I was meant to die. I wasn't supposed to be born. I should have been aborted I am worthless. I am a piece of shit. I have to end this waging war. Its out of control. I cant take this anymore. I need to leave in peace. I need to grab my things and run away. I need to die. I shouldn't be alive. I should have died. I dont even know why I'm still alive. I should end my breathing tonight. Ive died a million times inside. Never would one think I'd be the one to sink. The happiest of them all has the greatest fall. I guess I was the happiest of them all. Now I get to have the greatest fall. The smallest of them all. The forgotten one. The one no one will remember. The nobody. The nothing. The worthless. The broken. The blood that drips from your wrist. The sink full of misfits. The worst of them all. The fallen. The left behind. The lost souls. The broken bones. The hidden. The fearful. The hurt. The found. The lost. The tub full with blood that falls from your arm. You never really know. You never truly feel. You Imagine what you think others feel. You fail at the prevail.