Tears blood and screams shatter the dream. Hope it was just a thing. Hope it wasn't coming clean. They run away scratching the surface of skin. Bleeding black and blue never felt so good. Walk away they say. Come here was the minds response. Scatter the pictures and memories of happy times. Forget the bad. Forgive the unforgivable. Laugh at the unlaughable. Break the rules. Fuck the law. Kiss that really hot person. Smile at the popular people that hate queers. The demons take control and no one can stop them. Screams fill the air and blood fills the tub that once had childhood memories of babies laughing and smiling. Down falls the tears from underneath the stars we call eyes. For once the clock stops so shall the heart. Drop the razor and run like no tomorrow. Fuck the people who hurt the fallen. They hurt inside themselves. So please put down the razor blade and eat some food. The heart screams. The lungs burn with the desire to live. To be able to breathe fresh air. Go out side. They cry. Let go of the rope they plead. Please just stay for us? The body asks. Don't leave. They whisper. Sleep. Get some rest. Please. The thoughts beg. Take care of yourself. Please. For your body that fights to keep you alive everyday. All the time.