I ran outside and searched for Hoseok around the whole place.It took me quite sometime to search for him because he wasn't close to the crowd.I spotted BTS's van by the lake behind the auditorium.The van was parked there that means Hoseok was nearby.I ran towards the van and then smiled at what I saw.Hoseok was standing on the bridge over the lake.He was holding the railing and looking down at the lake.Wait...was he crying?The sunlight was falling directly on to him and on the lake.The water of the lake was sparking beautifully.Hoseok looked ethereal.No one else was here.The scenery was just so beautiful.Easily could be listed in one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.

"Hoseok-ah?"I called.

He didn't look at me,he just shivered at my sudden voice.

"Hey?"I called while running towards him.

He didn't move or say anything even when I came and stood right beside him.

"Hey,I was searching for you everywhere.How could you leave me alone like that,"I stopped ranting when I looked at him.

A few drops of tears rolled down his cheeks and fell on his arms that he had rested on the railing.

"Are you crying?"I asked.

Hoseok quickly wiped his tears,"Who's crying?"

I smiled and mimicked his posture and rested my arms on the railing of the bridge and looked at the lake,"I thought you would praise me for doing so amazing but you're over here crying like a five year old."

"I told you I didn't cry!"Hoseok whined.

"You weren't even there when I came out!What kind of therapist leaves his patient alone?I know you were touched by my speech but still..."

Hoseok cut me off,"I'm proud of you,Eunji."

That made me stop talking.He said it in a low voice but he sounded so sincere and honest.It brought tears to my eyes again.But I managed to hold them.

"Were you touched by my speech today?"

"Of course,I was,you can already see that."

We both stayed quiet while staring at the lake but then I broke the silence.

"Oh wait...from today you aren't my therapist or my teacher.You said we could be something else..what were you talking about?"

I asked,acting clueless.I can't stand Hoseok being so emotional and quiet.I had to do something.

Hoseok's sad expression got replaced by a shocked expression.He stood up straight immediately.

I smirked and stood up straight while looking at him.

Mission success.

I picked up a few tricks for him to make people stop being sad,and they work.

"What're you even talking about,Eunji?"Hoseok asked looking completely shocked.

"You know what I mean,"I said while narrowing his eyes.

We haven't talked about it for one and a half years and ignored it completely because we both are like that with our feelings.The BTS members kept pushing us at each other but we kept pushing each other away,but now I don't think we have any reason too.

"Remember,when you kissed me in front of my house before you went to tour?I haven't talked about it but why don't you explain it?It was my first kiss and you stole it!!"I said while frowning at him.

"Why are you bringing it up,it was history.And wait...that wasn't me who kissed you.."Hoseok said while trying to think fast.

I looked at him curiously trying to guess what ridiculous explanation he would come up with.

"A little angel did it!"Hoseok said loudly and smiled.

I looked at him.

What now?

That's the best he could come up with?

I sighed.He sighed too.He,himself knows how stupid this was.

"Hoseok-ah?What's stopping you?Aren't we done with our mission thingy?You said I can't love anyone before I love myself?And now I do..so what's the issue?Why is a little angel coming out of the blue?"

"Eunji-ah,you wouldn't understand.."

"Then make me understand!!"

"You recently started loving yourself and living your life.I'm not sure if you can take this pressure.And if we decide to date will you be able to take it?I really want to be you but I will not be able to be with you most of the time.."

"I know that and I don't care!"

"But I can't do this to you now..You will feel so alone in a relationship."

This got me sad.My expression changed.My heart was aching.I bet Hoseok noticed my expression change too.

Do you not like me?Was I delusional?Was I The only one that had feelings?Was I the only one that love.."

"What nonsense,Eunji..I love you,"He said and he immediately stopped and widened his eyes.

He didn't expect to say that.It completely came out of his mouth without him thinking.

My heart was beating so fast.I wanted to hear these for so long.

"Ahh..Eunji-ah..we will talk about this later..I think the members are waiting for me..Bye bye!"He said and turned around.He was about to walk away to his van out of embarrassment.

But right then I did something I never thought I would be able to do.I held his hand and turned his towards he and kissed him really passionately.He was so shocked that he couldn't even move for a few moments.I didn't know I had those guts in me but I ended up doing it.I hope he gets his much feelings I actually have for him.

When I first met him,I couldn't even imagine I would end up falling for this loud and noisy guy.He is like the polar opposite of me.

But look what happened.

Life is unpredictable,indeed.

At one point of kissing I put my arms around his shoulders.That's the moment when Hoseok decided to fuck it all and kiss me back while hugging me.That made me smile in between the kiss.I hope he knows that I'm okay with being with him even when he doesn't have a lot of time for me.I hope he knows I understand his line of work and how energy and time consuming it is.

The kiss went on for longer than I expected after I pulled away I looked at his straight in the eye and said,"I am okay with you not having time for me.I love you so much."

Hoseok smiled lovingly at me,"Are you sure?"

I nodded.

"Make sure to not regret your words later on.Because from now on,there's no going back,"Hoseok said.

I nodded,"I know and I won't."

"Then let me make it official.Be my girlfriend?"

"I would love to!"

Then we both smiled and stared at each other's eyes for a while staying in each other's arms.I can't believe that this guy right here is my boyfriend!

Then we suddenly heard someone whistle.That made me push Hoseok away and that almost made him fall.But he managed to stand up straight.

Both of our faces were red and we stood far away from each other.Our face turned redder when we saw the people we were caught by.They were no one else but BTS themselves.They were standing behind their van and probably saw the whole scenery go down.Jungkook was the one that whistled.They came one by one and stood on the bridge.

"Finally!!!"Jimin shouted.

"Finally God has given some sense into our Hobi!"Namjoon said.

"I kept telling them to go into a relationship for like two years.They've finally decided to be together!"Jungkook said,"And didn't I tell you following noona here was a good idea?See?We got to watch everything!"

I glared at Jungkook.So this little brat was behind everything.

I knew he was a devil.

Jungkook saw my reaction and just smirked.

"Everything?"Hoseok asked while gulping.I widened my eyes.

EVERYTHING?They saw everything?

All of BTS smirked.

"Everything!"Yoongi replied and smirked and then pointed at the phone he was holding,"And also took photos."

Holy mother of ...

Me and Hoseok both were about to faint out of embarrassment.Who takes photos of these situations?

Hoseok was about to grab Yoongi's phone but Yoongi quickly hid the phone I hid pocket.

Seokjin said,"Anyways,today is the day the first member of BTS got in a relationship.It's a happy day.We should celebrate.Shall we go and have lunch?"

"All you think about is food anyway,"Hoseok muttered.But unfortunately everyone heard that.

We were all trying to not laugh and Seokjin turned bright red with anger,"WHAT DID YOU SAY,YOU BRAT?"

Seokjin was about to smack some sense into Hoseok but then stopped,"Today I won't hit you in front of your girlfriend and embarrass you,because I'm a good brother."

"Well..I don't mind you hitting him,"I said and chuckled.

That caused everyone to laugh except Hoseok who turned to me with hurt and betrayal in his eyes,"I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore."

I just laughed.

"Then you'd be the fastest couple to ever break up!"Seokjin said.

"Nononononononono,they can't break up!"Taehyung said,"They're the first BTS couple and my favorite one.They can't breakup without our permission."

Taehyung then came and stood between us.He put one of his hands on my shoulder and the other on Hoseok and brought us closer,"Make up quickly."

We both chuckled at how cute Taehyung was.

"But guys,don't you think they'd be such an interesting couple?I mean they are polar opposites!"Jimin said.

"Yeah...But they would go around leaking weird videos of each other and smashing ice cream on each other's faces!"Namjoon said,"It's going to be interesting!"

"Yes..by them being in a relationship we got a ticket lifetime entertainment.I guess we won't be bored ever!"Jungkook said.

"Yes!!I would make sure they always stay together!"Taehyung said while wrapping his arms around our shoulders tighter.

"Yes!!"Everyone said.Me and Hoseok just smiled.They are supportive of us.Its so nice having supportive friends.

"Yeah..now can we at least go and get food?I'm honestly very hungry..And we should celebrate this too!Eunji's win and their first day!!Let's go and eat a lot!"Seokjin said.

"There he goes again!"Namjoon said making everyone including Seokjin laugh.

While laughing I looked at all of their faces.I felt so happy at this moment.This had to be one of the happiest moments of my entire life.

Sometime ago,I had nothing.But now I have confidence,ego,supportive friends and Hoseok.I couldn't ask for more.I don't think I even need anything else in life.

While laughing I looked at Hoseok.He smiled brightly at me.I just said I couldn't be happier but his smile actually made me happier than I already was.

I smiled back at him.

He was right in front of me.The sun was on the sky beside him.

At that time I couldn't tell which sun was brighter.

The sun or Hoseok.

I guess I am a lucky girl who has two suns in her life.So my life won't fall back into darkness ever again.

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A/N:

Guys!!That's the official end of 'Ego'.I can't explain how much fun I had writing it!I hope all of you like it as much as I did.

Real talk:I decided to make this a small and really intense story about depression and what not but changed my mind after first chapter.Because Ego is such a beautiful and fun song.So I wanted this story to be fun as well.That's why I had so much fun while writing it.This story was just my type,I'm honestly sad that it ended.Many people might not like it because it's not too romantic or up to everyone's expectations but still..this story will be special to me.

And I want to say that..depression is not a joke.I never thought of it as a joke,you guys shouldn't too.If you feel these feelings please don't hide them and hurt yourself,please seek help and talk to your loved once.You are important and loved.And if one of your family members or close one is showing signs of depression or you feel something off about them,please help them.And lastly,don't hurt yourself and others.Live and let live.

And as BTS says always "love yourself".I used to have trouble with it.So I know how important loving yourself is.I don't know how well I'm able to convey this message,but please try to understand.

Oh no..that author's note got 0 to 100 real quick.Sorry😭

Anyways thank you so much for taking time and reading it.I really appreciate it.It makes me so happy!

Don't forget to vote or comment if you liked it!!

And many many many thanks to _turna_558 for making me a cover again.I love this cover so much.Thank you for making these amazing covers always.

Oh and before ending it,our main character,Eunji asked me to share a picture of her two suns with all of you,hoping it will brighten your day.

So here it is:

I hope this makes you guys happy too!

And now we can talk about which sun is brighter.

That's it for this story then.

Lots of love,

Antu💜💜💜