Today is the day of the Harry Potter premiere and I am looking forward to it. This movie has been a long time coming. I am so excited and I even had to travel to England to attend the premiere. I had Jennifer come with me because I couldn't really travel on my own since I am only 14 so I can't really travel with her so I could see the movie. Well and attend the premiere since I want to be with the cast since I love being around the cast. And they are so fun. I love being around them. Well it is fun to film with Maggie Smith. Well since some of the characters on the movie that were kids there were a lot of child actors like me and we did schooling on set since they thought education was key. But I am not going to school since I would rarter prefer to be an actress like I am doing right now. Lizzie does want to be an actress like me but she wants to wait a bit because the twins were still angry at us well mainly me but they were mad our siblings did not take their sides and chose my side. Mom was also mad that I went to the premiere with Jennifer instead of her. She brought up she is my mom and Jennifer is not. Well I have a loud mouth people tell me I get it from the twins but I do not know if it is true or not. I had a right go at Jamie, mother, that she did not act like a mother at all and I had the right to be angry and mad at her for being a better mom to the twins and not the rest of her kids. It annoys me when people do not treat their kids right like why have kids if you are not gonna look after them properly. Well I abended mother because  I did not have time for people who did not care about me. I was taught by Tom Hanks that if people do not care about you do not waste your time on them at all. So I told mom she did not have the right to see me. I did not stop her from seeing the rest of her kids it was their choice if they wanted to see her again not my choice. Jennifer did teach me that even if you look after someone it is not your  choice to control their life it is their life not yours. And the movie big daddy also taught me that because I was a)  in it love d) the movie so much. So I did not stop Lizzie Taylor Trent and Jake from seeing her because it is their choice if they want to see her and I was not gonna tell them they have to see her when they do not have to see her at all.

So my relationship with mom is ruined because mom thought it would be a good idea to be a dick. Well I do need to get over that because I can not be like this for long. My entire life has been like this since I was born. Me always arguing with the twins mom and dad siding with them then me arguing with them. It is always like that. I know it should not be like that but it always has been. I should not be used to all the arguing but I am because of how many times I do it with mom dad and the twins. I never can catch a brake with them at all. They always had to make it about them and no one else. If it was their birthday no one could say anything about anyone. But when it was some one else's birthday it was still about them. I never got a 10th birthday party since the twins wanted to go to the zoo and that is where they went. They never liked anyone getting in the way of their time with mom and dad no matter what. So I am thankful I no longer have to argue with them. It was always about me stealing their spotlights the n mom and dad did not like the fact I was taking something so special from the twins. Well when I over took them in fame mom and dad certainly did not like that because it set the twins off so bad. The twins are spoiled brats always have been. They want all the attention and for no one else to have attention. Well I did not know how to react when I was young but know when I argue with the twins I know how to finish an argument with them. But it always started an argument with mom then dad got involved because he thought it was a good husband did. Well I always won every argument with the family. I only argued with Lizzie twice and the first time was how hard having fame is and the second was about who's turn it was to pick a song to play. It had never got as bad as it did with the twins. So it never really bothered me when me and Lizzie argued. They loved arguing. So did I so our arguing skills did not mix well in an argument at all so it was never fun. We always ended up yelling I hate you to each other then mom getting involved. I was never emotionally hurting any of that it was hurting some of the words they said but I always got over it since people who loved my work told me something different. And my fans are the most important to me. Well that is because they keep me going and telling me I can do something I think I can not do so that always cheered me up.