I would do anything to numb the pain.

Roam happy and free for just one day.

The past still haunts me, 

Guilt and regret. 

There are so many things I want to forget.

When the raindrops start screaming,

 the ocean waves start thundering,

But I'm the only one who sees it, hears it.

When the silence is aching, 

The darkness is over taking.

It has brought me to this place, 

Parallel to the rest of the world. 

It's yelling, it's crackling.

It's blinding it's blasting. 

I've gone numb from the pain. 

I don't feel it, but I know it's there.

Which makes it no better, 

I need some fresh air. 

A snake sheds it's skin.

I wish I could do the same, 

But is it a snake that I want to be?

Is 'Snake' my real name?

Numb the pain by giving poison.

Can I be strong and deal with the pain?

Is the snake the one to blame? 

Do I really want to numb the pain? 

This one is a little confusing I know! Maybe it isn't I don't know! The answer is opinionated for each of you reading this here! I hope you are enjoying life to it's fullest! Til next time!!!    -Jess