Section: Royal Emblem
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Chanyeol's POV
I should've confessed to him earlier...
Before it's too late...
Before he left me...

I'm Park Chanyeol, 18 years old 2nd year college and I'm A DJ at Ignition Club. I'm rich but I chose to be a DJ luckily my parents still supported me. The club I'm working in was actually my parents club.

I have my own music room where I create my mash ups

I'm currently inside my mom's office because she said she wants to talk to me

Mom entered the room so I got up and greeted her behind her was a cute small boy----- I-is that? N-no way

Baekhyun.....

You're...finally back

Baek looked at me then he smiled
how I missed those smiles

4 years without you are like hell to me my baekkie

"Hi yeollie~~ long time no see! How's Dara noona"

"D-dara? We--broke up"

"Sorry to hear that but why did you broke up? I mean you and Dara noona are the Best love team here in Seoul

But you are the one I love....not her

"Y-yeah..."

"Well yeah! Let's just sit! Your mom is gonna tell you something"

"Ah..yeah..right! What is it mom?" I asked while sitting on the chair I front of her table

"Chanyeol, I want you to teach baekhyun how to mash up songs! I know you can do it well because you are the best DJ here in Seoul"

"Teach..him?"

"Yes he wants to be a DJ--" baek cutted mom off

"Actually my dad wants me to be a DJ. I wanted to be a singer"

"Why don't you be a singer? I heard your voice back when you and chanyeol were still kids"

"Ahh~~ haha thanks "

"Plus chanyeol also said it to me" mom added

"Really? Yeollie told me that my voice is actually ugly"

"It is really ugly! I just said that so mom won't be dissapointed"

"You're still a bully!" He shouted

I pulled my chair closer to him then I put my arms on his chair and put my face closer to him

"I'm still YOUR bully"

"M-my? M-my bully?"

"Stuttering and blushing eh? Is that a proof that you love me?" I teased

He pushed me away..again...

" I DONT love you! And I will NEVER love you! It's gross! Don't you know the fact that we're both boys!" He reacted

Why is it a big deal for him that we're both boys! Isn't feelings enough?? Love has no gender! No age!

But love has to have timing...

I smiled to him...a sad one

"Why are you smiling like that?" He said worriedly

"Nothing.. so 10:30 tomorrow ok?" I changed topic

"Hmm..k! I need to go! My girlfriend is waiting for me" he excused

Wait..G-girlfriend?

Wait he has a girlfriend

*sigh* I guess...I'm a bit to late

"You still love him don't you?" Mom said

"I never Stoped..." I walked out after saying those pitiful words of mine

It's such a pity..I never stopped loving a person who can't love me back

I went iniside the house but unexpectedly baek was there

"Baek! What are you doing here"

"Hmm..I have nothing to do Taeyeon is not free today so I guess I want you to teach me!" He said cheerfully

Haist! Old cheeky baekie!

We went inside my Music room and as we enter my mashup song Played it always play again and again

"Hmm...you really are the best at mashing up songs..it's really lively...but the lyrics--"

"Yeah..it's lively but the lyrics are not. It's how I feel. I want everybody to feel lively without knowing my real sad emotions" I mumbled

"Are you sad...?" He asked

"Since you left...you became my very best friend you know everything about me, you know all my feelings...but I guess not all anymore. Not all. You don't know one. One feeling."

"What is that one feeling yeollie I don't know a happy virus like you really hides a very serious feeling..."

"Hmm..I can't tell you for now. Let's get going" I let him sit on the chair I front of my computer where I create my mash ups

"T-shirt by shontelle? I thought you hate-- yeah..it has the same thing to your composed songs...lively..but sad meaning"

"A girl..who misses his ex..she misses everything that she does when they were still together..it feels so right when she's with him..but now that the boy is gone..she feels empty...empty that she always wear the only memory that has been left by the boy...the T-shirt" I explained to him

Its the same as my story..but you're not my ex...you're just my bestfriend who is inlove with Taeyeon noona..without even knowing how I feel when you're with her..I promise to keep all my feeling from you...I..promise..because ones I said it to you..you will treat me differently

Just like how you treat sehun..

When sehun confessed to you you always say sorry to him even if it's not your fault you always feel guilt for not loving him

*sigh* I don't want you to treat me that way Baek..it's easier to hide this feelings...this feelings I have for you..

I love you...

I love you..but...I must forget how I feel for you..

So...

"Baekhyun...." I whispered just right enough for him to hear

"Hmm.."

"I'm..leaving.. after You learn how to create mash ups..I'm going to leave..far..far away from you..." I said

I saw how tears started to group up and fall

"W-why? H-have I done something wrong?"

"N-no...You're my bestfriend...so I want you to know..."

"W-why are you leaving"

"Sometimes..its easy for people to leave than to confess to someone who does not have the same feeling towards him...."

I love you...and I'll miss you...

I went to my cabinet and gave him a back pack

"Open that...after...I leave.."

2 months later

Baekhyun' POV

I'm now crying inside my room

Chanyeol already left...

I suddenly noticed the backpack he gave me

'Open that...after..I leave..'

I opened it and inside it was a t shirt

A white tshirt and it has words in it

I'm sorry..I love you..goodbye

My tears started to fall...

So we have the same feelings..why didn't you tell me?

I also love you...

I always love you
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