Ek deewana ....awaaz ki.....

Manik pov....

Flash back continues .....

After that we all had a good talk and discussed what to sing??? what to do for the meeting .........???

Then arya asked misthi to come home as vandu aunty is  waiting for them. ........Bcoz they are getting married next week .....That too a simple christian marriage and reception.....Bcoz misthi wanted it simple ........

Abhi went to drop mukti.........And he is going to thakkar house .....aliya dhruv left for a late night drive .........

I cabir and navni are sitting on the living room and talking randomly .....I saw bird and cabir signalling something .....I thought to ask them but before that only .....cabir got up......

Navya chalo....Let's go......He asked

Where .......Navya asked .....

Dhawan house .....He said ....

I forgot to tell u ....Mom dad asked you to check the interior and any changes in the house .......cabir said....

Cabir parents are different ....Though they live away from them ....But still he has the freedom to talk anything. ....They are just like friends .....He just told everything to them the day navya accepted him....From that day aunty considered navya decision important than cabir.........

Cabir let's go tomorrow ......Navya asked ......

I can't leave nandu alone .......Already abhi misthi left .......Navya said ....

Manik will stay with nandu ....You come with me....Cabir suggested .....I looked at him and nandu they are blinking eyes.....

Navya looked at nandu .......You go....manik is here ........

Then navya cabir left .........

I went to change my dress in abhi room and informed mamma that I won't come home .....I used to sleep in  abhi room  whenever I visited here .....To stay with nandu ........

So I went to check on her .....And also give her the gift i bought for her......Bcoz of her i got success in getting the first concert of my career ...........

I saw her sitting on the balcony .....Seeing the beach and looking at the shinning stars and full moon...........

I sat beside her........Watching the sea view silently .....I saw her leaning on me .......

I held her close to me ........

What's wrong bird ????Bcoz u look so dull .......As I know you .......Very well ....You never cry for pranks .....But I saw you crying ....as soon as I came you sighed in relief ......Plzz bird your scaring me .......

Manuu.....She just called me .....With tears as her voice says it ....Bcoz her face is buried in my chest ........I held her more tight giving her an assurance to speak out.....

I saw mamma ji near office today ........She just said .....

What ????did he harm you ....Are you ok.....I cupped her face .........U didn't call me ....I asked her

I called you but you didn't lift my call ....I got scared .....But I called cabir he said you are in meeting ....So I just came home as he said you asked everyone to come here .........She said .....

I'm the reason for her tears.....I could have attended the call....I am cursing in my mind .....

You are not the reason for my tears ....You will always be the reason for my smile ......She said cupping my face as if reading my thoughts .......And kissed my cheeks ........

I just kissed her forehead and hugged her to my heart ......I will talk to the commissioner. ......You don't worry ok....Nothing is wrong .....Everything will be fine........I said her ....

I just took my mobile ......To call the commissioner ........I held her more tight ........But I hissed in pain......Bird immediately looked at me ............But I didn't care for pain.....

Commissioner lifted the call immediately ....I spoke to him continuously .....I was so  engrosed in the call ....I didn't notice bird doing something ......After I cut the call i have noticed her tears ........

I just cupped her face rubbing her tears ......Relax jaan  your mamu mami are in jail......Getting punished for their deeds ......I even said commissioner to take extra care .......Ok now stop crying .....

She just looked down from my face .....I saw her looking at my shirt pocket ....I looked to see my shirt first two buttons open and .....shit... she saw the  tatoo on my heart .........

Bird ....Vo....I was about to explain.....

She just turned the other side .........

Bird plzz ......You know it's not hurting but your tears hurt me .......I said  and turned her to me ...........

You never have to do this ....Is it hurting ....she asked me rubbing her hand on it .....Tracing the tattoo .......You say it doesn't hurt ......It is hurting you are hissing in pain idiot .......She scolded me .....

Thanks to her ayyapa bcoz she got diverted from her mama ji........I thought in mind looking at her.....

It doesnt hurt bcoz its very small when compared to the tattoo on my back ....Which I have done on my 18 birthday .....This is very small ....So relax ......I wanted my bird close to my heart .....Who is an angel so this tatoo is for that .......I said .....

She just kissed my tattoo on my heart..........U really have a big tattoo .....She asked me....

Do you wanna see .....I asked her teasing and about to remove my shirt .......

noooo.....She shouted ......

And rested her head on the other side looking at the tatoo on my heart ........I just carsesed her hair.......

Where is my kulfi.....Today there  are two good news about concert and arya misthi marriage .....I asked her ........

Wait ....I will just come back .....She stood to go down......I will also come i need to get something from car.... i said ......

We went down together .....I got my guitar ........And came to see her sitting  in the balcony waiting for me ...........

Why guitar ....???She asked me .......

Vo i composed a song for tomorrow meeting with raichand.......I wanted you to hear it for me first ....And tell me how it is .......I said .....She smiled making me smile .......

She gave me a plate....Making me more happy .......

How many flavours can you make bird ......You always give me a special kulfi.....I love you for this kulfi.....You know now I can never eat an outside kulfi....Only bcoz of you ....So you should make them life time.......I said and kissed her ......She just smiled brightly nodding in yes ......

I completed my kulfi and kisses her cheeks with my kulfi moustache as I ate like a kid.....I didn't let her rub it .......

You kissed me with lipstick ......And left the mark in my room that day....So keep it like that .......

She made a cute pout .......And is about to rub ......

Plzz bird...Clean it later .......She accepted immediately .........And didn't rub it ......

Chalo ......let me sing now .......I tunned my guitar .........And just looked at my life sitting in front of me .....and started to sing .........

Ruhaani si ik shaam hogi
Halki teri usmein aawaaz hogi
Ruhaani si ik shaam hogi
Halki teri usmein aawaaz ho

Tu naa jaaye kabhi, aitbaar karun
Tu naa jaaye kabhi, khuda se ye hi kahun

Main jo bhi hoon jaisa hoon
Tujhme rehta khota hoon
Tu mera aaj hai, mera kal hai
Meri zindagi ki duaa (x2)

Tu dua hai, tu hi hai mera karam
Tujhpe hi shuru, tujhpe hi khatam (x2)

Shehron mein galiyon mein
Apno mein parayon mein
Dhoondha tujhe hai

Shehron mein galiyon mein
Apno mein parayon mein
Dhoondha tujhe ke

Mil jaaye mujhe, tu kahin roobaru
Tu hi dikhe, main jahan rahun

Main jo bhi hoon jaisa hoon
Tujhme rehta khota hoon
Tu mera aaj hai, mera kal hai
Meri zindagi ki duaa (x2)

Tu dua hai, tu hi hai mera karam
Tujhpe hi shuru, tujhpe hi khatam (x2)

As soon as I completed the song .....She just hugged me tightly .......And in that hug her kulfi cheek rubbed me on my cheek .....I made a bad face but she didn't let me rub it ..........

We both laughed together .........And sat together ..........

I was sitting back hugging her .....And playing with my pendant pressing and hearing manuuu.. .........jaan y did you gift me this pendant.... i asked her .........

Bcoz it represent us....She said .....

Us ....How ?????....I asked her

As you call me bird ....Those wings represent me ......and that ruby stone represents you ....Which means manik....It's shape represents our love ...So it's us.......Wherever i am but still I'm always with you ....
Whenever you get angry look at it ...... And listen my voice ....I know it calms you.......It reminds you that you have a bird waiting for you .......So never mess up things .....And you should always remember to stay with her never leave her alone .........She said lovingly .......

Never ....I said hugging her more tightly .......I love you ......I said .....

I love you to my  monster ......She said giggling loudly and just stopped feeling something on her neck.....

Bcoz i made her wear a small special  pendant for her...... she looked at me immediately with a huge smile on her face .......

You are taken to by this monster ....
Who gave  his monster heart to this angel bird .....So keep it safe ........I want everyone to know that you are taken by this monster.......You are mine only mine ........I said her ......

She kissed the pendant ...I'm only yours ......I loved it ....Thank you manu ....She just hugged me ....That pendant got pressed on my chest and both the pendants made sound .....manu...Bird ....At the same time .....

We broke the hug.....Bird again pressed the pendant .....Bird ....It's my voice .......

She was listening it continuously .......

We both just slept on the couch cuddling each other .....Looking at the marine drive ......She is just adoring her pendant with love .......

Bird....You know we just got married .......i said ......

What ??? She asked ....

Listen .....I had a tattoo ......It's our mehandi ......Why should always girls put the name of boys ....So I kept mehandi on my heart .........She just turned to see me .....I held her in a tight grip not to let her fall from that small couch ..........

We had kulfi haldi i said... showing our cheeks which still had the mark .........She laughed loudly.......

I sang a song for you ....That's our sangeeth........She sat straight looking at me .......

I made you wear this .......I said pointed on the pendant .....

It's your mangalsutra .........I said ...

So .....I kissed on her forehead .......I filled your mang with my kiss ....It's your sindoor ......

So finally  saath phere....Which means a promise to stay together ......So I Give you a blank promise ....I said .....

Blank promise ....She asked with confusion.......

Yes a blank promise .....Whenever in life if you get a situation to make me listen to you  or you want anything from me  you can use this blank promises to get that from me ............As our  saath phere.......so saath phere are also over ....You are my secretly wedded wife .....Mrs nandini manik malhotra........

She blushed with tears ...... and hid in my embrace .......Love you mr malhotra....I'm happy to be mrs malhotra.........

Oh hello ...It's not bidaai......Your crying .....As if I'm taking you away from this house. ......I said to cheer her up.......

I'm ready to come anywhere with you without asking where you are taking me ........she said .......

So chalo....I lifted her in my arms and moved inside .....I placed her on the bed ......And also slept beside her but with a little distance .........

This is the first time we both are staying in the same room.......That to night time ...........So don't you think it's dangerous to stay with a monster ......That to alone ......I asked her with a teasing smirk ........

She moved to me ....Hugged me tightly .......I trust my monster .......More than myself ..........Saying this slept on me.....

I hugged her tight and slept on the same bed for the first time .........That's our special secret wedding ..........

Present .....

I was just sitting with my head rest on the bed .....And eyes closed but tears made its way out thinking of our day.......

But I was shaked by my shoulder ....I opened my eyes to see jiju.....I rubbed my eyes .....

Kya hua.....jiju asked me ....

Nothing jiju....Are we leaving .......I asked .....

U didn't come for break fast ....r u ok......jiju asked concerned .....

I'm fine .....I had a head ache ....So didn't feel like eating ....So I'm sitting here ....I said.  .....

But felt like smoking a full ash tray of cigars to fill the stomach with smoke .......He said sarcastically showing the ash tray and also took the cigar in my hand . ......He just pulled it and dropped in the tray ......

Have this ....He gave me juice .....I took not to make him more angry.....Bcoz he is the most coolest person I know .....His rage is something I can't handle .......His ignorance is like poking needles in skin ......It hurts like hell......

Precap: dream project .......