*Warning: Mature Content*

Do not read if you're uncomfortable with a bit of erotic scenes. Just find the separator to skip it.
Here's a summary instead: They *cough* slept together, picking up over lost time. I mean...you can't expect anything less, can you?

Disclaimer: The reason behind all my mature content is to give a perspective on how crazy the two characters are for each other, and how it connected them more and more - both physically and emotionally. Only read if you're an adult (18+ years) and don't mind reading about a little 'sexy time'.

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This guy knew how to love her...and he hadn't forget.

Jungkook makes her feel like she is more than how she pictured herself in her head. Even while not understanding the scale of her weight before, he accepted and waited for her universe to allow him in. 

It was a life that I was given...now this is a life that I chose. With his hands roaming around at all the right parts of her skin, she gave in to the perfect exhilaration in every breath flowed through her lungs. He's gazing up to her like she is a goddess. Like she is his beautiful chaos, ready to bring an exquisite end to his perfect misery. 

"My love..." He groaned softly on her neck. Harsh breath brushed on her skin after as he held her still, thrusting deep into her. 

A little moan passed through her throat at the painful pleasure. The depth of his emotions poured in a form of starry-like eyes, smiling and sometimes begging her to take notice. His fingers keep digging on her waist as he guides her...slowly, up and down his length.

When Lisa's body fell on him again, he tilted her face up to his and kisses her hard. His hands reached down to her back of her cheeks, squeezing them with a longing that had her sighing wistfully. 

"Please..." She begged. 

"All in good time, baby," He smiled, looking devastatingly sexy under this dimmed yellow light.

She is still panting, trying and failing in slowing down both her breathing and thumping heart to match with his motion. A hand came up and plays over her chest, and her hips began swaying - grinding to the rhythm as she pleases.

"Keep still, baby..." He warns, almost grunting. "If you want me to go hard on you, you're gonna have to agree to me, that's all,"

It was a trap from the very beginning. He knew what he was doing to me and this...this...oh, this is so unfair!! How am I supposed to think straight with all this needing??

"What's it gonna be?" He said before sucking on one nipple. 

Oh my... "Kook..." 

He swirls his tongue around - again and again, that it feels almost torturing. "Stay here with me," The wicked sound is sweet and addictive. 

Every inch of her is throbbing for a release - flushing crimson as he keeps gripping her waist to a halt before moving in slow again. Oh fuck...how long is he gonna keep this up?

"I...I can't decide...not now..." She whimpers.

"We can do this all night, love. Until you say 'yes',"

Dammit - 

His expression is filled with desire and it's a wonder that he could stay patient like this. He really wants this? He really needs me to live in this house with him? With one hand on the back of her neck, he pulls her down to gently bite on her lower lip...and he starts kissing her hard again. His tongue is demanding, forcing hers to dance along. 

She moaned in his mouth when his hands guided her hips to go faster. She can hardly contain the unruly feelings through her body again - thinking that perhaps he's changed his mind - but just as the rampage builds up towards the freedom, he pulls her hips up and released her from his shaft. 

Fuck - how can he be so cruel?! "Stop teasing me..."

"You've been teasing me just fine, love," He smirks. "Tit for tat," One hand went under and he rubbed the sensitive nub of her wetness. 

Her knees fell weak instantly and Lisa forgot how to even be mad at her love. His fingers knew how to make her come apart and she could feel the tension building up again. She tried to silence her breathing but it was no use. A perfect moan escaped her lips as her hips took control - moving themselves around and on his hand.

"You're so beautiful, love," With eyes shut, she heard him whisper. The appreciation makes her feel so good and she stopped moving, realizing the depth of feelings involved in this much-awaited admission between them. "Please...stay here with me,"

Him...needing me, that alone is enough. "Yes," She breathed, watching Jungkook's wicked eyes turning into something resembling an awe. Does he not know how weak I am for him? I came back here just to be with him! I'll do anything he wants me to at this point - why is he so surprised?

"Promise me...you'll stay here with me,"

"I promise," She smiled shyly before leaning down to hastily kiss him on the lips. 

Right then, the game changed. He got up, forcing her to sit before he pushed her back to lay on the bed. With him now on top of her, he leans in to savour her mouth first before going down to her neck and chest. 

With every kisses planted, Lisa hears the ragged breathing left on her skin. Such passion and eagerness...the way his grips roam from one to another drives her crazier than before. Hot desire pools in her guts when he parted her legs and rubbed his shaft on her - teasing her delicate areas again and again.

"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" He asked once he's done with licking her all over. 

Her breath hitches and she can't take her eyes off him. His confident, sex-dazed eyes are blazing. "I love you as much too if not more -"

He thrusts himself deep into her and she swore every single muscles on her body clenched at the sweet, sharp pain. Gazing down at her, his eyes shine with ecstatic triumph. Oh, my man's so fucking sexy!

"Is that what you want?" 

He pushed hard once again and she whimpers her 'yes'. He began moving - picking up his speed in a merciless rhythm and she moaned louder when she felt the tension building deep inside of her again. 

"You always make me feel so good, Lisa," He breathes on her neck. "Please don't leave me like that again,"

The pleading, coupled with the pick up on his relentless pounding, felt overwhelming. More and more, and she stiffened before her body quivered madly. She shuts her eyes as she reels into the sensation...feeling only him. She can't help but grips on his back - letting her fingers scratch up from his waist to his nape. 

"I can't stand this...I need you to come for me, my love," He grunts and the effect it has on her is mind-blowing. She unravels at his words not even 3 seconds after. 

All the uncertainties...the unknown path that's yet to come by her very decision right this second...scattered as she exploded underneath him. She bit a small part of his shoulder to hide her moans and she vaguely heard him calling her name as he came apart after - thrusting hard for one final time before stilling in and on top of her. 

Lisa opened her eyes in those few seconds, just enough to catch the magnificence of her man, crumbling down by her doing. His veins were visible under sheens of sweats, affected by the strain of his strong muscles. It was a short glimpse but he was beautiful.

A minute felt too short as they're still panting - with his face buried in the small of her neck. She could feel his ragged breathing collecting calmness soon after, and she likes to think that the slow brush of her fingers around strands of his hair helps. 

Jungkook shifts his weight onto his elbows and leans down to kiss on her lips before pulling himself out of her. She winced slightly in his mouth by the graze she felt inside.

"Thank you, baby," He said, after managing the serenity in himself.

Jeez...can he be any sweeter?? "You're thanking me for the sex?" She chuckled when he lay down beside her, popping on one elbow.

"Half of it...also for agreeing to stay here with me," He smiles almost wickedly.

"Ckk - you always know how to trick me into saying 'yes'," 

He looks so pleased by her sentiment and she can't stop herself from grinning like a fool. There's a fleeting happiness in his adorable little laugh and his tousled, messy hair makes him look even more charming. I mean...how can I say 'no' when he's loving me like this? Hiding her own pleasure at the thought, she stretches out her relaxed limbs. The peace is indescribable. 

"I think we should do that again -" Lisa turned her head swiftly when she heard it. Jungkook's smile is proud...and sexy. "If you're up for it..." He got up on top of her and kisses her hard. Oh wow - "Now," 

So playful and demanding...and he's all mine!

...

The sun on his face woke him up. Opening his eyes to another morning with Lisa - snuggled comfortably against him - is a blessing he's pretty sure he won't be tired of. Her radiance under the sunlight reflects a glow of innocence, so different than the daring and lusty art that he had made love to last night.

A month without her...I don't think I could ever do it again. He was fine living on his own for a long time, but now he doesn't want to. Looking back at how he had been while she was gone, Jungkook realised that Lisa felt like a home he always wanted to go back to. 

It's funny how he didn't think how deep the feelings he has for her could go when he first saw her face and at this point, he can only pray that her mind's made up to not push him away again. She chose me over her ex...and she chose here instead of home. If that's not love, hell, I don't know what is!

He's decided that she's no different than the wildflowers she loved so much. She probably thought she needed fixing but she was wrong. She only blooms better because of the environment - to rise up among the free breeze. And that's exactly how he should be loving her. 

I know I said it's all in good time but...damn, that one month was a torture! The not knowing of what'll happen between us...and to feel the loss, it's obvious that she felt it too. There's really not much time to waste, especially when we've found our way back together like this!

The promise he made to his mother revisits and his chest began feeling a little heavy. I wonder if it's too soon to even bring it up...but she has to know. She agreed on moving here and staying with me, it's unfair for her to not know.

She stirred slightly and he knew that she's awake. My doll...I worked her up quite late last night, I hope she's not too sore! The things I wanna do to make up for the lost time...but no, I have to control it! After all, I'll be seeing her more now!

"Morning," He said while fixing s few strands of hair off her face.

She sheepishly smiles and stretch, then came back to his chest. "Hi,"

"Slept well?" He had to ask because it was the first night that they had poured all of their one-month longing into back-to-back sex.

"Very well, thanks to you," Her voice sounded seductive and it made him realize that... "Had a nice dream about me?" ...his 'morning wood' is visible underneath the duvet. 

"Now that you mentioned it..." It's just natural that the hand wrapped around her waist makes its way further down. He gave one cheek a squeeze and felt her hips pressed against his. "We should shower...I'm hungry,"

"Should I try making breakfast?" She dared to tease.

It made him want to laugh since she said 'try', but it's just fun not to...for now. "Baby, you're the breakfast," 

Her eyes shined with delight and it's becoming easier for him to get used to this...this enigmatic girl that's constantly left me breathless!

...

"Did you give them my address?" Jungkook asked from across the kitchen counter. 

"For the third time, yes, honey," She rolled her eyes, paired with a teasing smile. "I don't understand why you're so worried, I promised you last night, didn't I?"

"Just checking...you might've only said it for the benefit of your pleasure so..." He chuckled and she gasped.

"The pleasure was mutual! I specifically remember your 'baby, you feel so good I can't wait to be inside you' from the door to the stairs!" Unconsciously, her fingers had tear off bits of the bread she is holding and threw it at Jungkook. 

"Fine - the pleasure's all mine, okay??" The guy dodged and laughed even louder. It annoyed her so she threw another. "Stop, baby, you're wasting good food -" Jungkook started making his way around to reach for her so she left the stool and ran towards the living room.

"Baby...you know how I feel about you running," He walked closer - acting nonchalant as Lisa halts behind the sofa. 

"I thought you said you'd run after me?"

His tongue flickered against the inside his cheeks and she thought he looked hot. "There's really nowhere you can run here. It's too small and I'm too fast -" Right then, he takes two large steps and missed her by a few inches. 

Her breathing picked up the pace and her heartbeat is pounding fast. Between her laughter and giggles, she watched her half-frustrated boyfriend rethinking his strategy.

"My love...my sweet, sweet love..." He shook his head several times. "It's only gonna get worse when I catch you,"

"Ooo...now I'm intrigued! How much worse -"

Jungkook leaped - climbing across the sofa and Lisa can't help but squeaked in her laughs as he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her abruptly. His strong hands held her captive against his chest as he starts leaving pecks of kisses - all over her face.

"You're ruining my make-up -"

"You don't need much anyway!" And his fingers started tickling around her back to her waist. Dammit -

She laughed hard as her body shrunk and bent under his tight grip. Lisa had to shout a couple of 'stop' and 'sorry' before he finally loosened the hold.

Her cheeks felt warm and her eyes, a little teary. "You're so mean..." She sulked, still panting over the excitement.

Jungkook chuckled before pulling her into an embrace, and his body started swaying as if he knew it will calm her down. "I love it when you laugh like that...means I'm doing something right,"

Oh, he's so precious! A thing always leads to another, she understands it better now. An end to a friendship brings new ones, and those will lead to a family. A heartbreak leads to a new love, and this might even be an extraordinary kind of love. A time spent just for an evening...or a walk to the park, leads to a lifelong journey which she hopes she could walk it through with him.

It's a rule that people often forgets but not him. Never him. From the very beginning, he's always been there, reminding her to not deny it. The thought is heavy in her chest so she tightened her hold around him - letting her feet move along as if they are slow-dancing in this quiet space.

It's only been 3 days since she got back here but she can already see the hours turning brighter and brighter. Whether she stays here with him or at Chaeyoung's, she would have spend the same amount of seconds she could possibly get with him. 

"I'm probably pushing it here but I just wanna emphasize this...you're a good dancer," He suddenly said.

She smiled and frowned at the same time. "Thank you?"

"You're welcome. Just thought that you might wanna consider opening a studio again," Oh...right, I haven't even thought of it! "Since it looks like a promising, new beginning," He pulls himself away slightly and stares at her. "I know you have that photographer role readily offered but...I'd love to see you do something you're passionate about,"

"New beginning..." She tested the words as if she's never told herself that before. My passion... The talk on their first ever date came into mind and she beamed. "Yeah...that sounds...pretty wonderful,"

He smiled and kisses her gently. "There's no rush, baby. Just think about it."

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"What did I say - good sex glows you up!" Jisoo smirked before sipping on the iced Cappuccino in front of her. 

"It can't be that obvious...oh my God, is it that obvious??" Feeling her own flustered cheeks, Lisa can't help but laughs with embarrassment. 

"I mean...not like it's plastered on your forehead but yeah, as your friend, I can see it," 

She can't deny it. She's been cooped up in the house with Jungkook for six days straight since she got back and on this seventh, she had to ask her boyfriend if he still even owns his club! He dragged his feet out the door like a child being forced to go to school on a cold winter morning, but it had to be done. She can't stand the fact that she'd been holding him out from work for almost a week!

"So have you decided?"

Lisa takes a deep breath before nodding once. "Yes. I loved it before, unnie...working with you and the team...but I think I can only accept if it's on a retainer basis,"

Jisoo frowned and Lisa began to fidget. "Like a freelance?"

"Yeah...I thought really hard about it...about what I really wanna do and Jungkook sort of gave me an idea,"

"Jungkook? Okay, wow...well, let's hear it then!"

"When I was in Thailand...I mean, before the getting married stuff and being left at the altar -" She chuckled to herself. It felt like such a long time ago. "I used to dance a lot,"

"Dance?" 

"Yeah...I had a dance studio back then but I...I gave it up. Jungkook knew about it and before we got into that misunderstanding - before the evening where I was being an ass to him in front of you guys - he sort of nudged me into the idea again. And now...now I wanna do it! I wasn't sure I can before...if it's even a good investment but...well, I just transferred all of my life savings and I think that's what I wanna prioritize - my love for my passion,"

Jisoo leans back to her chair. There's a small smile on her heart-shaped lips but the frown is still visible. 

"Are you mad at me?"

"No, of course not! I'm just...surprised...at how much you've changed." The sentiment made her smile rather shyly. "I remember when you first applied for a job at the company. Your voice were barely heard that I had to ask you to repeat yourself a couple of times," Jisoo giggled. "You've been a good girl, always agreeing and saying 'yes'...staying silent while we're being loud. I always knew you had a mind of your own and it's a matter of time before you start speaking about what you really want. So I can't tell you enough...it's so nice to finally hear this," 

The compliment makes her feel good so she nodded along, with a wide grin on her face. "I'd appreciate it if you can support me with the freelance thing though cus I'll be throwing all my savings into that studio...I need food to stay alive!"

They both burst into a fit of laughter. 

"I'm pretty sure Jungkook won't let you starve to death! Good to know you guys still had time to talk about some serious reality-checks in between all that sex!"

"Unnie!!" She forced the musings into gasps, worried that the other tables might have heard what the elder just said. "I mean...deep, meaningful talks equal satisfying sex, isn't it?" 

"Wahh did you hear yourself?? Round of applause - this girl just became a woman!"

...

She stretched her arms high up and felt the cracks somewhere along her nape. It's been a tiring week. On her two weeks of officially settling in Jungkook's home, they finally brought Bahm and Love back. The brothers have been nothing short of excited since entering the house 4 days ago, and managing the two by herself is a lot harder than what Jungkook made it seem.

Since she haven't started her work yet, Lisa have been spending her days with the pups - feeding, cleaning, walking and chasing them around. Playing ball with them in the backyard, more feeding and more cleaning - that it's becoming more like a routine. They've gotten used to the new home quickly too and are always excited to run around.

It is starting to worry her, for when the studio starts its renovation and when she'll be off with the freelance work. How can I leave these kids alone? Granted, Jungkook will be at at their disposal from noon till 8pm on most days but what if I have a morning shoot? Or a night shoot - will they be okay to sleep on their own?

"I love that you worry too much about them but the boys will be fine! They know how to take care and behave themselves, they've been trained for that," He only chuckled when she pointed it out. 

"You said that but we don't know what'll happen, do we? What if they can't sleep and - and panicked? What if they cry and get sick?"

"Baby," He lays on the bed close to her. "Now I know what kind of mother you'd be -"

"Don't tease me - I'm serious, Jungkook!"

"So am I!" He laughed. "It's adorable that you think you needed to read them bedtime stories every night, it really is!"

Lisa sighed when he pulls her closer. 

"Don't pout like that, it makes me wanna kiss you and we both know what'll happen then," He warns but his dazed eyes are playful.

"What'll happen?" She teased, sneaking her hand underneath the back of his shirt and lingers her fingers gently around.

He breathed deeply and leans his head down as if he's going to kiss her, but stops only an inch apart. "I'll be calling in sick,"

The way his face hovers against hers makes her want him more. She tries to leap up and savour his lips...too bad he's better at playing this game. Damn...I've become so needy! "You keep lying to your staff quite often these days...I'm not sure how to feel about it," 

"Lovesick is a form of sickness too, baby. I wasn't lying," 

"I love that you're still good with words..."

"I love you more than it,"

"Well, aren't I the lucky one?" Lisa purposely pouts again.

Jungkook's eyes fell on her lips and he squints. They've been playful on and off the bed since she came back, and she doesn't think it will end anytime soon. No matter how many times he has made love to her, it seems that he couldn't deny the attraction too. Or at least, she thought he couldn't.

After a few minutes, he kissed her forehead and sat up. His expression had flipped as he stares down at her. 

"What's wrong?" She watches as both of his palms came up, rubbing his face across before brushing over his hair. 

"This is overdue but...we need to talk about something,"

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