-a/n : cold husband au-
⚠️-WARNING- ATTEMPTED SUICIDE-⚠️

IF ANYONE IS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING PLEASE KNOW THAT IT WILL ALL GET BETTER, AND TAKING YOUR PRECIOUS LIFE IS NOT THE SOLUTION!  YOU ARE VALUED IN THIS  WORLD!

-- this was actually written some time before , so it has pov(s) --
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-Third Person pov-

jimin and yoongi were in an arranged marriage and it had been a year since then. both of them loved each other but yoongi had trouble expressing his emotions. 

yoongi had actually never dated anyone seriously and due to that he is not used to all the affection given to him by jimin.

jimin though thought that yoongi hated him and wanted to get rid of him. yoongi never went beyond short conversations and always avoided skin ship.

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it was yet another day and jimin had just woke up. he saw that yoongi was still sleeping , "i love you yoonie..." he whispered in the lowest tone he could. 

he went to the kitchen and started making breakfast. 

after some time jimin set the tteokbokki and plates on the table. taking a cup of coffee he went to their room to wake up yoongi. 

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"good morning hyung- its time to wake up... you have work today." jimin said as he put the cup on their bedside table. 

yoongi didn't say anything. rather he just woke up , nodded and started drinking the coffee. 

jimin was used to such treatment , so he just went and sat near yoongi. "i love you hyung..." jimin said in a sad tone to only receive a small ok from yoongi.

to be honest jimin was done. literally done with how he was getting treated by his so called 'husband'.

"ok - listen up - i'm done with you treating me as if i don't even exist! you have been avoiding me since day one. i always tried to adjust to your behavior, but no! you just have to be the ice cold king that you are. i can understand you don't like much affection but at least acknowledge my existence!! everyday i wake up , try starting a conversation only to be shushed with an ok. what am i ? your food giver!!? no ! not anymore. i'm leaving!" jimin lashed out. 

yoongi sat there , shocked that his behavior affected jimin so much. he wanted to apologize so much and just kiss jimin up but he just said another ok. 

"after all i said you give me an ok !!? you are unbelievable!" jimin burst out as he walked out their room.

after a while yoongi saw jimin leaving. he tried stopping him but jimin was too stressed to listen to an explanation.

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-Yoongi's pov-

it has been 2 weeks since he left. i tried calling and texting him but he had blocked me. i am really guilty for what i did, but what use? i don't know where he went. i have lost what was my most precious gem. 

i was actually going to try behaving better and acknowledge his existence but it was too late.

i actually turned to alcohol for the solution of my problems. i know this is not the solution but it seems right. i lost my everything. i don't know why i am living after treating him this way. he doesn't deserve such treatment. its better if i just kill myself. there isn't any purpose of me living anyway.

-Third Person pov-

yoongi got up and went into their restroom and took out a blade. he cut himself once and twice. then finally when he raised the blade to kill himself the doorbell went off.

he put the blade down and went to get the door , thinking that it would be taehyung asking to try apologizing to jimin again.

but when he opened the door , jimin was standing there looking at him as if he saw a zombie.

-Jimin's pov-

i had came back because tae told me why yoongi hyung was behaving like this. i felt bad for what i did. at least i should've let him explain himself.

he opened the door for me and what i saw shocked me. he was standing there with bags under his eyes, several cuts on his hands and an unbearable scent of alcohol. 

"is it really you jiminie ? y-you came back? i am sorry - i am so sorry for how i - i treated you - i took for granted , i should not have done that - please give - give me another chance- i am sorry." yoongi apologized as he hugged me tight. he sobbed and hiccupped as he continuously mumbled sorry to me.

i did not reply to that, rather took him to the couch and made him sit there. i cam back with first aid kit and sat next to him. 

"yoongi hyung ... its ok , i forgive you - i am not going anywhere , yeah? now who told you to cut yourself like this? you are precious ok? i love you." i said as i cleaned the wounds.

"i - thank you for coming back. i- i lo- i love you too minnie.." yoongi stuttered as he replied. 

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and like that a painful chapter in our life had ended. he treats me well now. to be honest he is a total softie. 

now the problem is that i taught him too much and he has become even flirtier than me. he kisses me , hugs me , teases me and most importantly calls me the sweetest nicknames.

"baby...." yoongi called out. 

"coming hyungie..." i replied as i waddled myself into our room.

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a/n : thank you all for reading this story. hoping that you liked it. if you did please vote , comment and share. 

stay happy - stay safe 

borahae!!

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byee