in battle against him.

I'm not sure how much I care about him. All I know is one thing and one thing alone. I stopped in front of house of Geneolgia and slowly walked towards the door. Brushing my fingers along the cold wood my heart racing. I slowly rose my hand and knocked holding my breath. The door opened and Yew looked at me confused.

He wore a baggy white shirt and jeans and had a book in his hands like always. " Janne? What do you need?," he asked and I stood there for a moment and starred into his eyes. He starred back and a small blush covered his cheeks.

" I love you...," I whispered in a daze but soon snapped out of it and blushed. He starred at me his face red and he tried to hide with his book but failed. " I mean-I- Um-oh boy....," I stuttered and looked away to hide my blush. Yew slowly lowered his book and grabbed my chin and lightly kissed me.

His eyes closed and so did mine. His lips warm against mine and tasted sweet. That was the best mistake I ever made... saying I love you.