❝i will admit, the white stain below
my nose you immediately notice
is from my darkest time,
but the most colorful

i won't lie to you
i won't promise not to do it again
i won't stop

i can't

my reasons don't fulfill you,
i am afraid they never will
you want answers, explanations

i have none

i will be truthful with you,
my blood is pumping white
my heart is full of
the substance
you hate the most.❞

— i stole the title//dreamfloats | 2017