No no no no no
My entire world just got out back together and now I feel it crumbling away as if it wasn't meant to be whole in the first place.

I can't lose him. No no no
no no no no no no no. No not again. No no no I can't. No please God please no. Please fucking please. I feel my whole body rack with sobs begging you not to let
him go. Please if you do exist don't let him leave.
No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no No no no no no no no no