In the industry of music there was two types of people who talked about a celebrity or idol. Those of which are fans, supporting their favourite artists, attending events, buying albums, commenting on social media. The most supportive and kind the fandom is the better they are appreciated. The other type whom talked about the artists are the so called anti-fans or easily shortened in their field to be anit's. These  would attend events and too comment on social media but perhaps not in the same supportive way as the fans. Rather the complete opposite. Every artists deals with these for every small detail of their career, their lives. From friends, to family and most of all relationships. 

And it was the way they targeted relationships which hurt the most. The way the artists put such special connections they had out there to enable their fans to be involved with their lives. But these so called anti's always had something to say against these special relationships. That, that hurt's more than anything else. 

They always start by picking at small things. But it never remains on the small things. It always develops. Develops into something much bigger going as far to state 'person can do so much better' 'person would be better with'. It was normally aimed at the female artist saying her male idol partner was able to do better. That she wasn't good enough. 

But not this time. This time it wasn't the female idol being targeted. No it was the male and he defiantly was not taking it lightly. 

tae_tae97  Eyes on you 🥰 333cyj333

tietops  Tae is cute but would be cuter with someone else

idlespirits  This may be tagged with 333cyj333 but she so deserves better

tzen234  I know its been a while but 2tae will forever be better than JaeSoul tae_tae97  nct127

hhypedhh  She deserves so much better than 333cyj333

neonani  2tae is a much better, much more attractive ship

star_shine  The way Wonwoo looks at Tae is so much better than the way 333cyj333 does

twetwoo And so much more attractive star_shine

Youngjae had been able to understand when photos of Taesoul had been posted with other male idols. He had understood when she explained them to be platonic. For no feelings to exist. Well after a while he did. After she had explained it of course. But it didn't stop it hurting less when he saw her being shipped with other men. With other people the industry thought might be a better match. And when the comments came pouring in sometimes with more negative than positive ones it was horrible. 

But these thoughts didn't leave his mind. And it caused him to start obsessively look at the comments left on photos of not just them together, but any photo of which she was tagged in with another man. It was possessive yes, it was wrong yes, but he couldn't help that his entire instagram explore was featured around her normally. So like they were bound to appear at some point. Well that's what he told himself as he sat there late into the night scrolling through the photos, reading the comments and the messages. 

And as his brain absorbed these messages and worked on the true meanings of the comments, his doubts rose. He watched her interact with others, the way she smiled at a joke, everything. He knew he loved her with every fibre in his being. He didn't go a moment without thinking of her. But his brain picked away at him every time he saw the comments and therefore, every time he thought of her. 

He hadn't realised but it had also translated across to when they were together. His thoughts running wild about how he thought she could do better. It meant even when they were with the others he was slightly more recluse. He wouldn't touch her as much a usual and spent less time with her and more with the others.

Oh and you can bet this annoyed TaeSoul. Well, confused her more than annoyed. It caused her to look back on her previous actions trying to find anything at all she had done wrong. She had asked the other's for their opinions and with nothing to run off she had no clue what was going on. Maybe he was just dealing with something. She wasn't sure but she knew at some point, well she hoped at some point he would at least let her know. But he was taking his time in telling her so as much as he ignored her, she tried to at least show him how important he was to her.

Not that she was sure it was getting through to him though. 

It wasn't until she had come back one day late from spending time with Hani. The two had spent their day getting pampered. She had her hair done well she had decided the natural colour was boring her. And had dyed her hair grey just because she could. If management wanted it back natural then she'd change it back. She had walked through the front door and was in the process of taking her shoes off when she heard it. The quiet conversation in the living room and the ever so obvious sounds of the man she loved voice.

"I just can't help it, I see all these comments and like it makes me think that maybe they're right. Maybe I'm not the best person for her. She could do better than me." She heard him speak well it had soon turned from speaking to sobbing. As she moved her body so that she could see him clearly.

He sat in a huddled position clutching Coco to his chest. Tears ran down his face as he showed the older man his phone. Taesoul stood there her fists clutched as she watched him open up. As she was watching she looked up to make eye contact with Mark and frantically waved her hand. It was an attempt to avoid him calling her over or making any signs that she was there. 

She stood there for another 10 or 15 minutes more listening to as much as she could hear. Trying to take it all in. But it hadn't gone all too well as the more she listened the more worked up she began. The more she wanted to just yell. Pour her emotions out as she thought of the horrid vile things she wanted to say to these people. She could no longer take standing there and listening and very quickly found herself spinning on her feet and walking back out the door in the direction she had come from. 

She hadn't thought twice when she let the door slam behind her in her fit of rage. Though the two in the living room did and when Youngjae questioned on who it could have been Mark had panicked. He knew not to say Taesoul's name but struggled to think of who it could be. Rather letting out a strange sound and using that he had no clue, to try and prove he knew nothing. The pair continued to sit there and talk as Youngjae cried over the matter and Mark tried to convince him otherwise. 

However, he knew that the only person who would be able to break through to the man and make him change his opinions, was said girl who had stormed out of the dorm only moments beforehand. He bid goodnight to Youngjae and sent a small message towards Tae in the hopes she would return back. 

True to his thoughts 20 minutes later she walked back through the door, take away in her hands and maybe a bag of shopping. Mark thought at first she was going to storm pass him and into her room but rather she trudged her way over to him placing the takeaway in front of him and passed him some cutlery. She had begun to eat without speaking to him much first. 

"Tae?" He questioned watching as she turned to him with a mouth full of food and a strange look on her face. "How you holding up?" He questioned again.She quickly swallowed her mouth full of food before making an effort to reply. 

"I mean I've worked out I can't physically fight every single person who's made him upset, or has posted something rude. So it's better than where I was when I left." She replied before shovelling more food into her mouth. She turned her mind back to the situation from earlier and found herself instead of becoming angry, wanting to find an alternate way to say what she wanted to. 

"I want to do something, but I'm not sure what." She commented staring down at the food and looking back up towards her brother figure. Especially when she realised that he had barely had eaten anything and was just looking at her comfort eating. 

"Haven't you got another idea. Come on Tae, it's you." Mark encouraged watching as she began to mull over her thoughts and ideas. It took her a few minutes to get an idea of which Mark took the opportunity to take some of the foods she had basically hoarded by her. Finally, the perfect idea appeared in her head as she sat up bolt right almost like one of the cartoon characters when they get a lightbulb appear over their heads. 

"I need a printer, a practice room, a camera and um a couple of days." Taesoul announced standing up immediately and rushing to her room. Leaving both the food behind and Mark as he looked on with a little look of surprise. He quickly picked up the food and rushed after her claiming he was going to help though in reality he was just nosey. 

He found her with her laptop and phone open on the photos tab. She'd only been in there maybe three minutes but yet her printer was whining away as sheets came out. He noticed the photo paper she had normally stored under her desk coming out. Each photograph showing the female idol and the upset male idol who had gone home maybe an hour later. 

"What are you doing?" Mark asked

"I'm making like a timeline or something, I'm not sure quite how it's going to be laid out but I'm going to need as many photos as possible. Can you send me some?" She replied.

"Will that be enough?"

"No I'm going to fill as much of the wall space as possible. So I'm going to ask every member and like fansights and stuff and like I don't know how I'll do it." Came the girls response as she happily accepted his phone and linked it up to the printer. 

Half an hour later she had printed all the photos Mark had of her and Youngjae together as she watched him head to bed. 

Four days later and a grand total of 2121 photos later, yes she was very very happy with the resultant number, and Taesoul just had to get the room together. She was very happy with the amount of support she had received from the members, fans and staff who had been more than happy to work alongside her. Her bank account, maybe not so much. But she wouldn't spare an expense on him anyways. Nothing would ever be too much. And yes she would admit to being whipped. But if you looked at that smile, like it made perfect sense. 

Her precious little bean.

As she drove herself to said practice room, she could feel her heart beating faster than normal. She hd no clue why she had sudden nerves over the whole event. Well she kinda did. She knew that if it didn't go well that something else could happen and her mind could only think of really bad outcomes. 

She tried to literally shake these thoughts away as she pulled up and parked. Getting out of the drivers seat she made her way to the boot pulling out the white cardboard box where the photos were stored. 

The practice room was one of the smaller ones, considering it wasn't used very often and she was able to quickly book it. Though there was still enough space on the walls for her to put up the photos. And thats what she did. Starting with one line she moved her way around of that all four walls had the same amount of photos on.  But it was not an easy task. She found herself using the majority of the day setting the room up making sure the lighting was right and that the photos were all level and not at an awkward angle. Finding an accomplished feeling she realised she was thoughtful to have not asked for him to come until the next day. 

She was way too tired and therefore, made her way back to the dorm locking the door with the staff's promise that nothing would be moved overnight. 

The next morning she awoke even more nervous than she had been the day before. Her fingers shook as she got dressed that morning. She pulled on a pair of super ripped black skinny jeans of which she wore a pair of fishnet tights underneath a black crop top and a black cardigan, paring these with her doc martins. She quickly did her hair brushing her hands through the grey strands as she set onto her makeup.

She rushed out the door hoping to be at least a couple minutes before Youngjae would turn up. She parked her car where the staff would normally park, well away from where she had parked every other time. Just to hide the fact that she was there. And that was how she found herself stood in a very dimly lit room her back to the door. She stood in the corner where there was incredibly little light making it almost possible for her to be seen. Her eyes stayed transfixed on the door waiting for him to enter. 

His voice could be heard from just outside the door as he obviously spoke with their manager. The manager had been responsible in getting the older boy to meet her in the practice room. Going as far to put a fake vocal session on his schedule for the week. She heard the door open and the voice of their manager quieten completely. 

"What's this?" Came Youngjae's voice as he started to look at the photos he could see on the wall. This was the moment that Taesoul chose to come out of her hiding point and begun to sing to him. It was the first way she thought to get her thoughts across. 

And as she sung the lines to 'Rewrite the stars' from the greatest showman she knew she had made the right decision. After all small things like this really meant the world to her man so why wouldn't she. 

As she approached him she noticed the tears which had gathered in his eyes. She held onto his hand and smiled to him when she felt him intwine their fingers. She finished singing after the first chorus changing to looking into his eyes. 

"You Choi Youngjae, are my whole world. There's nobody I would rather be with. No one I'd ever replace you with. Because to me, you are the best thing that has ever happened. The number one. There's not a moment I don't think of you, think of someone other than you. To me there is only you." She spoke her smile flattening when he released her hands, though it picked up again very quickly when one hand went to her waist and the other to her cheek. 

"What did I ever do to deserve you?" He spoke lowly his thumb rubbing a pattern on her cheek before he rested his forehead on her own.

"You deserve the world"

"You are my world" He spoke "I love you"

"I love you more" Came her shaky voice "To infinity"

"And beyond" Youngjae finished as their manager quickly turned the recording off. He ensured the video was saved correctly before uploading it to the groups v-live on behalf of the two idols. He did not tell them at first where it had been uploaded hoping that there would be a positive influx of messages of which could be sent to the pair. 

Taesoul, dragged him around the room to look at the pictures she had put up on the walls. After all it had taken her so long that she wanted to make sure he got to see every happy memory they had together. 

And as he stood there and stared, she rested her head on his shoulder. His left hand pulled her closer into his side and his right hand reached over to hold onto her hand. A smile made it on his face as he saw photos from as early as their trainee days all the way up to only a matter of days ago. The alerts from their phones continued to go off, though the pair chose to ignore them focusing on the photos around them. 

Though after an hour of constant alerts, they chose to open the messages on Youngjae's phone. He opened the v-live app to see what the fuss was about. Tears once again welled up in his eyes as he saw the video of them earlier. The tears fell as he read the comments underneath it. 

popopolice  These's anti's can say what they like but everyone knows, there's not a sweeter couple in the industry other than these. 

astrologee  I've never seen a couple more meant to be. 

sweeterthanyourmumsliqour  I Stan a couple who cries together

ottersforlyfe  Tae's my bias and I don't think she can ever find someone as loving or attentive than Youngjae is

Taesoul threw her hands around the crying man. She felt as he rested his head on her chest and even though they were sat down the pair soon fell backwards onto the floor of the practice room. His head remained on her chest as he cried tears of relief. It had truly made an amazing day even better.

tae_tae97  What if we rewrite the stars? 333cyj333

333cyj333  I love you tae_tae97

tae_tae97  I love you more 333cyj333

333cyj333  Say you were meant to be mine, nothing could keep us apart tae_tae97

tae_tae97  Stop being so cute. To infinity 333cyj333

333cyj333  Anything for you my black bess. And beyond tae_tae97