Honestly I might cry. I feel the pain in my chest and it's getting hard to breathe and I just want to cry. I don't want to talk anymore, I don't want to fight anymore. If you doubt that I'm yours then I don't know how to prove that I am. I hate this. I hate you thinking I'm not loyal to you. I would never cheat on you, yet you doubt me constantly. I'm fucking terrified to lose you. Why would I risk loosing you over me cheating? I wouldn't. If you don't want me then don't make me seem like the bad guy just let me know that's how you feel so I can prepare myself for the heartache and nightmares that will come true. Because I've always been true to you. I put everyone aside for you. I fucking love you. No correction. I am in fucking love with you. But you don't have to be in love with me. It's all good baby. I wouldn't be either. Just know I'll always stay true to you. Please let me know when my time is due.