Heyyy, so I've decided instead of sounding like a lunatic trying to figure out how to word this all I'm just gonna write it as if I'm talking to an actual person.
Okay?
Okay.

I dyed my hair today.
It hurt my back from standing over the sink so long and I'm dissapointed in the turn out.
It's a violetish black.
I wish it was more violet but it's more black.
But I can't really do anything about it.
Guess I gotta wait it out till I can do anything about it.

I'm super annoyed today because no one will really hold a conversation with me, and no one will come over. I'm just kinda lonely I guess ?

I'm tired of not being with someone,
(Yes I mean relationship wise)
The one I want doesn't really want me as much as I do him.
I'm tired of not being appreciated.
It's crap but it's also life and I have no idea what I expect.

On the bright side my hair smells reallyyy good.
It just smells like dye and I keep smelling it and it's soooo soft.
That's probably the old good part about it.
But either way.
I'll redo it after I can and try for a brighter violet.
I'll send pics when I do it!!

~ em