Razel POV

Today is going to be the best day I'm going to be with Ryder all day no Lynch's no Ellington just relax and forget all of my problems.

I get up and look at the phone it said 7:03 am

Ok I think I have time I get up of bed and go look for my cloth I look for an ocean blue 2 pice suim sute that has an R on the left part of the top part in hot pink and the bottom is ocean blue and it's strap in a 'x' in both sides of my wrist then I put it on with a black with little blue shert and short short jeans and put on my ocean blue converse and let my hair natural I love my hair it's brown and it's not one of this hair's that you need to brush I have rock star hear I love music hey I need my song book.

Yes I have a song book always have and even before the accident I had one but no one knew about I manege to remember a few of the songs they were alot and I steel keep remembering more and more of it and even in my sleep.

I go take my jean made back pack and put in some cloth sunscreen, towel, hot pink glasses, hedphones, charger, other cloth, my phone and song book.

"Ok I think I'm all set now." I say to my self and before I can leave I hear

"Wher are you going?!?" Rydel ask Shit

"Out."

"Were?" She ask looking if I would creak

"I need some me time and mom and dad already know."

"And they let you they didn't ground you for hitting Ratliff?" She sais hopefully that they grounded me for it.

"Bye."

"They did so get back hear."

"Sorry need to go."

Before she can say anything I'm out the room and head down stears and open the door and leave I know Rydel won't follow me because she can't get up at this time I keep walking and get to Ryder's house just at 10:00 wow I made it just in time.

"I was wating for you." Ryder says I laugh

"So what are we doing?" I ask because I really want to know

"Well I want to go to the beach with Austin and this new mistery girl and have fun."

"I think it's a good idea if we do somthing."

"And that is?"

"Write a duet with me??" I ask a little worried about the answer

"Just like old day's." He says and I smile

"You still write songs?" He ask

"Yeah it's the only thing that remind me of you."

"You know I love you right?"

"And you know I love you too."

We started leaning to echother and we were interrupted by Austin in the door we pull away and Ryder says

"It's open." and Austin comes in with a girl that's taller than me like always I'm shorter than everyone and she has blond hear baby blue eyes and has a lot of mack up on and she's dress showing a little to much.

"Hey my name is Beauty." I can see why she is beatiful I look at Austin and he looks happy and I look at Ryder and his stering  at her and I mean her you know what I'm talking about

"Hey I'm Razel Lynch nice to meet you and if you excuse me I'm changing."

I say'd that meaning I will change partners  and I go up stears without saying anything more and go to the back of the house and climb a tree tall enough for no one to see me and I start crying just because he was like that you see I don't cry when I'm sad I cry when I'm angry and I don't get jealous never have never will I like letting boy's do what they want I can't believe myself right now. Why am I like this? If after all I let boy's be I don't like to be the jelouse or obsessive girlfriend.

"I'm an idiot." I say to myself and I hear someone saying

"That's a lie."

I look down and see... Ryder. Really? Why?!

"What do you want Jack?"

He know's that I'm angry at him I always call him by his first name when I am

"That hurt."

"Your talking about hurt now?! Well what you did back ther hurt Jack."

"Can you come down and talk to me??"

"You come up hear I'm not going down."

"Ok."

He climbs the tree and seat next to me

"How did you know I was hear?" I ask

"I know you Brooke and I'm sorry but I wasn't stering at her that way if you notice it was desgust you know I don't like girls like her."

He says getting closer and put an arm around my sholders and continue talking

"Love look at me do you think I will hurt you like that??"

"No."

"Then you already know that I'm telling you the truth."

"I hate to admit I do and I trust you Ryder."

"Now that's the girl I like and love, I love you Brooke."

"Jaja I love you to Ryder." With that we kiss for like a minute and we got down of the tree and go inside again.

"Who's ready for the beach!!" I screamed wich is pretty loud no matter how hard I try when I scream to be low it won't be that low that's why when I'm singing I can get really high notes

"I am!" They all scream and I sent glears to them

"Really!" I say and turn around and get my backpack

"What?!?!" Austin ask screaming and Ryder laugh putting a hand on my sholders

"Because you try'd imitate me." I say and glear at them and I see her chuckle ohh this is on!

"So Austin why are you going out with Beauty hear?" I ask and I seans Ryder laughing because he know's what I'm doing
"You know me so well." I say to Ryder he laugh

"Well we go to singing class together."

"She sings?!?!?" I ask surprised

"Yes I do." she sings she has voice but I can still beat her I look at Ryder and his looking back at me and smerk

"So I see you can sing." I say smerking and looking at her

"Yes I am the best at this." I look at Austin and he looks the exact same way I am

"Ahhh wow ok let's forget this and go have some fun in the beach." I say and they all nod except her I act like I didn't see her and continue to go out.

*At The Beach*

We are now at the beach and I still have my cloth on.

"So you came hear and didn't breang a suim sute how stupid." And that was Beauty the boys are in the water and they live me with her alone I swear I'm going to kill her she was with a suim sute that she was practical naked I can't belive this I just act like I didn't heard her and took of my cloth and let my suim sute show when I do I feel all eyes on me I turn around and I see all the Lynch's boy's ther my eye's go wide and I couldn't move an inch

"Ahh Ra what are you doing hear?" Ross asked

"Ammmm." I was frozen I didn't kniw what to say

"Hey my name is Beauty may I know yours?"

For the first time I loved her I took a run for the water and go hide behind Austin because he was the first one I saw that I knew and was the closest to me at that moment.

"What's wrong??" He ask with a laugh

"The Lynch's are hear." I say still behind him I see them look this way and I think they are wondering if it's me I need to do somthing

"Austin kiss me."

"What are you cra-" he was interupted by me kissing him I takr a glance at the Lynch's and they look away because they think I don't have a boyfriend.

I pulled away

"Sorry."

"Why did you kiss me?"

"You kiss him!!!"

Oh oh I'm dead

"Ryder I'm so sorry but the Lynch's are hear and they were abut to spot me and had to do something to make them look away so I kiss Austin for that and right now they don't know we're I am and I'm really sorry Ryder if you want to brack u-" I was cut off by Ryder kissing me

"What a good way to tell someone to shut up." I say and laugh

"I understand I know you would never do that without a reason and also you didn't need to say all that in one breath I was going to let you talk I'm always gona let you talk." He says giving me another kiss I don't deserve this kid he really is the beast Boyfriend in the world

"I love you." he says

"I love you to." I say