lets talk about this....

You know that feeling when someone dies....

and you feel like its not real...

Like its just a bad dream....

You go Into a trance....

And think Its not possible for that to happen That they are alright...

You comfort those around you... Not letting One single tear drop form your face....

Not feeling anything at all...

Because crying makes you week...

It makes you depend in people....

Lets talk about death....

What is it to die?

Dose your hole life flash before your eyes?

Do you see a bright light?

Do you just black out?

Do you feel any pain?

Do you wish you hadn't died?

or do you just feel peace?

because you know your going to go in peace?

Or do you leave worried?

Because you don't know what will happen to the people you leave behind?

Or maybe because you didn't get to do the things you wanted to do in life....

Life is a huge mess....

People die everyday....

People are born every day...

How meany people die in one day?

And how meany are born?

How meany are killed?

How meany are aborted? And denied the right to live?

How meany are abandoned?

How meany are abused?

How meany have a car accident?

how meany are threaten?

How meany fall in love?

How meany break there hearts?

"How meany get married

"How meany get cheated on?

This could go on and on.....

Its a huge mess.....

Sometimes its not even fair......

sometimes we take things out on people that don't have anything to do with it...

Because were sad

because were pissed

Because were stressed...

Human emotions are so complicated....

So are human Minds....

Some of them go crazy

Some of them go depressed

Some of them think its okay to make fun of people about something you wouldn't want to talk about if you were in there place....

Just know.....

Life is fucked up....

And its up to you to make it work....

But the truth is

You never will....

You'll just find a comfortable place were you'll be able to stay for a while

Till life fucks you up again...