I don't know what to do.
I love you and I'm scared of being alone and losing you.
You feel like home.
But home has never been a good place for me.
Home is a scary place.
And that's not your fault.
It's mine.
I shouldn't be afraid of something so comforting.
But this is the first time home has been comforting and,
I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry for being scared but,
Every night I have the same thoughts about you breaking up with me
Ever since you've brought it up that night
I feel like you aren't happy
And I know it's my fault
And I don't want to talk about this,
I just want you to read it.
I feel like if we broke up you'd be happier and,
And it hurts me so much.
But it's okay
As long as you're happy.
So
I'm sorry
For everything.