Dear Friend, 

                           I have missed you so much, it's been so long.

Almost 3 years of suffocatting in pain. How many times have I died? For I can never properly breathe.

And, to be honest dear friend... I almost blame you. Our third half has finally moved back and all you do is talk to her. Visit her. Focus your attention on her.

 So happily put back in place that your slowly tearing me off. Letting me fall in a deep abyss of a dark, violent brawl. 

"The more the merrier!" We would always say. Three roots of a tree, impossible to break.

Yet now I feel, I unfortunately feel, that the ghost of thought may whisper in your ear "three's a crowd."

So you block me out.

You're still polite,

But you've torn me down. 

I can't live like this.

An eternity of a lonely darkness.

Why must you hurt me? Fight me and break me? 

I'm weak and depressed. How could you? My best friend?

It's been so dreadfully long. 

I still miss you, but because of you I think

What's wrong... 

with me.

This poem was an emotional rant because I felt like it, I currently can't find any other words to say now. Thanks for reading. -Jess