Hey guys!
I have a somewhat mixture of good and bad news??
Bad news
Panic attacked In the bathrooms today.
Sucked ass.
After that I had to walk home in the pouring rain.
Im currently sitting on the floor in my wet clothes cause I'm too lazy to change.
Fuck it.
Who needs dry clothes anyway 🙄
Anyway,
I've decided I'm giving up on all things relationship related.
I mean,
Yah I like someone,
But I feel like no matter what nothing I do will take a huge step in the direction I wanna go in.
I have zero information about any of it and I'm just tired.
If the other person is gonna make an effort to me maybe I'll try again but I see no change.
Maybe it's just not cut out for me.
Who knows.
Good news?
I'm home now. Fuck school
There's 12 days left.
I can't wait to leave.
Nobody appreciates me there.
And I'm honestly dying to get out.
Anyway I seriously need to go dry off.
Someone pm me! 🌸
~ems

^my kitty 😂😂