Color above brown- sadness
Also I'm going to try and update once a day.

~Dan~
The blaring of my alarm clock woke me up from my slumber. I dreaded today. Third day of school and I already want to give up.

Then I remember Phil, he's willing to help me. My emotions can't be saved they are to tangled together to get loose.

I tried! My parents tried! It's impossible. I won't let him waste his time on something that can't fixed.

I sat up in bed and saw the notes Phil had sent me. I picked up the notes and read them.

"I know who you are and I except you... Your are far from a disgrace!! Ready that part again YOUR FAR FROM A DISGRACE!! Your a human being!...I'll meet you at your locker tomorrow morning see you tomorrow Dan"

"Emotions are like different world of Colors... Put them all together you get black... Your not completely emotionless... Your emotions don't know how to control them selves. The only way to clam them down is to find the one"

I set the notes down and got ready for the long day set before me. I showered and did all that boring morning stuff.

I went down stairs and saw my parents talking. Well let's say more like whisper yelling.

"Dan is not normal!" My mother whispered yelled and I saw my dad set his news paper down

"It doesn't matter if he isn't normal he is OUR son Debby and you will help OUR son! He's normal in my eyes! If you can't except that then you can leave and I will care for Dan!" He yelled softly so I wouldn't hear but that thing is I did.

"Well Evan I guess you will live with an un-normal son I'm done." That's it i walked into the kitchen and grabbed an apple

"Morning son" my father said his fading red eyes were turning blue. I waved at him and he went back to reading the news paper

"Morning sweetie" my mother said. I just glared at her and grabbed my bag and walked out the door.

I closed it and felt in my pockets and realized i left my phone. I turned and opened the door

"I FUCKING HATE THAT BOY! HE DOESN'T EVEN TRY TO REGAIN HIS EMOTIONS! EVAN YOU WILL DO THIS ALONE I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!" My mom yelled I dropped my bag my mouth gapped

They turned around and both their eyes were red. "I forgot my phone" I said and walked to my room and grabbed it off the charger.

I walked out the room and grabbed my bag from the floor where i dropped it.

I walked out as my mom called after me. I plugged in my earphones and walked.

Let me explain how all my emotions tangled up y'all want to know correct?

Well it all started on the day I turned 15. I was still the happiest child alive. I had an amazing family, an amazing life, amazing friends. Amazing boyfriend.

I was always happy my eyes were either pink blue, or purple. Never a brown, yellow, red, none of that.

I was walking home with my boyfriend hands linked together and we were smiling.

Then we did something. "Dan I've been seeing someone I've been cheating on you with Maggie" he said

"We're done Dan you were a good prank" he said and waving and ran off.

I kept a smile on my face but it started fading to a brownish color. I still had blue in them.

I walked home and walked inside and saw my parents fighting about who would make my birthday cake.

They saw me and I busted out in tears. I ran to my room and cried my father came inside my rooms and rubbed my back

"I'm so sorry Dan I'll make you a cake chocolate right?" He said and I nodded and he stood up and walked out my room shutting the door softly.

After I no more tears to cry I heard my parents yelling again. I don't know what about.

Then my phone rang. I answered it
"Hello" I said

"Daniel poor baby Daniel, you think i actually liked you? It was a prank." He said laughing

"We dated for 3 years none of that mattered?" I said and I heard him move like he was shaking his head

"All fake you never mattered to me
Daniel" he said hanging up

I cried again. I heard a knock on the door and saw my dad holding a cake with candles on it.

"Happy birthday Danny" he said and I smiled weakly I blew out the candles and made my wish hoping my life would be perfect again.

That wish never came true. My eyes were a permanent brown. I was never in love again, never happy again, never excited, nothing. Only sad.

Then when I turned 17 is when everything tumbled. I lost everything. My emotions vanished.

They became to tangled in with each other my eyes are black. Now here we are I'm 17 now and nothing is changing.

I walked through the school gated and in the building to my locker. I opened it and a note fell out

"Your nothing! Your a worthless piece of shit! You have no emotions! Your better off dead!
~Brad"

I signed and crumbled up the paper and saw another note

"Meet me in the spot we talked yesterday.
~Phil"

I placed the paper in my locker and walked around the back of the school.

He's so determined to untangle this emotionless mess.

Chapter 4 done!!!! Who's ready for chapter 5???