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These songs will be featured throughout the novel but I thought I'd give you the chance to come back here and read them if you wanted to see the whole thing before the end of the book on some, or just the whole song in general!

Not Me//Willow Stevens

Verse 1

I had a dream in another life

Where I could stand at the top of my own billboard sign

I could sing along to every song I heard

Remembering to forget the words.

I had a dream in another time

Where you never walked out of my life

I can still hear the melody of every word you sang

But no amount of listening can ease this pain

Chorus

Maybe I'm not perfect, but I like who I am

Maybe I'm not worth it and I hope you'll understand

I can't be who you expect me to be, no baby

That's not me.

Maybe I can't rule the world on my own two feet

I need you standing right beside me

But I can't be who you expect me to be, no baby

That's not me.

Verse 2

You had a dream in another life

You could have a star on Hollywood boulevard

Forget about the world just for a little while

And try to get me to smile.

You had a dream in another time

A life coloring inside the lines

You forget to close your eyes and remember that I'm

Still on your side

Pre-chorus

And I know, I know, I know. ..

Chorus

Maybe I'm not perfect, but I like who I am

Maybe I'm not worth it and I hope you'll understand

I can't be who you expect me to be, no baby

That's not me

Maybe I can't rule the world on my own two feet

I need you standing right beside me

But I can't be who you expect me to be, no baby

That's not me

Bridge

All I ever wanted was a world of my own

One with a million records sold

I needed you here to help me through it all

Now who's gonna catch you when you fall?

Chorus

Maybe I'm not perfect, but I like who I am

I'm not worth it but I hope you'll understand

I need you more than I need air to breathe

But I can't change who I am baby, no

That's not me

That's not me

Heartbeat// Single Released by Xander Cruise

Verse 1

This is my apology

I wanted to say I'm sorry

I, can't express how I feel for you

Without a little bit of a beat and some music too

Pre-chorus

I see your face every time I close my eyes

When you're by my side I'm paralyzed

And it took me so long to realize

Chorus

There's no air in my lungs when you're not around

I can sing it all but don't hear a sound

Half of my heart is in the palm of your hand

I wish there was some way I could make you understand

You're my heartbeat, my heartbeat, love

I can't breathe, breathe, it's not enough

You're my heartbeat, my heartbeat

And I'm nothing without you here

Verse 2

This is my time

To apologize

I'm not fine

This happens all the time

Chorus

There's no air in my lungs when you're not around

I can sing it all but don't hear a sound

Half of my heart is in the palm of your hand

I wish there was some way I could make you understand

You're my heartbeat, heartbeat, love

I can't breathe, breathe, it's not enough

You're my heartbeat, my heartbeat

And I'm nothing without you here

Bridge

And I know, this might not change a thing

But there's a piece of you in every word I sing

I love you more than you could ever imagine

I wish there was some way I could make you understand

Chorus

There's no air in my lungs when you're not around

I can sing it all but don't hear a sound

Half of my heart is in the palm of your hand

I wish there was some way I could make you understand

Make you understand

You're my heartbeat, heartbeat, love

I can't breathe, breathe, it's not enough

You're my heartbeat, my heartbeat

And I'm nothing without you here

I'm nothing without you here.

This is my apology

I wanted to say I'm sorry

Head Games//ELEVEN ELEVEN

Verse 1

You're playing head games, baby

You haven't been too happy lately

Crying and falling into a shell

It's like your living in your own hell

Chorus

You're playing head games with yourself, girl

We can play together if you don't play by the rules

Head games, head games

You can't run from yourself in your own head baby

I can chase you, come on are you ready?

Verse 2

You think I don't hear all the words you say

I want to wipe the tears streaming down your face

Hold you in my arms

Till you let down your guard

Chorus

You're playing head games with yourself, girl

We can play together if you don't play by the rules

Head games, head games

You can't run from yourself in your own head, baby

I can chase you, come on, are you ready?

Head games, head games, baby

Head games, head games, girl

You're playing head games, head games

But I love you just the same

ELEVEN ELEVEN// COMING HOME 

ELEVEN ELEVEN// Famous

Verse 1

I wanna be famous

I wanna be famous

When I was a boy I used to play guitar

I'd dream of playing big shows

And driving fast cars

If I could show you now

Of what you didn't think I could be

You'd be in for one hell of a story

Pre-Chorus

And I told you, when I was young

That I'd pull the trigger on this loaded gun

Chorus

I wanna be famous

I wanna see my name on signs

I wanna be famous

I wanna feel alive

I wanna be famous

Famous

ELEVEN ELEVEN// He+She=We

Verse 1

Here we are again

Let's forget it all, it's easier to pretend

I can still see

Every little piece of you, every little piece of me, and the end to our story.

Pre-Chorus

Why can't we stay young forever?

Why can't we stay young together?

Chorus

He+She=We

Baby, can't you see

He+She=We

It's always been you and me

He+She=We

He+She=We

Baby

Verse 2

We fell through

I don't want to forget about you

I can't move on

When I everything I say comes out wrong

Pre-Chorus

Why can't we stay young forever?

Why can't we stay young together?

Chorus

He+She=We

Baby, can't you see

He+She=We

It's always been you and me

He+She=We

He+She=We

Baby

Bridge

One day (one day) we'll be unstoppable

One day (one day) we won't remember this at all.

Pre-Chorus

Why can't we stay young forever?

Why can't we stay young together?

Chorus

He+She=We

Baby, can't you see

He+She=We

It's always been you and me

He+She=We

He+She=We

Baby

Here we are again

Let's forget it all, it's easier to pretend.

ELEVEN ELEVEN//FALLING

Verse 1

I don't want it all

I just want a bit of your time

We can take it slow

You can ask me and I'll go.

And baby, I love your smile

I know it's not right but I'm claiming it as mine

Can we just lay here for a while

It doesn't have to be much, but baby I need a sign

Pre-Chorus

And every night I try to hide it, but some things you just can't fight and

Chorus

I'm falling faster every day

It always comes back to you and me

Do you feel it too?

I'm falling faster every day

Falling even more in love with you

Verse 2

As hard as I try

I can't help but see everything in you

All your beautiful imperfections

Its all I do

I wish you could see them too

All these years and I still don't know who I am without you

Pre-Chorus

Every night I try to hide it, but some things you just can't fight and

Chorus

I'm falling faster every day

It  comes back to haunt me

Do you feel it too?

I'm falling faster every day

Falling even more in love with you

Bridge

It's been me beside you for so long

I know I should just try to let go

I'm not that strong.

But I just thought you should know

Chorus

I'm falling faster every day

It always comes back to haunt me

Do you feel it too?

I'm falling faster every day

Falling even more in love with you

I'm falling even more in love with you

I'm falling even more in love with you

I'm falling faster every day

Falling even more in love with you

ELEVEN ELEVEN// Willow

Spoken interlude: "I love everything about you, there's no words to express just how much you mean to me. Everything we've been through, everything we'll go through, it will be and has been together. You're my best friend, and I'm sorry for any sort of pain that I may have caused you. I love you, Willow, and this song is for you."

Verse 1

I remember when

We would sit at the kitchen table and you'd play

Some song

That I wouldn't get out of my head until the next day.

We were kids then

Pretending we didn't need anybody or anything

Pre-Chorus

I know it's stupid and I see it too

But believe me when I say, baby, I'm nothing without you.

Chorus

For years I've fought these feelings inside of me

I don't know who I am or who I've gotta be

All I know is I want you beside me

It was always you and me against the world

I was your guy and you were my girl

And now after all is said and done I see

That I know exactly who I want to be

Verse 2

I remember when

We would sit on your bedroom floor with that old guitar

Playing some song

You dreamed of making it big, being a superstar

We were kids then

And I think about it now and again

Pre-Chorus

I know it's stupid and I see it too

But believe me when I say I'm nothing without you

Chorus

For years I've fought these feelings inside of me

I don't know who I am or who I've gotta be

All I know is I want you beside me

It was always you and me against the world

I was your guy and you were my girl

And now after all is said and done I see

That I know exactly who I want to be

Bridge

Here and now, I'll be by your side

And if tomorrow comes, I'll be along for the ride

Pre-Chorus

I know it's stupid and I see it too

But believe me when I say I'm nothing without you

For years I've fought these feelings inside of me

I don't know who I am or who I've gotta be

All I know is I want you beside me

It was always you and me against the world

I was your guy and you were my girl

And now after all is said and done I see

That I know exactly who I want to be

All songs on this album will soon be added, as well as a few others. I may make albums of their entire discography but won't write every single song. 

More songs are to come! Hope you guys liked these!

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~ChasingMadness24