As I walked into my bedroom, I began to tear off my clothes leaving nothing but my panties and bra on. Letting down my hair I pulled out the rubber band and began to massage my scalp.

"Ugh..." I sighed out loud, as I crawled into the bed and pulled the blanket over me. I laid there staring at the moon as it shined through my window, then suddenly I started to see the flashing lights again, and I could hear the sirens coming, I knew now I was dreaming. The sounds of radios and voices came about, and I could feel my body start to sweat as I groaned.

Lying there on the ground covered in blood... I began to crawl on my stomach to follow the sound. Tossing and turning I can actually feel myself running out of air, as I stumbled to my feet gripping my side in this nightmare.

Looking out into the distance I became terrified... as I saw a couple of men lifting up a stretcher into the back of the ambulance. Falling back down to the ground I screamed out loud "No...!" I began to toss and turn and groan even more to the point where it woke me up... (Well I thought I had fully woken up anyways.)

It was like my mind was awake, but my body wouldn't move... as if something were holding me down. I had fallen into another sleep paralysis, and suddenly it felt like I was no longer alone in the room. Seconds later my eyes finally opened, but my muscles were still locked in place.

As my eyes wandered off to the side, I saw a shadow standing over by the closet. It was her; she came back for me. I tried to scream for her, I just wanted to touch her one more time, but I was stuck, I had no voice, and I still couldn't move... I felt paralyzed.

Staring up at the ceiling tears began to fall down the side of my face. Slowly I started to feel the weight of pressure release from me, as I sat up quickly and began to scream out, "Mom...!" reaching out to her, I screamed even louder as the shadow started to disappear.

"Mommy wait...! Please!" She had vanished into thin air and had left me once again. Running into the room and clicking on the lights, Jessica asked in a panic, "what happened!"

"I saw her! She was here!"

"Who Em...?! Who did you see?!" she asked, still panicking.

"My mom...!" I cried out loud.

"Emery..." she sighed, "you must have had another bad dream."

"But she was here! She was standing right there!" I insisted, as I pointed over to the closet.

"Ok Em...ok," she whispered, as she wrapped her arms around me, "relax ok..." she sighed, once more in concern. "Do you want me to sleep in here with you?" she offered.

I was so shaken up that I could barely speak, then finally I answered breathlessly, "yes..."